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So i did a lot of thinking yesterday. For better or for worse.
I've spent the majority of my life growing up. And i've reached a point now that i'm more than a little tired of it. And I always stress to myself how i want to be a kid again.
One of the biggest parts of being a kid is living in the now and learning from your mistakes.
One of the biggest things i have a problem with, is i over analyze my actions to keep myself from making mistakes. And i'm tired of stressing over possible consequences.
And I've decided that I'm really alright making mistakes at this point.
And my instinct is to escape for a day or two to regroup and not deal with my stress. But i need to just deal with it and get things done rather than wanting to run away from my problems.
Unfortunately i think that may mean me staying up here over spring break and getting some projects done. But i think i need to do that so i don't have to stress as much over the rest of the semester.
I've spent the majority of my life growing up. And i've reached a point now that i'm more than a little tired of it. And I always stress to myself how i want to be a kid again.
One of the biggest parts of being a kid is living in the now and learning from your mistakes.
One of the biggest things i have a problem with, is i over analyze my actions to keep myself from making mistakes. And i'm tired of stressing over possible consequences.
And I've decided that I'm really alright making mistakes at this point.
And my instinct is to escape for a day or two to regroup and not deal with my stress. But i need to just deal with it and get things done rather than wanting to run away from my problems.
Unfortunately i think that may mean me staying up here over spring break and getting some projects done. But i think i need to do that so i don't have to stress as much over the rest of the semester.