hope
i am lost...
iv never been in a time where life,
my life,
seemed to call out for depression any harder,
it calls,
yells and screams,
to the memories of times so ripe with sweetness,
where has all the innocence gone?
such an amazing question,
one that im afraid to answer out loud,
strange that through this time of such utter unknowing,
that i cant help but float on the hopes of the future,
the knowledge that i have so much of my life to live,
so many places to take myself,
so many people to meet,
so many more chances,
hope is more abundant in my life these days than ever before,
strange indeed,
he chuckles as he walks,
his heart saggin' low,
his eyes seem to wander,
to the back of his head,
and he thinks happy thought,
and the tears come,
and for the first time he cries,
wearing a smile....
iv never been in a time where life,
my life,
seemed to call out for depression any harder,
it calls,
yells and screams,
to the memories of times so ripe with sweetness,
where has all the innocence gone?
such an amazing question,
one that im afraid to answer out loud,
strange that through this time of such utter unknowing,
that i cant help but float on the hopes of the future,
the knowledge that i have so much of my life to live,
so many places to take myself,
so many people to meet,
so many more chances,
hope is more abundant in my life these days than ever before,
strange indeed,
he chuckles as he walks,
his heart saggin' low,
his eyes seem to wander,
to the back of his head,
and he thinks happy thought,
and the tears come,
and for the first time he cries,
wearing a smile....