At home in my city
Going out with my NYC kids makes me loooove being back even more, and miss the kids who haven't moved in yet even more. (Hurry up you guys!!! I need you :)) I helped some freshman sneak into a bar today, which was both satisfying and beneficial to their night, I'd think. They thanked me for it and offered to buy me a drink, but I can't let a freshman buy me a drink. They were cool dudes and I wanted to help show them a good time. Besides - I'm a "strong, beautiful, baaaanaaad woman" - I can buy my own drinks.
I must say, it was odd running into Nat's friends at the bar, hugging them, catching up with them, and not having him there at all. It made me miss him really suddenly tonight. It's only been a week since I've seen him, and he is coming back to visit me soon I think. But still.
So I have a few toughy social situations to deal with right now. One of them I guess isn't too tough anymore - someone else made the decision for me. Although, I wish he hadn't because I feel like we're both missing out. It's sad that guys and girls can't really be platonic friends at this age - not completely at least. And so, you're either free to explore people of the opposite sex - or if you're taken, you're sorta not supposed to take on new guys/girls who could potentially be future prospects. And the bad part is - at this age, who isn't a prospect? Needless to say, I miss this guy, and doubt we'll ever get to have the friendship that we should have, because of the aforementioned socio-politics of being twenty.
The exciting modeling thing is actually going quite well. The photographer has already changed his site - booo... So I'm no longer the home page girl, but if you wanna check out one of the best shots (in the photographer's opinion) from the shoot, I posted it up as my facebook pic. I have an interview tomorrow with an agency, which I kind of fell into, and a paid photoshoot this weekend. Wish me luck!
I must say, it was odd running into Nat's friends at the bar, hugging them, catching up with them, and not having him there at all. It made me miss him really suddenly tonight. It's only been a week since I've seen him, and he is coming back to visit me soon I think. But still.
So I have a few toughy social situations to deal with right now. One of them I guess isn't too tough anymore - someone else made the decision for me. Although, I wish he hadn't because I feel like we're both missing out. It's sad that guys and girls can't really be platonic friends at this age - not completely at least. And so, you're either free to explore people of the opposite sex - or if you're taken, you're sorta not supposed to take on new guys/girls who could potentially be future prospects. And the bad part is - at this age, who isn't a prospect? Needless to say, I miss this guy, and doubt we'll ever get to have the friendship that we should have, because of the aforementioned socio-politics of being twenty.
The exciting modeling thing is actually going quite well. The photographer has already changed his site - booo... So I'm no longer the home page girl, but if you wanna check out one of the best shots (in the photographer's opinion) from the shoot, I posted it up as my facebook pic. I have an interview tomorrow with an agency, which I kind of fell into, and a paid photoshoot this weekend. Wish me luck!