fantasies
i've been having a lot of them lately, and they are interrupting my creative process, so i've been writing lately.
which pisses me off.
i don't know what to do about them, really, because for me, fantasies sometimes become a little too real, and then i have to vigorously convince myself differently.
which is harder than it sounds.
to top it all off, i am finding my dear imaginary friends are feeling left out and push to the side, and i can't control it.
which has the sole consolation that at least they understand that.
though it doesn't make it any easier.
which pisses me off.
i don't know what to do about them, really, because for me, fantasies sometimes become a little too real, and then i have to vigorously convince myself differently.
which is harder than it sounds.
to top it all off, i am finding my dear imaginary friends are feeling left out and push to the side, and i can't control it.
which has the sole consolation that at least they understand that.
though it doesn't make it any easier.