random meme

[melissa_ivory]

Random Meme stolen from reithegenki who stole it from several different people.

ten things I wish I could say to ten different people (no names):

1. get a grip, the world doesn't revolve around you.
2. sometimes you are wrong, and that's okay.
3. i had the wickedest crush on you freshman year and i'm so glad you seemed to have ignored me.
4. i'm sorry for ever telling you what i did, because i grew out of it shortly afterwards.
5. i still think you are the shit.
6. you will always be a dork, but not too much.
7. stop, just stop.
8. get your life together, cause it sucks for you and everyone around you.
9. you are not the greatest lay in the world, so stop acting like your pussy is fucking gold-plated.
10. i'm still in love with you, and even though you're with one of my oldest friends, i want you back.

nine things about myself:

1. i'm a dork, but not a dork. (inside joke, just ask and i'll tell, i like having more people in on this one.)
2. sock monkeys rock my world.
3. like certain kids shows, namely Lazytown.
4. love some characters so much, i have had plushies commissioned of them; Severus Snape, the Joker (B:tAS), and Robbie Rotten.
5. prefer my bunnies the colour green.
6. am impulsive.
7. am obsessive.
8. doesn't like when people won't get the hint, whatever the hint is about.
9. cannot stand missing the bus, but doesn't really do anything other than bitch to oneself.

eight ways to win my heart:

1. always be honest.
2. never leave the toilet seat up when i know you were fully awake; when you're half asleep, i kind of understand the oversight.
3. be romantic, even if that's only to say you love me.
4. if i'm angry at anything other than you, don't take my yelling offensively.
5. make dinner sometimes, if you don't already; i don't like being the only one to cook.
6. run your fingers through my hair and lightly over my arms, i love how it feels.
7. don't mind my obsessive compulsions, just ignore them until you can do what you like your way; i probably won't notice after the fact.
8. understand that i'm insecure sometimes, that it will go away if you just give me a moment.

seven things that cross my mind a lot:

1. should i?
2. what would happen if i just did that?
3. i love when stupid people make me laugh.
4. damnit!
5. oh snap!
6. oh shit!
7. fuck a duck!

six things I do before I fall asleep:

1. get nightgown on.
2. make sure bed is against both walls of the corner.
3. make sure alarms are set for the next day.
4. put cell and iPod on chargers.
5. take off glasses.
6. turn on fan.

five people who mean a lot:

1. Mum
2. Gram
3. Scott
4. Cassandra
5. AJ

four things you're wearing right now:

1. chain necklace.
2. silver band ring.
3. clothes (lilac shirt, black pants, matching multicoloured bra and panties set).
4. black frame glasses.

three songs that you listen to often:

1. Defying Gravity by Idina Menzel.
2. Bad Romance by Lady Gaga.
3. Fever by Adam Lambert.

two things you want to do before you die:

1. publish a book of my poetry.
2. get some backbone.

one confession:

1. i have fallen back in love with the boy i loved 12 years ago and let slip away; now i want to take him back, even though he's with one of my oldest friends. it seems like he still likes me, might even love me still; the only reason i let him slip away was because i didn't want to pressure him, and he was afraid of his mother's oppressive opinions, which is to say she hated me after our first meeting. which is messed up, because the first time i met his mother, i only got to say hello, and after that she told him she hated me, those words precisely, and didn't want him hanging out with me. so i let him go, and i truly regret that, because i was in love with him then, which makes this hard now, because i'm not sure where he stands.

arg, life fucking sucks sometimes!

i'm surprised i had fun doing this. got out some feelings i had, most of which came upon me quite recently, and i'm just glad its over with.