These days at work when given a challenge, instead of feeling motivated and having that excitable I-can't-wait-to-jump-in energy, all I feel is just uninspired and unconfident.

I guess this is what happens when your supervisor constantly ribs you for every little thing you do, but gives unclear instruction on how she wants it done. No, perfection ( Read more... )

The Chinese culture is such that we do not air our dirty laundry in public.
Yes, many things have happened in the family that's, in a word, complex. There are facets to each personality, so who and how's it determined, whether a person is wholesome or malevolent? What tips the scale?
Then there are consequences to each action, and intent to each ( Read more... )

Last semester's happening in less than 18 hours. While I can't wait for school to be over, I'm also simultaneously terrified and excited about the future. Where will I go? What will I do? What can I do? Is this right for me?

One of the reasons why I used to want to enter a professional line such as medicine was because the future would be decided
the ( Read more... )

Time can't get any slower, when the goal is more and more within reach.
My goal, of course, is to complete 12 weeks of internship.

Then maybe a short trip to refresh perspectives, and give this weary soul a good break. It has been, after all, a very draining summer.
Even more so than last year.

Only questions to ask are, where, and with whom?

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Today at work ( Read more... )

Things are getting so bad at work (maybe it's just my perception) that I'm getting more grudging each day. I've also stopped feeling guilty when I leave the workplace 10 minutes early. I think if you add up all my OT + skipping lunch breaks because of boss's summons + coming to work early, I'm entitled to a week off already.
Next week's supposed to ( Read more... )

Hello emoshit Chinese lyrics,

It's been a while.

( you don't need a heartbreak to love emoshit lyrics )

I'm getting guilt-tripped in the office for leaving 10 minutes after official leaving time at 6 pm. The most impressive intern they've ever had apparently stayed past MIDNIGHT in the filing cupboard (the one which I got locked in for 5 minutes today.. embarrassing...) TO FINISH HIS WORK. (maybe he got locked in till midnight, and gave some ( Read more... )

Happy New Year to all.

I know I'm late but who cares. The slow and steady wins the race. Okay that made no sense whatsoever.

So to update my friends and this place, I finally scored a job, doing all the administrative duties which does not include making coffee.
And today was the first day of work. Along with the excitement and anticipation and all ( Read more... )