gah, its been forever
I bought a frikin wireless card for my computer but GUESS WHAT I still can't figure out how to get internet. Bloody motherfuckers. So hopefully should be getting l'internet soon. Sigh. I'm just really lame when it comes to computer stuff. But i followed the directions~
Cool news: Bought a Tori Amos CD. I've been considering it for like, years, but I never have. Why? I got it into my head that Tori was all about depressive feminist, yelly screamy piano rock. Which isn't a bad description, but I thought this would be inherantly bad.
Until I heard the song Caught a Lite Sneeze. OMFG!!! Which caused me to run out immediately and buy "Boys for Pele". Which I now own, am listening to, and LOVE. Love Blood Roses and Father Lucifer as well. And I'm really liking most of the CD.
I've been writing in my paper journal a lot. Because of events that inspired me greatly on Friday night (i.e. having conversation and then amazing sex with Justin) I wrote a poem. Keep in mind that my poems are not very good, and they don't come often, but I do still attempt to write and generally like the process.
His fingers entwined themselves into her hair,
Her attachment to him, ever there
grew with each tug, each pull, each grasp
Dom and Sub made such a pair
Intensifying with her each gasp
Others said the two were sick
But nothing else would do the trick
She was his, his girl, his slave
His to tie with ropes so thick
As he told her not to misbehave
For them this was more than lust
Involving exactly all of her trust
And all of his compassion
Their love did what it must
Though it was never quite the fashion
This poem was followed up by much contemplation between me and my relationship with bdsm. What is it? A quote from my journal:
"I don't even know what I am...a sub switch with masocist and bondage curiosity?" I think thats too presumptive because I'm not really involved in this lifestyle, I am just highly intrigued and turned on by it, and I'm on the brink. Where does rough sex end and this stuff begin? I really honestly feel like Justin is my dom, most all of the time. But only in the bedroom.
Aaaaanyway. I had hoped to upload my lingere party pictures up today. They are on Kata's computer, and she's downstairs working right now..... she gave me a cd of pictures, but they are all random and not the specific ones I was looking for. But here's a few
The ORIGINAL lingere party. The unintentional one, where we all started off in clothes, got drunk, and ended up in undies.....
And here's silly Kata. This is the girl that is probably my best friend right now. She has loads of friends, so I'm probably not as important to her as she is to me. But, either way, gotta love her.
Meme Time
Look at your LJ "interests" list. If you have less than 50 interests, pick every fifth one. If you have between fifty and seventy-five interests, pick every seventh one. If you have over seventy-five interests, pick every tenth one. If you have fewer than ten, pick all of 'em. List them on your LJ, and tell everyone exactly what it is about these things that interests you so much.
I have 39 interests. Here are the every fifth ones then.
dominance and submission= as breifly explained above, i have a curiosity in this particular aspect of bdsm. more than bondage or s&m interests me, does this. i would naturally see myself on the submissive side, say, 90% of the time.
girl talk= specifically about sex, sexual positions, boys, who i want to have sex with, who is cute, and who we think are skanky/bitches.....otherwise known as GOSSIP. love it.
lingere= er, yeah. this ones pretty obvious. i like looking perty.
pillow fights= again, perty obvious.
second row= second row is the position in rugby that i play. the two locks make up the second row, which supports the props in the first row.
skiing= snow skiing. love it so much. so theraputic and wonderful and i wish i could do it every every day forever.
thinking= i sit around and think all the time. i don't know if everyone does this, but i can honestly spend upwards of 2 hours staring at the wall, thinking. i'm extremely easily amused.
Cool news: Bought a Tori Amos CD. I've been considering it for like, years, but I never have. Why? I got it into my head that Tori was all about depressive feminist, yelly screamy piano rock. Which isn't a bad description, but I thought this would be inherantly bad.
Until I heard the song Caught a Lite Sneeze. OMFG!!! Which caused me to run out immediately and buy "Boys for Pele". Which I now own, am listening to, and LOVE. Love Blood Roses and Father Lucifer as well. And I'm really liking most of the CD.
I've been writing in my paper journal a lot. Because of events that inspired me greatly on Friday night (i.e. having conversation and then amazing sex with Justin) I wrote a poem. Keep in mind that my poems are not very good, and they don't come often, but I do still attempt to write and generally like the process.
His fingers entwined themselves into her hair,
Her attachment to him, ever there
grew with each tug, each pull, each grasp
Dom and Sub made such a pair
Intensifying with her each gasp
Others said the two were sick
But nothing else would do the trick
She was his, his girl, his slave
His to tie with ropes so thick
As he told her not to misbehave
For them this was more than lust
Involving exactly all of her trust
And all of his compassion
Their love did what it must
Though it was never quite the fashion
This poem was followed up by much contemplation between me and my relationship with bdsm. What is it? A quote from my journal:
"I don't even know what I am...a sub switch with masocist and bondage curiosity?" I think thats too presumptive because I'm not really involved in this lifestyle, I am just highly intrigued and turned on by it, and I'm on the brink. Where does rough sex end and this stuff begin? I really honestly feel like Justin is my dom, most all of the time. But only in the bedroom.
Aaaaanyway. I had hoped to upload my lingere party pictures up today. They are on Kata's computer, and she's downstairs working right now..... she gave me a cd of pictures, but they are all random and not the specific ones I was looking for. But here's a few
The ORIGINAL lingere party. The unintentional one, where we all started off in clothes, got drunk, and ended up in undies.....
And here's silly Kata. This is the girl that is probably my best friend right now. She has loads of friends, so I'm probably not as important to her as she is to me. But, either way, gotta love her.
Meme Time
Look at your LJ "interests" list. If you have less than 50 interests, pick every fifth one. If you have between fifty and seventy-five interests, pick every seventh one. If you have over seventy-five interests, pick every tenth one. If you have fewer than ten, pick all of 'em. List them on your LJ, and tell everyone exactly what it is about these things that interests you so much.
I have 39 interests. Here are the every fifth ones then.
dominance and submission= as breifly explained above, i have a curiosity in this particular aspect of bdsm. more than bondage or s&m interests me, does this. i would naturally see myself on the submissive side, say, 90% of the time.
girl talk= specifically about sex, sexual positions, boys, who i want to have sex with, who is cute, and who we think are skanky/bitches.....otherwise known as GOSSIP. love it.
lingere= er, yeah. this ones pretty obvious. i like looking perty.
pillow fights= again, perty obvious.
second row= second row is the position in rugby that i play. the two locks make up the second row, which supports the props in the first row.
skiing= snow skiing. love it so much. so theraputic and wonderful and i wish i could do it every every day forever.
thinking= i sit around and think all the time. i don't know if everyone does this, but i can honestly spend upwards of 2 hours staring at the wall, thinking. i'm extremely easily amused.