Time...
For the last two months I'v been completely out of my element. No real job to go to every morning, no important task to accomplish each day, and best of all no bills to pay every month. Any 20 yr old would die for an opportunity like this, so why do I feel so useless? Everyone tells me to relax, take a breather, soak up the time because this could quite possibly be the only break I get for a long while. The only problem with that is I don't know how. How do you sleep in till 10:30-11, and not do anything for the whole day. I feel almost stuck, like there's nothing to look forward to each day. I find my self going on these very long walks. I just feel like such a bum.