I haven't written in this since February and by now I am confident that no one reads this anymore so I'll speak as freely as I'd like. So much has happened in the last few months. So much sometimes it's shocking. I grew up. I really grew up and out. I use to think there would be a day when I didn't have the strength to deal with things anymore and ( Read more... )

I can't remember the last time I fell so hard for a personality. To think that I wanted to give up before you. Day after day we met eyes and nothing. How was I to know that you'd be come a magnet that sucks me in and changes everything. I wake up each day and I feel perfect. Because of your friendship. What you bring to me. Don't let it go away. ( Read more... )

Don't you want something else ( Read more... )

January 1 of sophmore year I began this journal. I was at Megan's house. I kissed a boy named Peter. I was in love with Ray Lordi. Ray Falco was my bitch. I was in control ( Read more... )

my first college boyfriend broke up with me because i wouldn't sleep with him after three days.
AND IT'S GOOODDDD!

This has been my life for the last three years ( Read more... )

Because people are over sensitive and I can not even post lyrics to a song I am listening to without being questioned I have decided to no longer write in livejournal. This was fun when I was 15 but I'm a big girl now and I don't need a website to record each and every thought I have anymore.

Thanks LJ, it's been fun.

if only you knew :)

i'm holding it in
all tucked away
where it belongs
where all my secrets go

oblivious to the things said behind your back
oh the miles we travel to do the things we dont wanna do anymore

I remember filling out surveys and being asked "What song do you wish you wrote?" I never knew how to answer that. This is by far my favorite song and I wish I had written this. Props to Miss Apple ( Read more... )

dear god, why have you stopped answering my phone calls ( Read more... )