So, I really wish that I could post something wonderful and completely meaningful.  Something that made sense and something that really came from my heart.  Something that was inspired by a great conversation, something about how awesome my life is [it's not but...whatever.], how cool I am.  Whatever.  Unfortuently I can't do that today.  The only ( Read more... )

So i'm starting to think that "Why yes, I do like him." And I'm starting to think, "Why no, I shouldn't."  I want him to be happy, and I want to be happy myself.  I want everybody to be happy.  Eh, that's just me.  Anyway... I guess it's just because i'm really sick of waiting around.  I'm sick of my bad luck with men, and I'm utlimantly sick of ( Read more... )

 I care about a lot of people.  I really can't pin-point it.  But there is one person that I care about ssoo much.  She's my everything.  I mean she's not my lover or my love or anything.   She's just my bestfriend, and she topps the list of everybody who I care about.  I know it's bad to put other people before your family, but really...I could ( Read more... )

I once read a book that was about a spirt that haunted a man who was a teacher.  The spirt then fell in love with a human boy and he said that he had once been what she was: A spirt.  So he said the way he got into the human body was he looked for a body that's soul was weak.  When he found one he took the other soul's place.  He told her to do the ( Read more... )

Huh.  Lately i've been extreamly bored.  Today was a nice day.  The hulk was pretty good.  Though it made me cry about a million times.  It was because I was so pissed off because the people in the movie were treating the hulk like shit. I lost it when Betty and Bruce finally came together again.  I guess it's just because after he almost killed ( Read more... )

Last night I had the creepiest dream ever.  I had a dream a friend of mine was being chopped up into peices by two of my other friends.  I remember in the dream I was screaming, "no no no no no!!!!!" and I was hugging him [who was about to be chopped] and cryign so hard.  He just kept holding me.  [He's famous for his hugs. lol]  I then left, for ( Read more... )

I haven't done one of these posts in a while. the ones where I sit down and type out what i'm thinking about my life. How I veiw it.  I've been trying to keep it all down, hiding it.  I don't know why I've been doing it.  maybe it's just one of those things.  I've been trying so hard to keep myself quiet.  I only share with one person what's really ( Read more... )

[[I'm listening to the Jonas brothers. They're kind of shitty, but then again, they're kind of like ... I don't know, they're like The Click Five. Only younger ( Read more... )

 There isn't much I can say to describe my life.  Or the very few people around me.  This seems to be a summer like last.  The one where I spend so much time with my mother that it isn't even humanly possible.  The times when books flew out the window I was reading them so fast.  I wish I could read them right now, but for some reason, I have ( Read more... )

Right now i'm just kind of waiting on my mom so we can go work at the consession stands down at the ballfeilds.  It shouldnt' be too bad.  I love working there.  It's one of thsoe things that, as Dexter says, "Brings order to the caious." I totally fucked up on that last word.

It's morning, I just woke up, forgive me.  I'm still pondering over the ( Read more... )