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I really miss Matthew. I don't know why but I think about him all the time. Every sad song on the radio reminds me of him. I want to text him & tell him I miss him. I don't know if his number is still the same or if he would even care.. So I never do it.. but eventually I might cave. It could either go really really good or really really bad.. Maybe its best to leave things as they are.