Comme tous les soirs, je pense a toi....

[mcdreams]

I haven't always been a great friend.. Lately I got much, much, much better, but at times I get kind of distracted with other things, I try not to but I guess everyone does. Some of my friends I hardly ever see, but I think they all know that if they have a problem they could call me and I would listen, or go see them, whatever.

So it's really annoying when one of my friends keeps claiming that I don't give a shit, won't listen or basically don't care at all. It's such bullshit and I'm tired of it. I will listen, no matter what bullshit it's about, and I will give honest advice. Firstly - if you are looking for me to always say the right thing, then sorry you're looking in the wrong place. I'm human. I don't always have the right comforting words there. I do my best, but sometimes I just don't know what to say. I'm not a trained counsellor, I just speak from my heart. Secondly - I'm not gonna just say anything to make you feel better. I will be honest with you. If you don't like it then fine. I expect you to be honest to me and I think you always are, so why so bad if I'm honest to you?

Don't make me feel guilty when I haven't done anything except try to help you. I kept my mouth shut too long now, I'm tired of it.