I'm a big ole whore--be warned this is graphic!!!
Okay, I have held off telling my story for too long. Time for true confessions.
I have recently been reading a lot of gay erotic/romantic stories on the internet. Who says that stories and films don't impact our minds?!? I've been reading and reading and getting all sorts of images and ideas about sexual escapades that I finally went and experimented. On Valentines Day, I was feeling a little bit isolated and down. I called Dave to see if he could go to lunch with me but he was busy (Also, he doesn't like to celebrate the holidays. I called my friends Robert and Alex, neither of which I heard back from. V was busy with her show, and my land lord was coming into town for the night. So, not only did I have to be out of my home, I had no one to hang with. So I decided to get nasty.
I went to the local adult video story that has booths with glory holes and decided to be a total slut.
I dropped several dollars into the machine and got busy. The first guy had a big fat cock that I enjoyed sucking for a while. He didn't cum but seemed to enjoy his time, none the less. The next guy had a small cock, but I figured, "what the hell, being a slut means not being too picky." So, I sucked him off. Next guy wanted to suck me, so we traded turns sucking each other. I got a good look at this guy and he was cute. He looked young and had a decent body. After a while of sucking each other, he turned around and had me fuck him. Stupid of me, yes, but he had a beautiful ass. I know, I know, still stupid of me. Anyway, he ran out of money and had to leave his booth. Then The next guy came in and shoved his cock thru the hole. He had a really nice one, kinda veiny, but big; I really enjoyed sucking him off. To fill out the whole slut image, I heard someone ask him about getting his dick sucked: "How is it? Is it good? You enjoying it?" "Fuck yeah, he's a good cock sucker!" For some reason, I got turned on hearing him talk about me sucking his cock. I really enjoyed being a slut. He shot a big load down my throat! Another guy came to the other side of my both and stuck his cock thru that hole. He was large and ready for action. I'm pretty sure it was the guy who had asked about my sucking abilities. Anyway, I sucked on him for a while, he got off on letting me suck him to the brink then pulling off. Finally, he shot a huge load down my throat. Next came some one who insisted on suck me, so I let him suck me off. well, it was more like I fucked his mouth til I came. It was kind interesting, when I was getting past the point of no return, he started using his teeth on my cock, which kinda hurt, yet didn't stop me. *shrug* don't know what that was about, but, I got off, so....
Anyway, I was a total slut/whore/cumpig. I have never done anything like that before. In fact, I can count on one hand the number of guys who have cum in my mouth, and none of them were by my choice. I have always been nauseated by the taste of cum. Then a few weeks ago, I let one guy do it and it really turned me on. I mean, he had a big dick and it was great sucking on it; but when he got close to cumming, his dick swelled even bigger and then shot a load. It was really hot. Now I have done this whole glory hole slut thing. It was really hot and I think about doing it again; but keep telling myself it was not a smart choice! I mean, some Docs say oral is unsafe, other Docs say it is safe. This past saturday, I was going with the Docs that said it was safe.
Of course, on Monday(president's day), I woke up sick as a dog--vomiting from both ends and tired. I slept all day and all night, woke up today feeling fine.
Now, I struggle with have opened Pandora's Box. I really found it hot to suck a bunch of cocks; but part of me feels it is stupid and risky. So, I go back and forth over what to do. Should I do it again? Should I never do it again? Am I doing this for some reason that I should be examining?
Yet, it was so hot...AAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHH! I feel like I am exploring and experimenting with all the things I should have been doing in college, but never did. Is *now* really the time to be doing this? Of course, is *anytime* the right time to be doing some of this stuff?
What to do....
I have recently been reading a lot of gay erotic/romantic stories on the internet. Who says that stories and films don't impact our minds?!? I've been reading and reading and getting all sorts of images and ideas about sexual escapades that I finally went and experimented. On Valentines Day, I was feeling a little bit isolated and down. I called Dave to see if he could go to lunch with me but he was busy (Also, he doesn't like to celebrate the holidays. I called my friends Robert and Alex, neither of which I heard back from. V was busy with her show, and my land lord was coming into town for the night. So, not only did I have to be out of my home, I had no one to hang with. So I decided to get nasty.
I went to the local adult video story that has booths with glory holes and decided to be a total slut.
I dropped several dollars into the machine and got busy. The first guy had a big fat cock that I enjoyed sucking for a while. He didn't cum but seemed to enjoy his time, none the less. The next guy had a small cock, but I figured, "what the hell, being a slut means not being too picky." So, I sucked him off. Next guy wanted to suck me, so we traded turns sucking each other. I got a good look at this guy and he was cute. He looked young and had a decent body. After a while of sucking each other, he turned around and had me fuck him. Stupid of me, yes, but he had a beautiful ass. I know, I know, still stupid of me. Anyway, he ran out of money and had to leave his booth. Then The next guy came in and shoved his cock thru the hole. He had a really nice one, kinda veiny, but big; I really enjoyed sucking him off. To fill out the whole slut image, I heard someone ask him about getting his dick sucked: "How is it? Is it good? You enjoying it?" "Fuck yeah, he's a good cock sucker!" For some reason, I got turned on hearing him talk about me sucking his cock. I really enjoyed being a slut. He shot a big load down my throat! Another guy came to the other side of my both and stuck his cock thru that hole. He was large and ready for action. I'm pretty sure it was the guy who had asked about my sucking abilities. Anyway, I sucked on him for a while, he got off on letting me suck him to the brink then pulling off. Finally, he shot a huge load down my throat. Next came some one who insisted on suck me, so I let him suck me off. well, it was more like I fucked his mouth til I came. It was kind interesting, when I was getting past the point of no return, he started using his teeth on my cock, which kinda hurt, yet didn't stop me. *shrug* don't know what that was about, but, I got off, so....
Anyway, I was a total slut/whore/cumpig. I have never done anything like that before. In fact, I can count on one hand the number of guys who have cum in my mouth, and none of them were by my choice. I have always been nauseated by the taste of cum. Then a few weeks ago, I let one guy do it and it really turned me on. I mean, he had a big dick and it was great sucking on it; but when he got close to cumming, his dick swelled even bigger and then shot a load. It was really hot. Now I have done this whole glory hole slut thing. It was really hot and I think about doing it again; but keep telling myself it was not a smart choice! I mean, some Docs say oral is unsafe, other Docs say it is safe. This past saturday, I was going with the Docs that said it was safe.
Of course, on Monday(president's day), I woke up sick as a dog--vomiting from both ends and tired. I slept all day and all night, woke up today feeling fine.
Now, I struggle with have opened Pandora's Box. I really found it hot to suck a bunch of cocks; but part of me feels it is stupid and risky. So, I go back and forth over what to do. Should I do it again? Should I never do it again? Am I doing this for some reason that I should be examining?
Yet, it was so hot...AAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHH! I feel like I am exploring and experimenting with all the things I should have been doing in college, but never did. Is *now* really the time to be doing this? Of course, is *anytime* the right time to be doing some of this stuff?
What to do....