I am so god damned sick of people thinking that they know everything there is to know about me ( Read more... )

People surprise you sometimes.

Sometimes there are spurts of compassion that you never saw before.

I think i've spent so much time going backward because i used to overestimate the kindness in people's hearts that i may have underestimated some.

We as a culture still don't say nice meaningful things enough to the people we care about. I'd like that to

Fuck wood.

I'm in the fucking Wood Tech class, and i hate it! Not the class but the material specifically.

It never dies. Even when it's been sitting out for 100 years it still grows and shrinks with the humidity. Each face has to be cut differently, and if you don't plan everything out perfectly, it has a nasty way of telling you to fuck off via a ( Read more... )

So i did a lot of thinking yesterday. For better or for worse.

I've spent the majority of my life growing up. And i've reached a point now that i'm more than a little tired of it. And I always stress to myself how i want to be a kid again.

One of the biggest parts of being a kid is living in the now and learning from your mistakes.

One of the ( Read more... )

I can't get out of this stress. I'm so behind and i can't seem to see the end. I want for a week to just not have to think. To just be, and see how that goes. I feel like i'm last in like 14 marathons, and i can't get ahead. I'm just over it right now and i don't think that that's good. I just want an escape, some place i can go. But i don't have ( Read more... )

I'm more than a little stuck in the past, and i can't for the life of me get back to the present. Things have been going really well to be quite honest. But i can't seem to rap my head around any of it yet, and i don't know why.

I feel like i'm stuck in a hallway where i'm very much willing to open doors but i'm horrified to take any steps in any ( Read more... )

Why

I just realized today on the way up to my dorm that i really want to build a little model city, and then go stomping through it yelling, "Godzilla!" In an asian accent. I don't really know why i want to do this, seeing as how i never really liked the movies. But i guess i'm kind of heavy footed and it would give me a chance to put it to use.

Some times do you just wish things were done? Just over with. I just want to be done with things, and have them stop hanging over my head. So where does that leave me?

Waiting

Perpetually waiting

Well at least now I know what I’m waiting for, I just don’t know exactly the rout I’m going to take. There’s a few though and I know I’m taking at ( Read more... )

I just couldn't stop thinking about my dad today. Little things just kept reminding me of him, no matter what i did or where i was i just kept thinking of him.

I just want him to hold me and tell me his proud of me, and that i'm doing the right things with my life.

I want to be in that picture, i want to see his smiling face.

I went hiking with ( Read more... )