its funny how things can turn around in an insant and slap you in the face. and how the people to THINK you can trust the most end up disapointing you in the end. and then there are those times when something actually amazing happens and then for a slight insant - everything is clam. But it all comes crashing down ( Read more... )

this is getting harder and harder, each and every year.

OMG!!!!!! i am getting a car today!!!!!

it is funny to me about all the plans we make for our lives that we never really go through with. and then i begin to wonder - why plan? it never works out ( Read more... )

id like to get away from the earth awhile and then come back to it and begin over...

i am in chains. and no words can save me. no person will rescue me.
i know that REALITY BITES. that no matter where i run there is no hiding place for me. so here i am again locked in a birds cage, struggling for air. i wonder if this is really life.
everything is lost and a mess.
i am lost and a mess.

i know this is country but somehow it strikes me ( Read more... )

no words
slient thoughts
indescribable

why does nothing have meaning anymore

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am i invisible?
do i not have sound coming out of my voice?
i believe that i must blend in with whatever im behind because today i have been ignored multiple times. wow! i cant tell you how good it feels.

yaaahhhhh i am failing math. its impossible for me to pass - even the teacher says so. so i am saying fuck this shit.