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Yesterday when I was escorted out of Mr. Ayers class I was taken to the Juvenile Justice Center, and I spent the night there. I was in a 6x6 concrete room with nothing but concrete floors for about 6 hours, then i was taken into a shower, changed into all orange jumpsuits, and went into my room that consisted of an iron toilet and faucet you had to request the water to be turned on for, and a cot sized concrete ledge with a green pad on it. I stayed there for the night. I didn't sleep any, the lights don't turn off. I met a few kids in there, most of them there for drug charges and rehibilitation. This morning I got out luckily because my mom knows people.
You won't see me at central again this year, I'm sorry. I wish I could come and explain to everyone why, but I can't so people are going to have to do it for me. I'll be going to Mertzon for atleast the rest of this year. I can't do anything on the weekends. I'm 90% sure my truck is getting sold. My baby. Thats the hardest thing to me. I love that truck more than anyone should love a material possession. I'll know by the end of the day. My dads coming in about 1. Hopefully I can keep it so I can keep my job. If I show i've done well before court with my truck and job they might not take my license away. Or so my PO said. I'm going to miss all my friends at central terribly, and you won't be seeing me on the weekends anymore either. Thank you all for everything. Maybe if I straighten out in the eyes of the law and my parents by summer I can have some freedom again.
The sun shines
And leaves blow
And my hope like autumn is turning brown
I know it seems like I'm always falling down
But it does not matter to me
Although it seems like it should
It's because I know I'm understood when I hear Him say
Rest in me little David
And dry all your tears
You can lay down your armor
And have no fear
Cause I'm always here
When you're tired of running
And I'm all the strength that you need
It's uphill both ways
Tomorrow I swear I won't act this way
And I know it seems like that is what I always say
You know I want to be like Jesus
But it seems so very far away
When will I learn to obey
Obey
You won't see me at central again this year, I'm sorry. I wish I could come and explain to everyone why, but I can't so people are going to have to do it for me. I'll be going to Mertzon for atleast the rest of this year. I can't do anything on the weekends. I'm 90% sure my truck is getting sold. My baby. Thats the hardest thing to me. I love that truck more than anyone should love a material possession. I'll know by the end of the day. My dads coming in about 1. Hopefully I can keep it so I can keep my job. If I show i've done well before court with my truck and job they might not take my license away. Or so my PO said. I'm going to miss all my friends at central terribly, and you won't be seeing me on the weekends anymore either. Thank you all for everything. Maybe if I straighten out in the eyes of the law and my parents by summer I can have some freedom again.
The sun shines
And leaves blow
And my hope like autumn is turning brown
I know it seems like I'm always falling down
But it does not matter to me
Although it seems like it should
It's because I know I'm understood when I hear Him say
Rest in me little David
And dry all your tears
You can lay down your armor
And have no fear
Cause I'm always here
When you're tired of running
And I'm all the strength that you need
It's uphill both ways
Tomorrow I swear I won't act this way
And I know it seems like that is what I always say
You know I want to be like Jesus
But it seems so very far away
When will I learn to obey
Obey