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starting over
i havent even looked at this thing in months. havent posted in years. so im saying hey and all that shit. i dont think anyone even knows about this. or will even see this. so i say nothing that is real. im drinking beer and missing you. so fuck off empty speech. -
the morning after and the taste is the same
i woke up this morning thinking that you were still here ( Read more... ) -
onetwo....
you are the mistake that i have taken for granted ( Read more... ) -
to her to everyone to that special one
i want the world to be the mistake that i leave ( Read more... ) -
60 beers down, two case on their way!!!
well the first "party" of the summer was thrown last night. it turned out to be pretty decent, since we didnt even tell that many real people to come over. i'd say we wound up with 20 people here, which is a good number since we arent allowed to even have 8 people in our apartment. well i myself purchased 60 beers, then my new friends Josh, JP and ( Read more... ) -
if you make me another than i just may love myself more
well this was a weekend i would say, went near everywhere ( Read more... ) -
the thought remains, but the stain washed out
so i am a nerd, but i guess we all are. tonight me and my roomie are going to go to the midnight show of star wars....i know LOSER!! but whatever. i guess its going to be good. i didnt really care to see it till we got the tickets. also NO we didnt wait in line all night and NO i will not be dressed up...but if i am you wont know anyway ( Read more... ) -
the dream that clouds my night
is it to hard for you to let me be, it is to much to ask of you, to just let my love go un-noticed, would i be wanting to much to not want anymore, if i could i would, id just let you go and never think about you again but instead your here today, tomorrow and will be here for the rest of my days. if you were to leave, your imprint is still on my ( Read more... ) -
i want a girl to feel, i want a girl to be real
so i cant promise that this is going to be a short entry, so i'm sorry. this is me just getting some things off of my chest and out of my mind ( Read more... ) -
crying scars
"i want to not need to feel this sick feeling. i want to have my heart left on my door step. i would love for you to not hold my heart. id damn near do anything if you would just let me love go un-noticed. instead you know and instead you play. you understand on that day, the day that i told you all, the night i spilled my blood, sweat and tears on ( Read more... )