Why can't men say it how it is?
As of last wed. I've been talkink to this guy that I basicly vowed never to talk to again. A very stupid thing to do! I asked him why the change of heart? to fill you in we had this really ugly fight about me vandalizing his car( which I didn't) and not accepting the fact that It wasn't me. So any ways I wanted to know after 3 months of silence why now does he decide to call me? His responce...I'v been thinking about it and well, life is too short to hold grudges and point the finger. My family has gone thru a lot latly both my mom's father and brother had heartattacks, and now there is talk about my brother who's in the army going over to Iraq. So I just wanted to call and say sorry see how your doing.
I couldn't beleive what I was hearing, and now that i think about it what does it all mean? Is he tryimg to say he missed me and he wants me in his life since relizes any thing could happen at any moment? Or just feels bad about being as A-hole and thought if he told me about all his families problems I'd feel sorry for him and forgive him? I don't get it he always does this to me, he can never just come out and say how he really feels. There is always some game to play or mixed message. Now I remember why I was better off with out him. Still I really miss him, if i had still been in NY i know we would have been hanging out again. He always finds some way to pull me back in wheather he's trying to or not I don't know. I have a headache now...Men Suck!
I couldn't beleive what I was hearing, and now that i think about it what does it all mean? Is he tryimg to say he missed me and he wants me in his life since relizes any thing could happen at any moment? Or just feels bad about being as A-hole and thought if he told me about all his families problems I'd feel sorry for him and forgive him? I don't get it he always does this to me, he can never just come out and say how he really feels. There is always some game to play or mixed message. Now I remember why I was better off with out him. Still I really miss him, if i had still been in NY i know we would have been hanging out again. He always finds some way to pull me back in wheather he's trying to or not I don't know. I have a headache now...Men Suck!