Jun 04, 2006 21:36
okay, i'm going to make this brief.
we graduated on thursday. it truly has not hit me yet. i don't know why it hasnt. it's quite the bizarre feeling
i still feel like this past week has just been a week like any other, and i don't know if i'm in denial or what it is, but i'm not sad, i'm not anxious, i'm not even like, super excited
i had my grad party today, and the sisterhood of the travelling socks was developed. i have the best friends in the world
i also got tickets to go see blue man group with said sisterhood.
mucho love. again.
i feel blah
i had a bomb party today (thanks to all of you who came! and kathleen, i hope your nose feels better! haha i love you!)
i have nothing to be blah about
except for that previous fact that oh, this doesnt feel abnormal to me.
maybe im being confusing. who knows. i just know that im confused myself.
i want to feel something about this, but i feel like a robot. its so strange. i didnt even like, scream when we tossed our caps.
i didnt cry during the mass
i got a little welled up during a few grad cards, but that's all
am i strange?
does it make me a bad person?does this mean i dont care that ill be leaving my friends?
ithink i just have faith in us, that's all.
blah. i dont know.
i love that im on summer vaca though :)
that's all
comment if you read my ramblings and if you have any suggestions/advice haha
thanks
rocksteady,
megan