I feel all warm inside
Today I talked to veronica, It's not like we never talk, but definatly not in deep conversation like we did today. It's times like those that I'm truly greatful for friends like veronica. I've been really sad about being away from home, not like depressed, but thinking about it all the time. And even though I'm happy to be around my family again I feel like NY is were I belong, that's not only where all my friends are, but I feel most comfortable being me there. I have people to talk to there, like tell my inner most deep thoughts, and it's ok to cry on their shoulder. Everyone here just looks at me like I'm crazy and a weakling. Whatever, I have this amazing shrink, well, technically she's not one yet, but someday she will be and she's also my best friend. After todays session (hehe)I feel so much better. She gives great advice. And I love her like she were a sister. If it weren't for friends like her I'd be a mess right now. Things are looking up, here's how I figure, your never going to be tough enough unless you face your demons and if you have someone who's willing to back you up, well then not only are you that much stronger, but that makes you the riches person in the world. You can't buy that kind of friendship. I feel so luck to have a friend like that (i hope you get to read this.)
*Peace
*Peace