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well being downstairs didnt work out for me. i started cleaing. and started finding letters i had forgotten. i do not need to be reminded of him right now. fuckin a. it was good enough to give the summary of the past coupla months to red and throw him in there but fuckin christ. daddy issues are already on the table, i do not need any more on that ( Read more... )

when you dont get the feeling do you just keep trying until it works again?

and the one of many quotes from the red that i can actually post here:
fuck shampoo! i want real poo!

tonight was enjoyable and necessary. i miss the talks. yay hot chocolate. thats my summary.

watching less than zero. its heartbreaking. i probably shouldn't be watching it.

"i could try"

what would you do if you knew you couldnt fail?

its a good question.
what would you do?

gone back to don't ask don't tell.

snap! my paycheck is 150 this week! dude! tonight was the shit or ... the shit. :) :( i got there at 5 and hung with bryan *who was grateful for the reliefe, it was bizi! today* and then when anne margret and ashley ***two new girls. training agh!!!!!!*** he stayed till 7 just to chill. that was neat. helped dealing with the newbies. aghhhhh. so ( Read more... )

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work tonight. fuck a duck.

i normally would relaly ie this but i forgot about it all day, and i really dont have time for it

i need him home again