drama
A week or so ago, I received a call from Jonathan. He had just gotten back from L.A. shooting a indie film. He called and said he'd like to see me. I tell him that I'm available on Thursday. He says, "great, I'll call you." I hold thursday open for him--thursday comes and goes--no call from Jonathan. I think it is kinda strange, but he has dropped out of sight before, so I figure it is just one of those times.
A week and a half later, I get an email from him. He says "how are you? how's the new job?" and that's about it--short and to the point. I respond; telling him about my new job and then asking if he was okay--that I hadn't heard from him when he said he'd call.
Welp, he sends back an email, telling me that he has called me several times--before going to LA, once while in LA and once "as promised" when he returned from LA. He also mentions that if I was wondering about him, I should have called him, that it is nice to be 'woo'd'.
I have to say, that email upset me and made me feel like I was being manipulated. I called him on the game playing--which he denied--and told him goodbye. He sent an email explaining his previous emails and stating that he wants someone who will call him as much as he calls them.
BLAH, BLAH, BLAH! I started to write an email back and I thought, "fuck it! we need to just talk this out." So, today, we met at a cute little coffee shop and talked. We agreed to communicate better. He and I both acknowledged that we are comfortable with each other yet we don't know where this will go. We agreed to just take things slow and steady. I like Jonathan; we'll see where this goes.
As to Dave, as I have written before, I love Dave. I saw him yesterday and we spent the day in bed making love. It was wonderful. Recently I had asked Dave about his partner Allen. He told me Allen is "built like a brick shit house. 15inch biceps, small waist, large dick..." Hmmmmmmmmm, apparently, Allen is totally into himself--loves pictures of himself, love pleasuring himself--totally into himself. *shrug* Well, it does add to the complex picture of Dave, Allen and Me.
*Sigh* I really love Dave, but have to keep reminding myself that he isn't free to be mine. I really never thought I'd do the 'mistress' thing again, not after MIke and his pregnant wife back in the nineties. Opps, here I am again, playing the mistress. At least this time, there is no pregnant wife or kids. Just Allen, who apparently knows about me and my relationship with Dave.
Is it still working for me? yes. Is it causing me pain? No. Will I keep seeing Dave? Yes. in fact, I think we have a date this thursday....I think. I'll have to check with him and confirm it is thursday and not Tuesday.
Okay, enough of my ramblings, had great sex with Dave yesterday!! That is always a good thing!!! We'll just wait and see about the rest.
A week and a half later, I get an email from him. He says "how are you? how's the new job?" and that's about it--short and to the point. I respond; telling him about my new job and then asking if he was okay--that I hadn't heard from him when he said he'd call.
Welp, he sends back an email, telling me that he has called me several times--before going to LA, once while in LA and once "as promised" when he returned from LA. He also mentions that if I was wondering about him, I should have called him, that it is nice to be 'woo'd'.
I have to say, that email upset me and made me feel like I was being manipulated. I called him on the game playing--which he denied--and told him goodbye. He sent an email explaining his previous emails and stating that he wants someone who will call him as much as he calls them.
BLAH, BLAH, BLAH! I started to write an email back and I thought, "fuck it! we need to just talk this out." So, today, we met at a cute little coffee shop and talked. We agreed to communicate better. He and I both acknowledged that we are comfortable with each other yet we don't know where this will go. We agreed to just take things slow and steady. I like Jonathan; we'll see where this goes.
As to Dave, as I have written before, I love Dave. I saw him yesterday and we spent the day in bed making love. It was wonderful. Recently I had asked Dave about his partner Allen. He told me Allen is "built like a brick shit house. 15inch biceps, small waist, large dick..." Hmmmmmmmmm, apparently, Allen is totally into himself--loves pictures of himself, love pleasuring himself--totally into himself. *shrug* Well, it does add to the complex picture of Dave, Allen and Me.
*Sigh* I really love Dave, but have to keep reminding myself that he isn't free to be mine. I really never thought I'd do the 'mistress' thing again, not after MIke and his pregnant wife back in the nineties. Opps, here I am again, playing the mistress. At least this time, there is no pregnant wife or kids. Just Allen, who apparently knows about me and my relationship with Dave.
Is it still working for me? yes. Is it causing me pain? No. Will I keep seeing Dave? Yes. in fact, I think we have a date this thursday....I think. I'll have to check with him and confirm it is thursday and not Tuesday.
Okay, enough of my ramblings, had great sex with Dave yesterday!! That is always a good thing!!! We'll just wait and see about the rest.