So I'm taking a break from studyhell ( Read more... )

 Coming in from the biting cold, I am greeted by the smiling faces of three men holding glimmering saxophones and waiting patiently for their turn at a solo. Feet tapping and heads bobbing, everyone is listening as the high-strunge blond sings her brassy tune to a thundering bass beat. Drums are brushed in time to the jazzy piano. The next man ( Read more... )

I have a terrible headache.

Also, a panic attack on the way back from Hausa.

WTF?

Good thing Laura and Brandi surprised me with a visit.
Good thing Imma finish my homework and be able to hang out tonight.

Goooooooooood thinggggggggs.
i'mretardedyeahokaybye.

 today there was pez and luch with my mom ( Read more... )

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Morbid, I know ( Read more... )

 i should have predicted this.
i did, kind of. i just wanted to believe i was wrong.

i thank god for brandi right now.

and it gets a little easier everytime, this whole heartbreak thing.
i will not let this screw up our friendship though... it is worth FAR too much to me.

i just wish i knew what to do next.

good thing i have so much to do to distract me ( Read more... )

 i  meannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnwhat ( Read more... )

i need to stop expecting so much from others.
i don't mean to. but i expect other people so act like i would.
which isn't fair.
i'm the only one who acts that way.

i'm sad today.
like on the verge of tears
and i don't know why.

my room is also a kajillion degrees.

also, i have to meet my group for a project in 10 minutes.
but i have a feeling that molly and ( Read more... )

 why does life hate me so?
so i set my alarm for 8:30 today...
i use my cell phone as an alarm.
so then i apparently fell asleep on the damn thing.
SO i woke up to my roommate's alarm at 11:45.
i didn't need12 hours of sleep.

ugh...
it was so i could get the 3 million thing i have to do today done.
and then go to chris & xander's room tonight. coffee and ( Read more... )