i am feeling some anxiety right now. i don't know my place in my church. i am a worship leader, but i don't think that my old youth pastor has any intention of me becoming any more a part of the ministry. i want to do more than just lead worship once or twice a week. i have a passion to teach and give my brothers and sisters wisdom that i wish i ( Read more... )

one a.p. test down, three more to go. those really take it out of you. my life has been very blessed recently (as it is always). Jesus is so awesome. i will be attending biola (www.biola.edu) next semester, so that is exciting. i waste so much time on lame things. next year will be awesome because i will be studying the bible. i have so many ( Read more... )

this evening was great. i couldn't go to worship generation because i had to baby-sit dakota for a while. that kinda stunk, but my pal brent came over and we hung out for a bit. then we got allie and dakota ice cream at seven-eleven. when i got home, my dad had me take him by the store real quick to get some stuff. anyway, so that was the evening, ( Read more... )

yeah! i got to hang out with ashley all yesterday. first i played at church, then i went to her house, and we hung out all day. her brother went and launched some rockets, so we went and saw them. i had a good day. today's been kinda dull. this morning i woke up and my mom and i went and got a new mattress for my little sister. i hope my pal lauren ( Read more... )

today i jammed with my band. we were pretty ok. would of been better had i not been playing cause i stink. anyway, tomorrow morning i get to play at church! it's so much fun. i think im gonna add some neato fills and solos and stuff. if i'm feeling it, then i'll do it. i really enjoy playing there. there's so many great people i work with, and it's ( Read more... )