Don't wanna care more than you do, don't wanna be the one who's out in the rain..
Thanks for your help last night #1 fag-hag!!! I needed that!!!! Crisis (sort-of) averted. Thank God... How come men are just like buses? You have none, then you have 3 at once? It's annoying and frustrating.
It's hard when you're falling for somebody right? Like you wanna say exactly how you feel, but at the same time you don't want to say much. But what if the other person doesn't feel as much as you? How are you supposed to know what to say and when to say it lol? Anyway that's the situation I'm in right now... It's especially hard because the chances of one of us (i.e. ME) getting hurt are really super-high. Siggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggh. Why do I choose such risky people to date haha? Never straight forwards. I'm having the whole can't eat-can't sleep-can't think of anything else mood going on at the moment...
So what else has been happening? Not much to be honest. Work is boring as hell. Had a great week off in Dublin and Paris, and then back to this crap! At least I get on well with a couple of people in the admin team, plus a new girl who's just temping for a few weeks, she's lovely, we have a good time in the office, at least it breaks up the day a bit. We've been sharing all of our gossip haha. Boyfriend troubles haha.
Had dinner last night with Matt and Nelson, it was really cool. We went to a tapas bar (talk about rub it in.. grrr), my steak was really nice but their meals weren't too good. Guess it's the last time they'll ask me for a recommendation haha. But well, I'd never tried the seafood stuff there, so I didn't know it was gonna be bad!! Then we went for some tea and cakes, had a nice night, nice way to end the week and take my mind off of things.
Going out with another friend tonight to the cinema, then another one tomorrow. Gotta see Bobby too. Like I said, trying to take more time with my friends at the moment, I've been neglecting them. It's my birthday in exactly one month so that will be a nice time for us all to catch up!!!
It's hard when you're falling for somebody right? Like you wanna say exactly how you feel, but at the same time you don't want to say much. But what if the other person doesn't feel as much as you? How are you supposed to know what to say and when to say it lol? Anyway that's the situation I'm in right now... It's especially hard because the chances of one of us (i.e. ME) getting hurt are really super-high. Siggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggh. Why do I choose such risky people to date haha? Never straight forwards. I'm having the whole can't eat-can't sleep-can't think of anything else mood going on at the moment...
So what else has been happening? Not much to be honest. Work is boring as hell. Had a great week off in Dublin and Paris, and then back to this crap! At least I get on well with a couple of people in the admin team, plus a new girl who's just temping for a few weeks, she's lovely, we have a good time in the office, at least it breaks up the day a bit. We've been sharing all of our gossip haha. Boyfriend troubles haha.
Had dinner last night with Matt and Nelson, it was really cool. We went to a tapas bar (talk about rub it in.. grrr), my steak was really nice but their meals weren't too good. Guess it's the last time they'll ask me for a recommendation haha. But well, I'd never tried the seafood stuff there, so I didn't know it was gonna be bad!! Then we went for some tea and cakes, had a nice night, nice way to end the week and take my mind off of things.
Going out with another friend tonight to the cinema, then another one tomorrow. Gotta see Bobby too. Like I said, trying to take more time with my friends at the moment, I've been neglecting them. It's my birthday in exactly one month so that will be a nice time for us all to catch up!!!