yesterday came suddenly

[maudlin_effect]

 i should have predicted this.
i did, kind of. i just wanted to believe i was wrong.

i thank god for brandi right now.

and it gets a little easier everytime, this whole heartbreak thing.
i will not let this screw up our friendship though... it is worth FAR too much to me.

i just wish i knew what to do next.

good thing i have so much to do to distract me... not that it's getting done.

if you don't know what this is  about, do me a favor and don't ask.

p.s. thanks for having the courage to tell me.

in other news
IAN GILLESPIE was just at my door.
i haven't seen that kid in ages.
it was such a great surprise.