F**ck you (Final 2/2)
Title: F**ck you
Author: Matsuaurore
Banner: My lovely Medium-chan, Antimiya88 <3
Pairing: Sakuraiba, Ohmiya, Junma
Genre: Drama, romance, lots of angst xD
Summary: Aiba is gay and loves Sho for a long time but never told him because the caster as a “special view” of gays, the result of his parents’ strict education. But one day, Sho discovers the truth and Aiba’s world falls apart.
Disclaimer: For my dear Medium-chan’s birthday, Antimiya88 <3 I hope you will like it <3
Based on Lily Allen’s song, Fuck you
First part of the final (1/2):
The morning went long, the atmosphere between Aiba and Sho was heavy. Aiba was trying to smile and make jokes but it was obvious everything was fake. Sho on his side, couldn’t stop staring at his friend, picture of their night never stopping to invade his mind. It hurt him to make Aiba sad but the night was over and the younger had agreed to let him go. Now, they would be friends like before but why couldn’t he stop this unpleasant feeling in his heart?
Aiba was washing his hands in the restroom when Sho entered it. Both looked away, embarrassed.
“So, this recording was fun, ne?” Sho started.
“Hum? Ah yes, it was fun, the guest was cool.” Aiba nodded.
“Do you want to go to a bar tonight? It might be fun.”
“I’m sorry but I’m taken, Kousuke wants to go to the cinema…”
“I see… and tomorrow?”
“Sho, I’m sorry but I don’t think it’s a good idea.” Aiba turned toward his friend. “You want me to forget you and going out with you won’t help me. We will go out again when I’ll be ready… In some months…”
“Oh… I… But maybe… I mean… And if we forgot this idea of last night… We could… have fun…”
“I don’t understand, you want us to have sex but just sex?”
“I… It sounds stupid, I was joking…” Sho laughed.
“I thought you were serious.” Aiba burst out laughing.
“Sorry, my jokes are still so bad.”
“I like your bad jokes.” Aiba giggled, both staring at the other before jumping on each other’s mouth. “Sh-o…”
“Want you so bad…” Sho moaned, opening their pants.
“Me too… Fuck me, please…” Aiba begged. “Aaaahhh, yes!!!” The animal lover moaned loudly when Sho raised him against the wall to fill him in
one go. “Hard! And fast!”
“Shit… You’re so hot, babe…” The caster sucked his neck, thrusting powerfully. They didn’t last long, both too excited and wanting to find their release as fast as possible, Aiba almost getting hard again when Sho filled him. They kept kissing for ten minutes, their hands stroking each other insatiably. “I want you again…” Sho whispered between their lips.
“You sound like a drug addict…” Aiba chuckled.
“I am.” Sho buttoned their pants and grabbed Aiba’s hand to pull him in the empty green room, pushing him on the sofa. “I’m going to eat you.” Aiba giggled and kissed him with passion, sighing in happiness when the caster took him again and started to thrust slowly but deeply.”
“We… have a… recording…” Aiba gasped between his moans.
“We have… One hour before the others come.”
“Aaaaahhhh Sho!!!! Yes!!!! Shit!!! Fuck me hard!!!”
They kept making love for one hour before getting ready quickly, their friends arriving only some minutes later. Aiba was praying they didn’t find out what happened on the sofa and the counter earlier but the animal lover didn’t miss the look Jun threw him. The younger sighed and shook his head before opening the window, making them blush deeply.
“What’s happening, Masaki?” Jun asked when they left the Jimoushou.
“Eh?”
“You perfectly know what I’m talking about, when we entered the room, it was stinking sex and I’m even surprised Nino didn’t say anything.”
“Well, we fucked, where is the problem?”
“You were meant to forget him, not to fuck him!”
“I can’t hold myself when he jumps on me. Jun, sex is like Nirvana with him, I can’t say no when he wants to do it.”
“So, you’re ready to be the mistress? Because it’s what you are going to be. He won’t leave his girlfriend, he will never tell his parents he is gay, you
will only stay a quick fuck for his release.”
Jun gasped when a hand met his cheek.
“Don’t talk as if you knew everything! It’s cruel! I’m not a child, Jun, mind your own business!”
“I was just saying the truth… You know, Masaki, I will never judge you, I know what it is to love with despair and to be rejected. I just want you not to suffer as long as I did. Sho will never face his sexuality, you will stay his dirty secret. Maybe it’s hard to say that but it’s the reality. You’re going to lose yourself if you keep fucking with him. But you’re right, you’re not a child and it doesn’t concern me. I’m sorry for worrying for you, you’re just a precious friend in my eyes. Now, I’ll mind my own business like you said, but I don’t want to hear you complain about him being cruel with you. The day you will realize all that is a mistake, maybe we will able to talk about it. Good luck with… Whatever you call this thing between you. I can only say you are a lot more worth than a quick fuck in a room, you’re not an object, Masaki but I can’t prevent you to become one if it’s what you want.” Jun said sadly, looking away.
“I’m sorry Jun, I didn’t mean…”
“Good luck.” Jun whispered, leaving the room.
“Jun…” Aiba called, tears rolling down his cheeks. “I’m so sorry… I just can’t stop…” The animal lover sobbed, his heart clenching painfully. Deep inside, Aiba knew Jun was right and didn’t mean to be cruel but it was easy to tell him to stop fucking with the man he was desperately in love with. His whole heart belonged to the caster, would do everything to have him even if it meant being used for sex and being hidden like a dirty little secret. It was stupid but Aiba couldn’t change this fact. Forgetting Sho would be a dream but how could you move on when you got one of your best friends under your skin? Aiba laid on the sofa, crying loudly, his body shaking in pain and fear. “What am I going to do?”
“You have to stop this thing between you before it goes too far.” A calm voice said, making him jump.
“Nino?” Aiba lifted up with a surprised face.
“I heard what happened.” Nino sat next to him and took his hand. “I’m sorry, I am a bad friend, I knew everything but I preferred to stay away.”
“You knew.”
“Yes, Ohchan told me. I knew Jun would be here and I thought it was better for me to say nothing because he is the best for that even if he can be
harsh sometimes.”
“He was right.”
“Yes, what he said was true but I understand your reaction. It’s not easy, it also took him a long time to forget Sho-kun so, he can’t expect you to do it so quickly.”
“He just wants me not to suffer too much.”
“Yes… Jun was a wreck after the night he spent with Sho… I thought it would end Arashi…”
“You knew???”
“Of course I did, J is my friend, I know him by heart even if he doesn’t see it. This baka decided to suffer alone instead of talking to me and I stayed
away but you are not like Jun.”
“Jun is stronger…”
“Maybe, maybe not. It doesn’t matter, what matters today is you and we are here for you.”
“Jun hates me now.”
“Nah, he is just angry at Sho and himself but he loves you, don’t worry.”
“I’m so pathetic…”
“You’re a lot of things but you’re not pathetic. The love you have for Sho is beautiful and should be cherished… Now, you have to give this love to someone who will be able to give the same to you…”
“Nino, I need your help… Anytime I am alone with Sho, we both fuck and I can’t say no…”
“Don’t worry, from now on, Jun, Ohchan and I will be here to prevent him to jump on you. If he wants you, he has to leave his girlfriend and to face his responsibilities.”
“Thank you, Nino…”
“I’m not always a brat, you know.” Nino smirked. “Now, let’s go to a bar, get drunk and fuck for the night.”
“That’s sound good.” Another voice chuckled.
“Jun!” Aiba ran toward his friend to hug him. “I’m so sorry!”
“I am too. I should have been more delicate with my words… Now, let’s forget like Kaz’ said!”
*****
The next morning, the three friends entered the green room with big headaches but in a good mood after all the fun they’d had in the club. Nino had ended fucking with Ohno in their car and in their apartment, Jun had finally been forgiven by Toma who had agreed to spend a crazy night in a love hotel and Aiba had woken up next to two beautiful strangers in a bed. The animal lover had finally discovered the fantasy of fucking two men and of being pleasured by them.
“It was so damn good! They were both sucking me off and after, I fucked one while the other was sucking him.”
“You did both?”
“Yup, they both begged me to fuck them and they were so hot that I couldn’t say no. I think I’ll see them again. And maybe I should do a threesome with a man and a girl, I have never tried this kind of pairing.”
“And did you fuck the one who tried to seduce you in the bar? Because you disappeared a long time when we were drinking?”
“Oh, this one? I fucked him in the restrooms, I couldn’t do him too long because his boyfriend was next to our sofa in the main room.”
“Poor boy, being cheated on right in front of his face.” Nino laughed.
“He gave me his number, maybe I’ll call him, he looked so unsatisfied with his stuck boyfriend.”
“It doesn’t bother you he has a boyfriend?” Sho finally snapped for the first time, closing his newspaper.
“It’s not my problem.” Aiba shrugged. “When you feel the need to cheat on your partner, it only means your couple doesn’t get along anymore. He was good even if it was quick so, we can fuck in love hotels so his lover won’t find out.”
“It’s horrible.”
“I think you are not the best one to judge that.” Aiba replied, standing up. “I’ll see you after my make-up, guys.”
Aiba kept looking in the gap while the staff was doing his make-up, thinking about his previous night. Okay, he couldn’t compare that to his moments with Sho but it was really good. He was someone who had always loved sex and even more since he was also into men so, having great fucks with random guys and girls would maybe help him to forget Sho.
Lost in his thoughts, the animal lover didn’t see his friend walking fast toward him and taking his wrist to push him in an empty room.
“Are you crazy??? You’ve scared me!”
“I’m angry. Because you provoked me in the green room.” Sho snapped, opening their pants while kissing him roughly.
“Sho… Stop… We can’t…”
“Don’t worry about my girlfriend, it doesn’t concern you after all. Now, I want you, we have some time before the recording.”
“No… I don’t want… I… aaaahhh, yes!” Aiba gasped when Sho got down to suck him hard. “Fuck, Sho…. Yes! Like that!!!” Losing his mind once again, Aiba gripped the caster’s hair to push on his head, fucking his mouth quickly. “So good… Love you… Sho… I need you… Fuck me…” Aiba’s body started to shake in pleasure. No need it to say it twice, the caster stood up and turned him toward the wall before slipping inside him, not waiting for him to be ready before starting to thrust hard and fast.
“Masaki… It feels so good… Shit… You’re so perfect!!!” Linking their hands, the caster moved harder and faster, sending them quickly to paradise
in loud moans. Without waiting more, Aiba pushed the older on the table, lying him on it to take him. “Aaaaahhh yes, Masaki… Faster… please!!!”
“Jun, I’ve found them!” The door slammed open, revealing a panting Nino and making them freeze in shock.
“Shit, we are late.” Jun blushed in front of the scene, looking away.
“Aiba, leave Sho’s butt, now.” Nino ordered.
“But…”
“We let you one minute. Leave his ass or we will do it ourselves.”
“Kazu!” Jun slapped his head and closed the door.
“You’re going to listen to them?” Sho snapped.
“I’m not hard anymore…” Aiba said softly, slipping out and taking his clothes on before they both joined the green room.
“Can you explain me your little scene now?” Sho growled.
“From now on, we will look after Masaki so you won’t jump on him anymore. You have a girlfriend, Sho and like you said, you are het so, leave him
alone and let him forget you in peace if you respect him.” Jun said calmly but with a so cold voice that Sho didn’t dare to answer.
****
“Thank you for what you did even if it was… horrible for me.” Aiba said when they left the building this night.
“We told you we would help but it was hard to find you as the Jimoushou is big, we arrived too late…”
“It’s okay, it’s my fault, I couldn’t push him away again.”
“I’m so surprised you were taking him, Sakurai is a hidden M.” Nino exclaimed.
“I also don’t understand why because he isn’t the kind of guy who lets someone top him. He even sucked me off.”
“It’s only the proof he loves you but is too proud to admit it.” Jun muttered.
“Hum? What did you say, Jun?” Aiba asked.
“Nothing, you should go home, you look tired.”
“I am. See you tomorrow, thank you again!” Aiba waved his hand before leaving.
“This fucking caster is crazy about Aiba but he is so stupid that he prefers to stay unhappy.”
“How do you know?” Ohno asked softly.
“I am like Aiba and Sho. I like to dominate in bed, I love control and if I am honest, I also love my pride so I would never let a man take me.”
“But Toma…”
“Yes, we switch. And Sho took me ten years ago. But I agreed and loved it only because I loved them. When you love someone deeply, you are ready
to make concessions. Masaki always tops but he let Sho did him because he loves him deeply. And Sho…”
“Oh… He also agreed because he is in love with Aiba…” Nino said.
“Exactly. But this baka will never admit it, that’s why we have to protect Masaki and to prevent them to fuck.”
“It’s going to be hard.”
“Yes, Sho who has never liked sex with girls is now a beast of sex when it comes to Aiba.”
“Let’s protect Masaki from Sho’s big dick, then!” Nino exclaimed, wining a slap from his lover. “Mouuu you’re nasty Ohchan!”
“Stop saying so weird things, then.” Ohno simply answered.
“Punish me?” Nino batted his eyelids.
“If you suck me well, yup.” Ohno palpated his lover’s butt before they climbed in Nino’s car under Jun’s desperate eyes.
“I really am friend with crazy people.”
It took them lots of efforts to prevent Sho and Aiba to jump on each other. But despite their efforts, it didn’t prevent the caster to continue and to try having his friend, slowly starting to become crazy because of the loss of sex with his younger band mate.
“You’re leaving?” Sho asked from his bed when Aiba stood up to put his clothes on.
“Well, your girlfriend will be here soon.”
“Masaki?”
“Hum?”
“It was great… This night was perfect.”
“It was. But it was also the last one we had.”
“What do you mean?” Sho frowned.
“It means from now on, we won’t fuck anymore. I’m tired to lie to Jun and Nino who do everything to prevent us to fuck. If they knew it’s been two
months we meet at your apartment to make love, they would kill us.”
“They don’t have to know.” Sho stood up to hug Aiba from behind before taking his chin to kiss him softly. “Sex is great between us, no?”
“It is…” Aiba shivered.
“So, why would we stop? If you love it as much as me, then, we can keep doing it.” The caster kissed his friend, his hand stroking his member.
“Sho… Your girlfriend…”
“I’m meant to pick her at the airport in three hours. We still have time. I would like to take you on the counter, we haven’t made it here.”
“And not on the table of the living room and the carpet.” Aiba moaned.
“I’m going to make you come so many times, baby.” Sho threw Aiba’s shirt on the floor to kiss him with passion.
****
Aiba was drinking his nth glass, crying silently because of his weakness. Again today, Sho has fucked him like he wanted and even if it was always so perfect, the animal lover knew it was wrong and as months passed, his heart was slowly starting to break in thousand pieces. Because this situation hurt him a lot. Having Sakurai for one night of quick fucks was both a paradise and a hell. Knowing the man he was madly in love with, only fucked him to have his release before going to his girlfriend to make love to her was breaking his heart. But despite his friends’ help, Aiba wasn’t strong enough to stop this thing between them.
“Hey, you should stop to drink…”
“I’m not drunk enough.” Aiba replied to the man.
“Aiba-chan, he is not worth it.”
“Why? Why do you keep caring for me, Kousuke? You know I will never love you.”
“I know and I’m not in love with you but I care for you and this bastard doesn’t deserve your tears.”
“I’m too good for him.”
“You are.”
“Can I fuck you?”
“Not here, baka.” The young man chuckled. “Geez, you’re insatiable, how many times do you fuck in one day?”
“When Sho is free, we make it five times per day. When we can’t meet, I fuck a stranger for the night.”
“You’re addicted to sex.”
“I’m addicted to him. And the only way for me to stand up the next day is to fuck strangers as much as I can.”
“You can have me tonight if it helps you, after all, you’re very good in bed so I won’t say no to several orgasms.”
“Thank you.”
****
“I’m so sorry Suzuka.” Sho said for the nth time this night.
“It’s okay… It happens to every man…”
“You left for two weeks, I should have been able to make love to you.”
“Hey, it’s okay, you’re dead tired with all your work, it’s normal if you can’t get hard when your day was too busy.”
“Thank you for understanding…”
“I’ll take a shower, you should sleep.” Suzuka smiled and left the bedroom.
Sho hit his pillow in anger, not understanding what happened. After he picked up his girlfriend he hadn’t seen for two weeks, they had dinner and had
started to make love but after two minutes, Sho’s hard on had faded because of the lack of pleasure. Anytime he was moving in his girlfriend, pictures of him and Aiba invaded his mind and quickly, his erection stopped. He had tried to get excited again, pumping his cock but his fucking junior decided to stay flat for his biggest nightmare. Suzuka was a beautiful girl so, why couldn’t he get hard and fuck her anymore? And if she guessed everything about his affair with Aiba? She would tell it to his parents.
“What have you done to me, Aiba Masaki?” Sho whispered, staring at the roof.
****
“Sho, stop, you are drunk…” Aiba giggled.
“You too, babe. Let’s go to my apartment, Suzuka is staying at her parents’ house.”
“I told you I want to stop…”
“Babe, stop saying no sense, let’s fuck, I’ll bring you to paradise in the shower and after everywhere in my apartment.”
Without waiting for Aiba’s answer, Sho grabbed his hand to push him in his car. They had met by chance in the bar where Aiba was drinking with some friends and Sho had joined them before they ended drunk and alone.
The animal lover gasped when Sho pushed him on the bed and gripped his hips to take him without any preparations.
“Babe… So good…” Sho started to thrust hard and deep, making Aiba scream in pleasure. The caster couldn’t stop, acting like some kind of animal and taking his friend everywhere in the apartment, a wave of happiness wining him anytime they both came hard and anytime he was marking possessively Aiba with his teeth and his seed. They spent almost the whole night doing it before falling asleep in each other’s arms, finally satisfied and exhausted.
“What the fuck???”
Sho groaned when a familiar voice woke him up and opening his eyes, the caster discovered with horror his girlfriend staring at him with shock and disgust.
“I understand now why you couldn’t get hard when we made love. You were cheating on me with him.”
“I… it’s not what you think!”
“It’s pretty clear. Well, it’s over, Sho and I’m sure your parents will be happy to know you like dicks and butts.”
“Suzuka!!” Sho left his bed in panic to go after her. “Please, I was drunk, I didn’t know what I was doing! I don’t like asses! I’m not even gay!”
“But you fucked him!”
“Only because I felt bad for what happened two days ago. I drank too much because I thought you were going to leave me and he was here… he
loves me and doesn’t accept the fact he can’t have me. He took advantage on me when I was drunk! I swear!!!”
Suzuka stared at him suspicious eyes before sighing. “Okay, take a shower and join me after, we will talk calmly.”
“Okay…” Sho sighed in relief when she left.
“So, it was that.” A sad voice said behind him.
“Yes.” Sho lowered his head, clenching his fists. “You thought it would last between us? I’m not gay, I just used you because Suzuka doesn’t like sex
a lot. She has always refused to suck me off and you, you were happy to do it.”
A hard slap touched Sho’s cheek but the caster didn’t protest.
“You’re horrible.”
“I told you it was just sex between us, a way to have some fun. It’s not my fault if you thought I liked you or if you thought you were special in my
eyes. You have changed me, turning me into something I’m not, you took advantage of my weakness for you.”
“How can you say that?” Aiba whispered painfully, tears rolling down his cheeks.
“It’s the truth. I’m not gay, I even hate gays, you are all disgusting.”
“Well, I think it’s pretty clear now. Don’t worry, from now on, you don’t exist in my eyes anymore. You will stay my friend in front of the cameras
but after, don’t even look at me or I swear I’ll beat you so hard that your little dick won’t ever be able to get up again.” Aiba grabbed his bag before opening the door. “Ah, and Kousuke is a lot better than you in bed, I don’t need to simulate with him.”
The door slammed, leaving the caster alone.
PART 2
Author: Matsuaurore
Banner: My lovely Medium-chan, Antimiya88 <3
Pairing: Sakuraiba, Ohmiya, Junma
Genre: Drama, romance, lots of angst xD
Summary: Aiba is gay and loves Sho for a long time but never told him because the caster as a “special view” of gays, the result of his parents’ strict education. But one day, Sho discovers the truth and Aiba’s world falls apart.
Disclaimer: For my dear Medium-chan’s birthday, Antimiya88 <3 I hope you will like it <3
Based on Lily Allen’s song, Fuck you
First part of the final (1/2):
The morning went long, the atmosphere between Aiba and Sho was heavy. Aiba was trying to smile and make jokes but it was obvious everything was fake. Sho on his side, couldn’t stop staring at his friend, picture of their night never stopping to invade his mind. It hurt him to make Aiba sad but the night was over and the younger had agreed to let him go. Now, they would be friends like before but why couldn’t he stop this unpleasant feeling in his heart?
Aiba was washing his hands in the restroom when Sho entered it. Both looked away, embarrassed.
“So, this recording was fun, ne?” Sho started.
“Hum? Ah yes, it was fun, the guest was cool.” Aiba nodded.
“Do you want to go to a bar tonight? It might be fun.”
“I’m sorry but I’m taken, Kousuke wants to go to the cinema…”
“I see… and tomorrow?”
“Sho, I’m sorry but I don’t think it’s a good idea.” Aiba turned toward his friend. “You want me to forget you and going out with you won’t help me. We will go out again when I’ll be ready… In some months…”
“Oh… I… But maybe… I mean… And if we forgot this idea of last night… We could… have fun…”
“I don’t understand, you want us to have sex but just sex?”
“I… It sounds stupid, I was joking…” Sho laughed.
“I thought you were serious.” Aiba burst out laughing.
“Sorry, my jokes are still so bad.”
“I like your bad jokes.” Aiba giggled, both staring at the other before jumping on each other’s mouth. “Sh-o…”
“Want you so bad…” Sho moaned, opening their pants.
“Me too… Fuck me, please…” Aiba begged. “Aaaahhh, yes!!!” The animal lover moaned loudly when Sho raised him against the wall to fill him in
one go. “Hard! And fast!”
“Shit… You’re so hot, babe…” The caster sucked his neck, thrusting powerfully. They didn’t last long, both too excited and wanting to find their release as fast as possible, Aiba almost getting hard again when Sho filled him. They kept kissing for ten minutes, their hands stroking each other insatiably. “I want you again…” Sho whispered between their lips.
“You sound like a drug addict…” Aiba chuckled.
“I am.” Sho buttoned their pants and grabbed Aiba’s hand to pull him in the empty green room, pushing him on the sofa. “I’m going to eat you.” Aiba giggled and kissed him with passion, sighing in happiness when the caster took him again and started to thrust slowly but deeply.”
“We… have a… recording…” Aiba gasped between his moans.
“We have… One hour before the others come.”
“Aaaaahhhh Sho!!!! Yes!!!! Shit!!! Fuck me hard!!!”
They kept making love for one hour before getting ready quickly, their friends arriving only some minutes later. Aiba was praying they didn’t find out what happened on the sofa and the counter earlier but the animal lover didn’t miss the look Jun threw him. The younger sighed and shook his head before opening the window, making them blush deeply.
“What’s happening, Masaki?” Jun asked when they left the Jimoushou.
“Eh?”
“You perfectly know what I’m talking about, when we entered the room, it was stinking sex and I’m even surprised Nino didn’t say anything.”
“Well, we fucked, where is the problem?”
“You were meant to forget him, not to fuck him!”
“I can’t hold myself when he jumps on me. Jun, sex is like Nirvana with him, I can’t say no when he wants to do it.”
“So, you’re ready to be the mistress? Because it’s what you are going to be. He won’t leave his girlfriend, he will never tell his parents he is gay, you
will only stay a quick fuck for his release.”
Jun gasped when a hand met his cheek.
“Don’t talk as if you knew everything! It’s cruel! I’m not a child, Jun, mind your own business!”
“I was just saying the truth… You know, Masaki, I will never judge you, I know what it is to love with despair and to be rejected. I just want you not to suffer as long as I did. Sho will never face his sexuality, you will stay his dirty secret. Maybe it’s hard to say that but it’s the reality. You’re going to lose yourself if you keep fucking with him. But you’re right, you’re not a child and it doesn’t concern me. I’m sorry for worrying for you, you’re just a precious friend in my eyes. Now, I’ll mind my own business like you said, but I don’t want to hear you complain about him being cruel with you. The day you will realize all that is a mistake, maybe we will able to talk about it. Good luck with… Whatever you call this thing between you. I can only say you are a lot more worth than a quick fuck in a room, you’re not an object, Masaki but I can’t prevent you to become one if it’s what you want.” Jun said sadly, looking away.
“I’m sorry Jun, I didn’t mean…”
“Good luck.” Jun whispered, leaving the room.
“Jun…” Aiba called, tears rolling down his cheeks. “I’m so sorry… I just can’t stop…” The animal lover sobbed, his heart clenching painfully. Deep inside, Aiba knew Jun was right and didn’t mean to be cruel but it was easy to tell him to stop fucking with the man he was desperately in love with. His whole heart belonged to the caster, would do everything to have him even if it meant being used for sex and being hidden like a dirty little secret. It was stupid but Aiba couldn’t change this fact. Forgetting Sho would be a dream but how could you move on when you got one of your best friends under your skin? Aiba laid on the sofa, crying loudly, his body shaking in pain and fear. “What am I going to do?”
“You have to stop this thing between you before it goes too far.” A calm voice said, making him jump.
“Nino?” Aiba lifted up with a surprised face.
“I heard what happened.” Nino sat next to him and took his hand. “I’m sorry, I am a bad friend, I knew everything but I preferred to stay away.”
“You knew.”
“Yes, Ohchan told me. I knew Jun would be here and I thought it was better for me to say nothing because he is the best for that even if he can be
harsh sometimes.”
“He was right.”
“Yes, what he said was true but I understand your reaction. It’s not easy, it also took him a long time to forget Sho-kun so, he can’t expect you to do it so quickly.”
“He just wants me not to suffer too much.”
“Yes… Jun was a wreck after the night he spent with Sho… I thought it would end Arashi…”
“You knew???”
“Of course I did, J is my friend, I know him by heart even if he doesn’t see it. This baka decided to suffer alone instead of talking to me and I stayed
away but you are not like Jun.”
“Jun is stronger…”
“Maybe, maybe not. It doesn’t matter, what matters today is you and we are here for you.”
“Jun hates me now.”
“Nah, he is just angry at Sho and himself but he loves you, don’t worry.”
“I’m so pathetic…”
“You’re a lot of things but you’re not pathetic. The love you have for Sho is beautiful and should be cherished… Now, you have to give this love to someone who will be able to give the same to you…”
“Nino, I need your help… Anytime I am alone with Sho, we both fuck and I can’t say no…”
“Don’t worry, from now on, Jun, Ohchan and I will be here to prevent him to jump on you. If he wants you, he has to leave his girlfriend and to face his responsibilities.”
“Thank you, Nino…”
“I’m not always a brat, you know.” Nino smirked. “Now, let’s go to a bar, get drunk and fuck for the night.”
“That’s sound good.” Another voice chuckled.
“Jun!” Aiba ran toward his friend to hug him. “I’m so sorry!”
“I am too. I should have been more delicate with my words… Now, let’s forget like Kaz’ said!”
*****
The next morning, the three friends entered the green room with big headaches but in a good mood after all the fun they’d had in the club. Nino had ended fucking with Ohno in their car and in their apartment, Jun had finally been forgiven by Toma who had agreed to spend a crazy night in a love hotel and Aiba had woken up next to two beautiful strangers in a bed. The animal lover had finally discovered the fantasy of fucking two men and of being pleasured by them.
“It was so damn good! They were both sucking me off and after, I fucked one while the other was sucking him.”
“You did both?”
“Yup, they both begged me to fuck them and they were so hot that I couldn’t say no. I think I’ll see them again. And maybe I should do a threesome with a man and a girl, I have never tried this kind of pairing.”
“And did you fuck the one who tried to seduce you in the bar? Because you disappeared a long time when we were drinking?”
“Oh, this one? I fucked him in the restrooms, I couldn’t do him too long because his boyfriend was next to our sofa in the main room.”
“Poor boy, being cheated on right in front of his face.” Nino laughed.
“He gave me his number, maybe I’ll call him, he looked so unsatisfied with his stuck boyfriend.”
“It doesn’t bother you he has a boyfriend?” Sho finally snapped for the first time, closing his newspaper.
“It’s not my problem.” Aiba shrugged. “When you feel the need to cheat on your partner, it only means your couple doesn’t get along anymore. He was good even if it was quick so, we can fuck in love hotels so his lover won’t find out.”
“It’s horrible.”
“I think you are not the best one to judge that.” Aiba replied, standing up. “I’ll see you after my make-up, guys.”
Aiba kept looking in the gap while the staff was doing his make-up, thinking about his previous night. Okay, he couldn’t compare that to his moments with Sho but it was really good. He was someone who had always loved sex and even more since he was also into men so, having great fucks with random guys and girls would maybe help him to forget Sho.
Lost in his thoughts, the animal lover didn’t see his friend walking fast toward him and taking his wrist to push him in an empty room.
“Are you crazy??? You’ve scared me!”
“I’m angry. Because you provoked me in the green room.” Sho snapped, opening their pants while kissing him roughly.
“Sho… Stop… We can’t…”
“Don’t worry about my girlfriend, it doesn’t concern you after all. Now, I want you, we have some time before the recording.”
“No… I don’t want… I… aaaahhh, yes!” Aiba gasped when Sho got down to suck him hard. “Fuck, Sho…. Yes! Like that!!!” Losing his mind once again, Aiba gripped the caster’s hair to push on his head, fucking his mouth quickly. “So good… Love you… Sho… I need you… Fuck me…” Aiba’s body started to shake in pleasure. No need it to say it twice, the caster stood up and turned him toward the wall before slipping inside him, not waiting for him to be ready before starting to thrust hard and fast.
“Masaki… It feels so good… Shit… You’re so perfect!!!” Linking their hands, the caster moved harder and faster, sending them quickly to paradise
in loud moans. Without waiting more, Aiba pushed the older on the table, lying him on it to take him. “Aaaaahhh yes, Masaki… Faster… please!!!”
“Jun, I’ve found them!” The door slammed open, revealing a panting Nino and making them freeze in shock.
“Shit, we are late.” Jun blushed in front of the scene, looking away.
“Aiba, leave Sho’s butt, now.” Nino ordered.
“But…”
“We let you one minute. Leave his ass or we will do it ourselves.”
“Kazu!” Jun slapped his head and closed the door.
“You’re going to listen to them?” Sho snapped.
“I’m not hard anymore…” Aiba said softly, slipping out and taking his clothes on before they both joined the green room.
“Can you explain me your little scene now?” Sho growled.
“From now on, we will look after Masaki so you won’t jump on him anymore. You have a girlfriend, Sho and like you said, you are het so, leave him
alone and let him forget you in peace if you respect him.” Jun said calmly but with a so cold voice that Sho didn’t dare to answer.
****
“Thank you for what you did even if it was… horrible for me.” Aiba said when they left the building this night.
“We told you we would help but it was hard to find you as the Jimoushou is big, we arrived too late…”
“It’s okay, it’s my fault, I couldn’t push him away again.”
“I’m so surprised you were taking him, Sakurai is a hidden M.” Nino exclaimed.
“I also don’t understand why because he isn’t the kind of guy who lets someone top him. He even sucked me off.”
“It’s only the proof he loves you but is too proud to admit it.” Jun muttered.
“Hum? What did you say, Jun?” Aiba asked.
“Nothing, you should go home, you look tired.”
“I am. See you tomorrow, thank you again!” Aiba waved his hand before leaving.
“This fucking caster is crazy about Aiba but he is so stupid that he prefers to stay unhappy.”
“How do you know?” Ohno asked softly.
“I am like Aiba and Sho. I like to dominate in bed, I love control and if I am honest, I also love my pride so I would never let a man take me.”
“But Toma…”
“Yes, we switch. And Sho took me ten years ago. But I agreed and loved it only because I loved them. When you love someone deeply, you are ready
to make concessions. Masaki always tops but he let Sho did him because he loves him deeply. And Sho…”
“Oh… He also agreed because he is in love with Aiba…” Nino said.
“Exactly. But this baka will never admit it, that’s why we have to protect Masaki and to prevent them to fuck.”
“It’s going to be hard.”
“Yes, Sho who has never liked sex with girls is now a beast of sex when it comes to Aiba.”
“Let’s protect Masaki from Sho’s big dick, then!” Nino exclaimed, wining a slap from his lover. “Mouuu you’re nasty Ohchan!”
“Stop saying so weird things, then.” Ohno simply answered.
“Punish me?” Nino batted his eyelids.
“If you suck me well, yup.” Ohno palpated his lover’s butt before they climbed in Nino’s car under Jun’s desperate eyes.
“I really am friend with crazy people.”
It took them lots of efforts to prevent Sho and Aiba to jump on each other. But despite their efforts, it didn’t prevent the caster to continue and to try having his friend, slowly starting to become crazy because of the loss of sex with his younger band mate.
“You’re leaving?” Sho asked from his bed when Aiba stood up to put his clothes on.
“Well, your girlfriend will be here soon.”
“Masaki?”
“Hum?”
“It was great… This night was perfect.”
“It was. But it was also the last one we had.”
“What do you mean?” Sho frowned.
“It means from now on, we won’t fuck anymore. I’m tired to lie to Jun and Nino who do everything to prevent us to fuck. If they knew it’s been two
months we meet at your apartment to make love, they would kill us.”
“They don’t have to know.” Sho stood up to hug Aiba from behind before taking his chin to kiss him softly. “Sex is great between us, no?”
“It is…” Aiba shivered.
“So, why would we stop? If you love it as much as me, then, we can keep doing it.” The caster kissed his friend, his hand stroking his member.
“Sho… Your girlfriend…”
“I’m meant to pick her at the airport in three hours. We still have time. I would like to take you on the counter, we haven’t made it here.”
“And not on the table of the living room and the carpet.” Aiba moaned.
“I’m going to make you come so many times, baby.” Sho threw Aiba’s shirt on the floor to kiss him with passion.
****
Aiba was drinking his nth glass, crying silently because of his weakness. Again today, Sho has fucked him like he wanted and even if it was always so perfect, the animal lover knew it was wrong and as months passed, his heart was slowly starting to break in thousand pieces. Because this situation hurt him a lot. Having Sakurai for one night of quick fucks was both a paradise and a hell. Knowing the man he was madly in love with, only fucked him to have his release before going to his girlfriend to make love to her was breaking his heart. But despite his friends’ help, Aiba wasn’t strong enough to stop this thing between them.
“Hey, you should stop to drink…”
“I’m not drunk enough.” Aiba replied to the man.
“Aiba-chan, he is not worth it.”
“Why? Why do you keep caring for me, Kousuke? You know I will never love you.”
“I know and I’m not in love with you but I care for you and this bastard doesn’t deserve your tears.”
“I’m too good for him.”
“You are.”
“Can I fuck you?”
“Not here, baka.” The young man chuckled. “Geez, you’re insatiable, how many times do you fuck in one day?”
“When Sho is free, we make it five times per day. When we can’t meet, I fuck a stranger for the night.”
“You’re addicted to sex.”
“I’m addicted to him. And the only way for me to stand up the next day is to fuck strangers as much as I can.”
“You can have me tonight if it helps you, after all, you’re very good in bed so I won’t say no to several orgasms.”
“Thank you.”
****
“I’m so sorry Suzuka.” Sho said for the nth time this night.
“It’s okay… It happens to every man…”
“You left for two weeks, I should have been able to make love to you.”
“Hey, it’s okay, you’re dead tired with all your work, it’s normal if you can’t get hard when your day was too busy.”
“Thank you for understanding…”
“I’ll take a shower, you should sleep.” Suzuka smiled and left the bedroom.
Sho hit his pillow in anger, not understanding what happened. After he picked up his girlfriend he hadn’t seen for two weeks, they had dinner and had
started to make love but after two minutes, Sho’s hard on had faded because of the lack of pleasure. Anytime he was moving in his girlfriend, pictures of him and Aiba invaded his mind and quickly, his erection stopped. He had tried to get excited again, pumping his cock but his fucking junior decided to stay flat for his biggest nightmare. Suzuka was a beautiful girl so, why couldn’t he get hard and fuck her anymore? And if she guessed everything about his affair with Aiba? She would tell it to his parents.
“What have you done to me, Aiba Masaki?” Sho whispered, staring at the roof.
****
“Sho, stop, you are drunk…” Aiba giggled.
“You too, babe. Let’s go to my apartment, Suzuka is staying at her parents’ house.”
“I told you I want to stop…”
“Babe, stop saying no sense, let’s fuck, I’ll bring you to paradise in the shower and after everywhere in my apartment.”
Without waiting for Aiba’s answer, Sho grabbed his hand to push him in his car. They had met by chance in the bar where Aiba was drinking with some friends and Sho had joined them before they ended drunk and alone.
The animal lover gasped when Sho pushed him on the bed and gripped his hips to take him without any preparations.
“Babe… So good…” Sho started to thrust hard and deep, making Aiba scream in pleasure. The caster couldn’t stop, acting like some kind of animal and taking his friend everywhere in the apartment, a wave of happiness wining him anytime they both came hard and anytime he was marking possessively Aiba with his teeth and his seed. They spent almost the whole night doing it before falling asleep in each other’s arms, finally satisfied and exhausted.
“What the fuck???”
Sho groaned when a familiar voice woke him up and opening his eyes, the caster discovered with horror his girlfriend staring at him with shock and disgust.
“I understand now why you couldn’t get hard when we made love. You were cheating on me with him.”
“I… it’s not what you think!”
“It’s pretty clear. Well, it’s over, Sho and I’m sure your parents will be happy to know you like dicks and butts.”
“Suzuka!!” Sho left his bed in panic to go after her. “Please, I was drunk, I didn’t know what I was doing! I don’t like asses! I’m not even gay!”
“But you fucked him!”
“Only because I felt bad for what happened two days ago. I drank too much because I thought you were going to leave me and he was here… he
loves me and doesn’t accept the fact he can’t have me. He took advantage on me when I was drunk! I swear!!!”
Suzuka stared at him suspicious eyes before sighing. “Okay, take a shower and join me after, we will talk calmly.”
“Okay…” Sho sighed in relief when she left.
“So, it was that.” A sad voice said behind him.
“Yes.” Sho lowered his head, clenching his fists. “You thought it would last between us? I’m not gay, I just used you because Suzuka doesn’t like sex
a lot. She has always refused to suck me off and you, you were happy to do it.”
A hard slap touched Sho’s cheek but the caster didn’t protest.
“You’re horrible.”
“I told you it was just sex between us, a way to have some fun. It’s not my fault if you thought I liked you or if you thought you were special in my
eyes. You have changed me, turning me into something I’m not, you took advantage of my weakness for you.”
“How can you say that?” Aiba whispered painfully, tears rolling down his cheeks.
“It’s the truth. I’m not gay, I even hate gays, you are all disgusting.”
“Well, I think it’s pretty clear now. Don’t worry, from now on, you don’t exist in my eyes anymore. You will stay my friend in front of the cameras
but after, don’t even look at me or I swear I’ll beat you so hard that your little dick won’t ever be able to get up again.” Aiba grabbed his bag before opening the door. “Ah, and Kousuke is a lot better than you in bed, I don’t need to simulate with him.”
The door slammed, leaving the caster alone.
PART 2