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When Winter falls next year, I'll be holding on
To anything held down
As for being patient with fate and all,
it's getting old. And my mind is slowly changing
I'm calling all my oldest friends,
saying "sorry for this mess we're in,"
and I'm waiting, waiting...
For the Sun to come and melt this snow,
wash away the pain, and give me back control, control.
An angel got his wings,
and we'll hold our heads up knowing that he's fine.
We'd all be lucky to have a love like that in a lifetime.
Should we still set his plate?
Should we still save his chair?
Should we still buy him gifts?
And if we don't, did we not care?
It makes you think about the life you've led,
shit you've done, the things you've said.
And it's grounding, grounding.
I've been feeling three feet tall this month,
hardly indestructible.
But the snow melts, and the rhythm still goes on.
An angel got his wings,
and we'll hold our heads up knowing that he's fine.
We'd all be lucky to have a love like that in a lifetime.
Friends stay side by side,
in life and death you've always stole my heart,
you'll always mean so much to me, it's hard to believe this
These nights in vans,
these nights in bars,
don't mean a thing with empty hearts, with empty hearts.
Friends stay side by side,
in life and death you've always stole my heart,
you've always meant so much to me, it's hard to believe
So much to me, it's hard to believe
So much to me, it's hard to believe this.
I couldn't think of a better song to describe my situation, my emotions towards it, and to everyone around me.
Thanks to everyone on the last one, yall are great.
Today was my first day at mertzon, I guess you could say I was well received, atleast my truck was. It's going to be a lot different, but it won't be bad. I'm really missing the people at central already, my good friends, and I hate thinking about it cause the memories are fleeting and despairing. Especially all the lunches n shit we did, funny shit. I kicked off mertzon lunch by burying my truck in the river, which was full of testosterone fun. I don't know how I'm going to survive not doing anything on the weekends, down time is essential. I wish my parents could trust me. I wish there werent police. I would definately not mind mertzon if it wasn't for the situation I had go out there for. I'm really trying to be optimistic, but it's draining me. I have plenty of time to sleep on the weekends. My mom said no wakeboarding over spring break, and I nearly cried. I'll probly end up trying desprately to do that. That's the only thing I could do right now to forget this whole situation, and It's what i would rather do than anything else in this world. I miss it so bad. If it wasnt for this court situation I was preparing to buy a new ride setup, but thats about 700$ that will go to lawyer instead of wakeworld.com. I was listening to jack, marley and sublime today and it just made me want it more. Tomorrow is only like half a day at mertzon though, and we get out a week earlier than central so its aight.
I don't want to rant anymore, <3 brandon.
To anything held down
As for being patient with fate and all,
it's getting old. And my mind is slowly changing
I'm calling all my oldest friends,
saying "sorry for this mess we're in,"
and I'm waiting, waiting...
For the Sun to come and melt this snow,
wash away the pain, and give me back control, control.
An angel got his wings,
and we'll hold our heads up knowing that he's fine.
We'd all be lucky to have a love like that in a lifetime.
Should we still set his plate?
Should we still save his chair?
Should we still buy him gifts?
And if we don't, did we not care?
It makes you think about the life you've led,
shit you've done, the things you've said.
And it's grounding, grounding.
I've been feeling three feet tall this month,
hardly indestructible.
But the snow melts, and the rhythm still goes on.
An angel got his wings,
and we'll hold our heads up knowing that he's fine.
We'd all be lucky to have a love like that in a lifetime.
Friends stay side by side,
in life and death you've always stole my heart,
you'll always mean so much to me, it's hard to believe this
These nights in vans,
these nights in bars,
don't mean a thing with empty hearts, with empty hearts.
Friends stay side by side,
in life and death you've always stole my heart,
you've always meant so much to me, it's hard to believe
So much to me, it's hard to believe
So much to me, it's hard to believe this.
I couldn't think of a better song to describe my situation, my emotions towards it, and to everyone around me.
Thanks to everyone on the last one, yall are great.
Today was my first day at mertzon, I guess you could say I was well received, atleast my truck was. It's going to be a lot different, but it won't be bad. I'm really missing the people at central already, my good friends, and I hate thinking about it cause the memories are fleeting and despairing. Especially all the lunches n shit we did, funny shit. I kicked off mertzon lunch by burying my truck in the river, which was full of testosterone fun. I don't know how I'm going to survive not doing anything on the weekends, down time is essential. I wish my parents could trust me. I wish there werent police. I would definately not mind mertzon if it wasn't for the situation I had go out there for. I'm really trying to be optimistic, but it's draining me. I have plenty of time to sleep on the weekends. My mom said no wakeboarding over spring break, and I nearly cried. I'll probly end up trying desprately to do that. That's the only thing I could do right now to forget this whole situation, and It's what i would rather do than anything else in this world. I miss it so bad. If it wasnt for this court situation I was preparing to buy a new ride setup, but thats about 700$ that will go to lawyer instead of wakeworld.com. I was listening to jack, marley and sublime today and it just made me want it more. Tomorrow is only like half a day at mertzon though, and we get out a week earlier than central so its aight.
I don't want to rant anymore, <3 brandon.