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[me_into_you]

so im so sick right now,
i mean my stomach must hate me,
yesterday i ripped two people off big time,
so its quite possible that i had it coming,

so i cant believe life these days,
its amazing,
it sucks,
its harsh,
im so hating it,
but im still curious,
really curious,
it is in fact the only reason i havent killed myself already,
i mean that....

i just cant die,
i cant be that selfish,
i love the fact that i am so obviously aware of life as it really is,
though i dont know why it works the way it does,
i see how it works better than anyone i know,

my parents love me,
they back me,
though they like almost everyone dont have a clue what im about,
but then again neither do i,
i just want to feel better now,
i feel so sick,
therefor i apologize to karma

please god show me a purpose.....