to her to everyone to that special one

[matty79620]

i want the world to be the mistake that i leave
i dont want anyone feeling sorry for me
i want nothing more than to just be a memory
a thought of better times
a dream of a future lost
i just dont want this
this to be what you see

i just want you to think about me
if i ran away would you look for me
if i didnt answer the phone would call back
if i was lost in this place would you come find me
if i was blind would you lead me
would you take care of the stupid shit i cant or just wont do
could i count on you
could i always know that you are the one that goes to bed wondering if im ok
will you carry my worries as if they were you own
will you tell me those words daily
even the days that you hate me
would you lie to me just to make me stay
would i be the reason that you leave
would i be everything that you hope that i can be
would you always love the fact that we might only have love
if we were to never see each other again
would the time we spent
cover the days we missed
if i saw you again and he was there
would you still treat me the same
would you hug and whisper those words
the words that caused you to stay with me
and the words that made you go
if all these are nothing more than lies then will you always be mine
IF YOU FADE AWAY THEN IM NOTHING MORE THAN A WASTED POEM
if you leave now without ever knowing
then you will always be blind