Love will tear us apart
So, the girls are great, my room should be on a cribs special about kick ass dorm rooms, and New York City is the same as it was when I left this spring - so basically, it's good. Sometime this week, I'm going to look at the pictures from my shoot last weekend, to decide with my agent which ones to put in my portfolio. Classes start Tuesday and my schedule is oh-so-sweet, with classes Monday through Wednesday. Hee...four day weekends, every weekend. So basically, life should be a dreamsicle right now.
Wrong.
Life sucks royally right now. I can't stand the way we are right now, but I also don't think that out is the answer, cause I don't think that's what either of us really wants. Something's gotta change. Something's gotta give. I feel like we're broken, and I don't know how to fix the damage that's already been done. This could be so simple. It should be in fact. We're too young for it to be any other way at this point. Maybe it's my fault that it's not right now. If I could just let it all go, I would. But, it strikes a specific chord of pain in my chest when I'm lied to. And I am not someone who sits on the sideline and watches while life takes swings at me.
Wrong.
Life sucks royally right now. I can't stand the way we are right now, but I also don't think that out is the answer, cause I don't think that's what either of us really wants. Something's gotta change. Something's gotta give. I feel like we're broken, and I don't know how to fix the damage that's already been done. This could be so simple. It should be in fact. We're too young for it to be any other way at this point. Maybe it's my fault that it's not right now. If I could just let it all go, I would. But, it strikes a specific chord of pain in my chest when I'm lied to. And I am not someone who sits on the sideline and watches while life takes swings at me.