F**ck you (final 1/2)
Title: F**ck you
Author: Matsuaurore
Banner: My lovely Medium-chan, Antimiya88 <3
Pairing: Sakuraiba, Ohmiya, Junma
Genre: Drama, romance, lots of angst xD
Summary: Aiba is gay and loves Sho for a long time but never told him because the caster as a “special view” of gays, the result of his parents’ strict education. But one day, Sho discovers the truth and Aiba’s world falls apart.
Disclaimer: For my dear Medium-chan’s birthday, Antimiya88 <3 I hope you will like it <3
Based on Lily Allen’s song, Fuck you
Final part:
Sho woke up with a moan, his head aching like hell and the sun’s ray on his face giving him the will to die. He hated waking up with a hangover, mostly when he was naked with one of his band mates stuck to him and also as naked as a baby.
Wait.
Naked?
Band mate?
Stuck against him?
Sho’s eyes widened as his brain was starting to analyze the situation and the caster moved away roughly, pushing Aiba at the same time and waking him up.
“Mmmmm…” Aiba stroked his sleepy eyes. “Sho?”
“What the hell are you doing naked against me?!!!” Sho yelled, putting his tee shirt and pants quickly. The animal lover looked around him before realizing what the caster meant. A chuckle left his lips and it’s with a surprising calmness the younger said softly. “I think it’s pretty obvious, we have fucked unless all this cum comes from another world.”
“How can you be so calm and can talk like that???!!!”
“Acting like you do won’t change the fact we have fucked….” Aiba shrugged.
“Shit, you’ve forced me!!!” Sho screamed, clenching his fists angrily, his face as red as a tomato.
“Oi!!! It was YOUR penis inside my ass, you are the one who has raped me!!!”
“As if it would bother you! I bet you wanted me to fuck you and had planned everything, bitch!!!”
Aiba paled and grabbed Sho’s collar to stick him against the mattress, pressing a knee against his member and making him gasp.
“If I had planned everything, believe me, it would have been my member in your pretty ass, it would have been my big dick that would have dived in your tight hole. I would have never let you fuck me. Remember one thing, Sakurai, men don’t fuck me, I fuck men. Now, stop with your complains because next time, I’m going to lose my patience and shove it in your ass.” Aiba said calmly but with a voice as cold as Antarctica, his eyes throwing flashes. The animal lover stood up and left the bedroom, slamming the door before going in Jun’s bathroom to take a cold shower, crying silently. Jun was right from the beginning, he should have never tried to win Sho’s heart. This idiot was too blind to realize how unhappy he was and how much he was lying to himself about his sexuality. The night had been crazy, Aiba had let him take the lead and even if he didn’t like to be dominated, Sho was very good in bed, like Jun had told him. Maybe deep inside he had hoped the caster would accept him if he let him take the lead. But it seemed Sho had hated it and even hated him now. All he could do was to forget the older and find someone who would cherish him even if his broken heart was going to need a long time to heal and love someone else.
Wiping his eyes, Aiba took all his courage to leave the bathroom and confront his friends who were all in the living room, talking roughly.
"Calm down, Sho, it won't solve anything to yell." Nino sighed.
"You helped him to make me sleep with him!"
"First, they didn't help. Then, I hadn't planned anything, Sakurai. Be a man for once and confront the fact it happened because we both wanted it." Aiba said coldly.
"Maybe you but not me!"
"You seemed to like it a lot by the noise you made." Aiba smirked.
“I didn’t make any noise! I don’t even remember fucking you, it only means it was really bad!”
“Oh, really?” Aiba stared at him with sad eyes. “You see, I remember everything because I loved every second. At least, you can’t take me that.” The animal lover wiped his eyes and left the apartment before anyone could react.
“You are cruel, Sho.” Jun whispered.
“I am cruel? He forced me and planned everything to have me and I’m the one who is cruel?!”
“If you really think Aiba-chan is able to do something you would hate, you aren’t really his friend. Besides, you should wonder why you keep saying he forced you. You’re an adult, Sho and you perfectly know how to refuse something you don’t want, don’t play the victim and assume the fact you also wanted it.”
“I was drunk!”
“Being drunk doesn’t turn you gay, it reveals who you really are deep inside because you don’t control yourself anymore. I can understand your choice of not accepting who you are or even the fact you aren’t gay like you say, but I can’t accept you to make Aiba suffer and cry because of your nasty words. You’re my friend Sho, I really love you but what you said was cruel and I… I’m disappointed.” Jun stared at the caster in the eyes with sadness before looking away. Sho’s heart tightened at the words. Jun and him had already had fights because of their need to control everything but they always made up, they were too close to ignore each other for more than some minutes. Both had a deep respect for the other and knowing he had disappointed Jun made the caster’s heart ache. “I’m going after him, he needs someone, I know what it is to be rejected by you.”
“What do you mean?” Sho frowned.
“You…” Jun bit his lip and shook his head. “Do you remember the party I made ten years ago? It was the one I made when you were with Masami-chan and had a fight.”
“Ah yes, I drank a lot this night.”
“It seems alcohol turns you gay because you slept with me this night.”
“WHAT???!!!!” They all exclaimed with shock.
“You fucked me. I was in love with you since I was 13 and this night, you jumped on me. I was so happy, thinking you finally wanted me but the next morning you looked at me with so much disgust that I made you believe you had slept with Sakura-chan.”
“You lie.”
“Believe what you want, I have no reason to lie. It’s funny, Sho, because you are gay anytime you get drunk but if we listen to your excuses it’s only because you don’t know what you are doing. For once in your life, be honest with yourself and accept the fact you are gay.” Jun turned toward Toma who was staring at him with disbelief. “I’m so sorry for not telling you but you have always hated the fact I loved Sho, I thought you would stop trusting me if I told you I had slept with him before dating you.” Jun bit his lip before leaving the apartment.
“I was sure.” Toma clenched his jaw and walked toward Sho to give him a punch.
“Are you crazy?!” Sho yelled.
“That’s for making my man cry and suffer. You’re so egocentric, Sakurai, you have never realized how much he loved you and how much you made him suffer. It took me two years to finally make you leave his heart and now, you are making the same mistakes with Aiba-chan.” Toma stared at him with dark eyes. “Jun is totally mine now but I was dreaming for years to do that just because he shed a tear by your fault. I feel better now!” The younger exclaimed. “And this fucking diva is going to hear me when he will come back.” Toma muttered while going to the bathroom.
“That was weird.” Nino whistled. “You slept with J? I wonder who is the luckiest one between you two.” The gamer smirked before whining when Ohno slapped his head.
“Oi, I’m here.”
“Seriously, you should think about what J said. He can be harsh but he cares for us and he wants us to be happy.” Nino said softly. “C’mon babe, let’s fuck in our new Jacuzzi!”
“Pervert.” Ohno chuckled, following his lover outside.
****
Jun found Aiba crying silently in his sofa, hugging a pillow like some kind of child.
“Where is my favorite womanizer?” Jun sat next to him with a sad smile.
“He is far away dreaming to die.”
“Masa…” Jun hugged his friend tightly. “I know what it is.”
“What can I do to feel better?”
“It depends of you. But if you want an advice, make him regret.”
“What???”
“Be yourself, be our dark hot and sexy Aiba. Show him what he is missing because of his stubbornness.”
“Maybe he won’t regret anything. Maybe he really doesn’t care.”
“If it's the case, it will help you to move on anyway.”
“Why don’t you tell me you were right about all this story?”
“Because it would be nasty and because everything is different. I had no chance ten years ago but you, you have. I can’t promise you he will come back to you but maybe you have a small chance to make him change.”
“Thank you but no. I’ll move on, I won’t try anything to have him. I give up. Like you with Toma, I’ll try to find someone I’ll love and who will love me for what I am. I’m tired of this game.”
“It’s up to you. But I understand. Kousuke would love to see you again if you want.”
“Hum. You can go home, Jun, I’ll be okay.”
“Are you sure?”
“Yes, don’t worry.” Aiba forced a smile.
“Call me if you need anything.”
“Thank you. If you were free, I would date you.”
“Impossible, I am a top.” Jun laughed.
“For you, I would agree to switch.” Aiba winked.
“Baka, see you tomorrow.” Jun chuckled, blushing a bit. Aiba was very hot and even if his heart belonged to Toma, the younger would lie if he said he wasn’t attracted by his friend.
“Yup, tell Toma I’ll be there if he throws you away, you’re so sexy and your ass is great.” The older smirked, making Jun laugh before leaving.
At the second his friend left, a tear rolled down Aiba’s cheek. He played the fool one but deep inside, his heart was screaming in pain. Forgetting Sho will take a long time and lots of efforts but it was about time to turn the page of this story and to move on definitely. Grabbing his phone, the animal lover called Kousuke who agreed happily to come.
“I’ll erase you from my heart, Sho Sakurai.” Aiba whispered with determinate eyes.
****
Jun bit his lip when he entered his apartment. It was too calm. Revealing his biggest secret in front of his lover and best friends was very very stupid. Toma was going to make him pay for sure.
“Babe?” Jun called softly.
“In the kitchen!” Toma answered. The older joined him and hugged him from behind, his usual way to apologize when they fought. “Can you give me the salt, please?”
“Of course.” Jun held it out, blinking when his lover pecked his lips. “You’re not angry?”
“I am. I even punched Sho-kun.”
“Why don’t you yell at me, then?”
“Because it wouldn’t change anything. As long as you love me and don’t go to anyone else, I’ll be fine.”
“You’re the only one in my eyes, babe. Sho is my past and I don’t love him since the day you healed my heart.”
“Good to know.”
“Thank you for understanding.” Jun hugged him, laying kisses on his neck, his hands unbuttoning Toma’s jeans but the younger slapped his hand and moved away.
“That doesn’t mean I’m not angry. No sex for one month.”
“WHAT???!!!!”
“You’ve heard me.” Toma smirked.
“But babe…” Jun whined.
“Don’t even try to change my mind like the last time when you tied me to the bed. If you try to have more than a kiss, I’ll stay at my parents’ house for the month.”
“But babe, one month is impossible!!!!”
“Jun, my dear, you’ll just re-experiment the wonderful feeling of your hand making your junior cum.” Toma smirked.
“I hate you.” Jun groaned, knowing this time, Toma wouldn’t let him win.
His lover laughed a bit, kissing his lips before returning to his cooking.
****
“So, did you spend a good night?” Jun asked the next morning as Aiba and him were entering the Jimushou.
“A great night, Kou-chan is very wild in bed.” Aiba smirked, making Jun laugh.
“But I don’t know if I’ll be able to be with him. I mean, he is kind but I would like to try with other men, just to see. You know, I have never really had a girlfriend, I prefer one night stand…”
“I see…If it’s just by curiosity, you could sleep with another man without telling Kousuke.”
“But it’s horrible, it’s like cheating on him.”
“You two haven’t talked about your relationship?”
“No…”
“Then, you aren’t a couple so, you can do what you want and it includes sleeping with other men.”
“I see. Because I have seen some positions that I would like to try.”
“Already so pervert and horny.” Jun smirked, both laughing while entering the green room before they stopped, seeing Sho on the sofa reading a magazine.
“Ohayou.” The caster said shyly.
“Hi.” Jun muttered, sitting on a chair, Aiba clearly ignoring the older, not giving him a look. “So, tell me everything, is he that good?”
“Yes, but tonight, I’ll go out to have some fun.”
“I’ll come then, Ma-kun is angry at me, we won’t have sex for one month.”
“WHAT???!!! That’s so hard!
“Yes, but I don’t have the choice, he was very angry I lied to him. But I can understand his anger and I’ll wait with patience, because I love him.”
“So cute!!! You’re very lucky to have someone who loves you so much.”
“You will find this person too, don’t worry.” Jun smiled, throwing a quick look toward Sho who was pretending to read his newspaper but Jun could see his clenched jaw and smirked. “But for the moment, you are free to play, fuck as much as
you want!”
“You’re right, I wouldn’t say no for a threesome, I would get hard just thinking about two men sucking me off.” Aiba chuckled.
“Masa, you’re so pervert!” Jun exclaimed, laughing loudly.
“Not more than you. Ah, I forgot my new clothes, do you have something to lend me, Jun-kun?”
“Yup, come on.” Jun grabbed his bag to open it and after looking inside, held out some clothes to Aiba who grinned gratefully.
“You’re my savior!” The animal lover took his own clothes off to get changed.
Sho’s eyes raised toward his friend, biting his lip unconsciously under the sight of the firm butt wrapped in a red tight
boxer. Weird thoughts came in his mind, making him blush under Jun’s discreet smirk.
“This boxer is wonderful on you, it gives you a shakable butt.” Jun grabbed Aiba’s ass playfully, making him laugh.”
“Baka, don’t touch or Toma will kill you.” Aiba chuckled.
“Aiba-san, your turn for the make-up!” An assistant called.
“Coming!” Aiba answered. “Well, thank you for the clothes, Jun.”
Jun smiled and turned toward Sho after the start of his band mate.
“What?” Sho raised an eyebrow.
“You really want to lose him just because of your pride?”
“Dunno what you’re talking about.” Sho snapped.
“Well, the way you were eating him with your eyes when he was changing was more than enough to show your will to have him. You have good taste, his butt is great and his junior too. Who would say no to a man as sexy as him?” Jun smirked.
“Me. I’m not…”
“Gay, yeah, that’s what you keep saying but you act like a gay.”
“Listen, I’m sorry for what I told you and for making you suffer ten years ago. But you don’t have the right to get your revenge through Aiba.”
“I would never be so cruel and believe me, I would rather see Masaki with someone else than you. You’re not a man he can count on, you don’t face your family, you prefer to be unhappy instead of telling them to fuck off. Masaki deserves someone who will be proud to have him, who will treasure him and will make him feel like the most handsome man of the world.”
“You judge so easily.”
“Because you think it was easy for me? Jeez, we are Japanese, you think my family was open to the idea??? You think being an idol and being bi is easy??? No, but for Toma, I was ready to face everything, including the end of Arashi. Because our couple is more important than a job and than what people might think. Japanese are obsessed by honor but what does it bring you? You only parade in front of people who will spit on you behind your back right after. Where is the happiness in that? Just living for appearances and next to fake friends. Honestly, I don’t understand you.” Jun sighed, shaking his head before leaving the room.
The day felt too long for Sho who had to deal with Aiba’s indifference and Jun’s annoying looks. All his friend’s words were turning and turning in his head but the caster couldn’t agree with them. He wasn’t gay at all. It was just a little attraction toward his sexy friend. But despite all his attempts to deny Jun’s words, Sho’s eyes couldn’t stop staring at Aiba’s body and everything got worse when they started their training for the new choreography of the next single. A sweating Aiba was just the hottest and sexiest view of the world. Seeing his butt shaking and his hips undulating made Sho junior react for the biggest nightmare of the caster who tried to imagine the most disgusting things of the world to calm it down.
“It was intense!” Jun sighed as they were heading to the showers.
“Yes, Takamura-san was horrible today!”
“I’m dead tired.” Nino stretched his back, washing his body under Ohno’s dark eyes. “Ojii-chan, don’t stare at me like that or I’ll get hard in a record.” Nino purred like a kitten.
“Pervert, you’re going to traumatize Sho-kun!” Ohno slapped his lover’s butt.
“Mouuuu….” Nino pouted under Aiba and Jun’s laughs.
“I’m not traumatized.” Sho muttered, blushing and trying not to stare at Aiba’s naked body.
“Well, that was funny but I want to make the dinner for Toma, so, bye bye.” Jun grinned.
“Oh, so romantic, lucky Toma, see you tomorrow.” Aiba smiled.
“Yes, goodnight, Jun-kun.” Sho nodded.
“Goodnight, and stop staring at my butt, Sho-chan, you’re going to drool.” Jun stuck out his tongue before leaving with a laugh under Sho’s red face and Aiba’s surprised eyes. The animal lover turned toward the shower to wash his body in silence.
“Masaki…” Sho started shyly.
“Excuse me but I don’t want to talk to you.” Aiba snapped.
“Please! I really want to apologize, I told you horrible things that I didn’t mean and… I’m so sorry, I don’t want to lose you, you’re a precious friend for me.” Sho implored.
“Are you apologizing because you feel guilty or because you don’t like being ignored?”
“No, I apologize because I mean it, I don’t want you to hate me, I miss you…”
Aiba sighed and turned around.
“Look at me when you apologize.”
“Why? It’s not necessary…”
“Sakurai, look at me.”
Biting his lip, Sho turned around, trying not to look down at Aiba’s cock. The younger smirked and approached him with dark eyes, making the caster move back with a panicked face.
“Why are you so uncomfortable? Am I that ugly?”
“I… No! But…”
“You what?” Aiba asked, making Sho shiver when his hot breath touched his ear.
“You’re not… Ugly…”
“Am I beautiful?”
“Yes… and…”
“And?” Aiba’s teeth bit the caster’s earlobe slightly.
“Sexy…” Sho shivered. “And…”
“Yes?” Aiba’s hand traveled on his friend’s naked and wet torso, the tip of his fingers caressing the soft skin.
“And hot…”
“I am.” Aiba’s lips approached Sho’s, his teeth biting it slightly.
“You are.” Sho moaned and grabbed his nape to crush their mouths in a passionate kiss, pressing their bodies together.
“Shit…” Aiba groaned, attacking the caster and undulating until their members got hard in a record. The animal lover’s hands traveled on Sho’s back before gripping his butt to stroke it and palp it.
“Masaki… I can’t…” Sho sighed between their lips, trying to push him away.
“You know you want it as much as me. You’re so hard… I want you so much…”
“You’re so… sexy… I can’t… Shit… I want you too…” Sho finally gasped when Aiba grabbed his cock to pump it, his fingers teasing the tip and sending the caster in another world full of pleasure and lust.
“Suck me.”
“Wh-at?” Sho’s eyes widened. Was he serious???
“Suck me Sakurai or I leave you here right now!” Aiba ordered with dark eyes, his look defying Sho to refuse and making him understand how much he would pay if he dared to push him away.
“I have never…”
“Good, you’re going to learn, it’s not too late.” Aiba push on Sho’s head to make him kneel down, staring at him with a look the caster had never seen before. So, it was what Jun meant when he talked about the dark and dominating Aiba? Where was the kind clumsy and shy animal lover of the cameras? The man above him was someone else. A sexy and hot naked man with a big hard on who was ordering him to suck him off without caring about his agreement. It was the hottest scene Sho had ever seen, hottest than the hottest porno of the world. “What are you waiting for? Suck me and suck me well.” Aiba made him blink, bringing him back to the reality. Gulping, Sho opened his mouth slowly, wondering how such a thing would fit in his mouth, it looked impossible! “Don’t worry, your mouth can swallow it.”
“Okay…” Gulping, Sho took him in his mouth, praying not to throw up.
“Aaaahhh…” Aiba moaned in happiness, gripping Sho’s hair to push on his head, his hips moving to make his hard cock slide farther in the hot cavern. Sho tried not to cough but for his biggest surprise, the act didn’t disgust him at all. Okay, the sensation was weird but it was so hot to hold Aiba’s dick in his mouth, having the power to send him to paradise when he wanted. “Right here! Yes! Fuck, you’re good! Are you sure you’ve never sucked a dick before???” Aiba growled, moving his hips faster to fuck Sho’s mouth.
“Ye-s…” Sho moaned, sucking harder the hot flesh.
“Shit… You’re perfect… I want you so much… I want to fuck you hard…” Sho shivered at the words, fear and desire wining his body. He was losing control, him, the freak of Arashi who almost needed to make a calendar to go to pee and he liked it. Being used like that and receiving orders almost made his cock explode in excitation. “I’m coming.” Aiba gasped. “Swallow.” Sho didn’t have the time to react before feeling a bitter fluid in his throat, making him cough, some cum rolling down his chin. Aiba moaned at the view and raised his friend to kiss him with passion, pumping Sho. “Dirty boy, you’ve climaxed just because I’ve come in your mouth.”
“I…” Sho blushed deeply, realizing he indeed came just by sucking Aiba and feeling his cum in his mouth.
“I have to punish you, dirty boy.” Before Sho could react, Aiba turned him around, making him face the wall of the showers.
“What are you doing?” Sho shivered.
“I’m going to send you to paradise and this time, you’re going to remember.” Aiba’s hands traveled toward Sho’s butt, the caster’s mouth opening wide with a gasp when a finger entered his hole. “Shhh, relax, you’re going to love it. You’re a hidden M, Sho, it’s so obvious. Your butt is just the 8th wonder of the world.” Aiba pumped him harder while preparing him carefully, not wanting to hurt his friend. “I’m going to take you, you can refuse, I won’t force you don’t worry.”
“I….”
“You want or you don’t?” Aiba’s tongue licked his neck, sending shivers right in his spine while his hand was caressing him in a wonderful way.
“I… want…”
“Hum? I haven’t heard.” Aiba smirked, hitting Sho’s prostate with his fingers and making Sho gasp.
“I want!!! I want you inside me! Fuck me, Masaki!!!”
“You’re so hot, babe.” Aiba pulled out his fingers to enter his band mate slowly after using some soap as lube. “Don’t worry, you’re going to feel very good in some seconds.” The younger whispered when Sho froze a bit. “Shit, you’re tight, I’m going to come so hard inside you.” Aiba sucked Sho’s neck, moving his hips slowly before going faster when Sho started to moan in pleasure. Linking their fingers against the wall, his hips moved harder and hit the caster’s sweet spot quickly.
“Ahhh!!!!” A loud scream left Sho’s throat, making him blush deeply. Since when was he able to moan like that during sex? The pleasure was so intense that he had to think about disgusting things not to come too quickly and to end ashamed.
“Found it.” Aiba smirked, panting heavily and taking him harder but slower to drive him crazy. His hips were moving deeply, pulling his cock in and out Sho’s ass slowly, his mouth devouring the caster’s neck.
“Fa-ster… please…”
“Hum?”
“Please… Masaki… Fuck me faster… I’m becoming crazy…”
“Your wish is my command, dirty boy.” Aiba smirked but deep inside, only wanted to go faster and to finally find his release. Wrapping his waist with one arm, Masaki started to move hard and fast, their wet and hot skins slapping, their loud moans of pleasure filling the room. “Sho… Sho… so perfect…”
“So good… I’m coming… Fill me hard!!!!”
“Gosh, you’re so hot, Sho…” A hard thrust made the caster come, a loud moan leaving his mouth when he felt a hot liquid filling his hole, Aiba’s head falling on his shoulder. Both were panting heavily, sweat and water rolling down their skins. “It was so… Whoa…” Aiba pulled out slowly.
Sho turned around with a red face, his brain finally coming back to reality.
“Sho… I…”
“I have to go…” Sho grabbed a towel but Aiba caught his wrist to pull him against him, looking at him right in the eyes. The dominating tone had disappearing, leaving only fear and anxiety in the younger’s eyes.
“Say something… Please…”
“What do you want to hear?”
“I don’t know. Did you like… Do you hate me…? Is it going to end our friendship…? Say something please…”
“You were so confident some minutes ago…” Sho chuckled, shaking his head. “Don’t think I’ll let you dominate me again, even if it was wonderful.” Sho kissed him softly. “See you tomorrow.”
The caster left under Aiba’s shocked eyes. Despite his confident orders, the younger thought the caster would tell him to fuck off or would hit him but for his biggest surprise, Sho had agreed to fuck and had even let him top. Aiba couldn’t understand the situation anymore, Sho kept repeating his wasn’t gay but had let him take his first time. What was happening??? Taking his clothes quickly, Aiba ran after his friend, catching him before he could climb in his car.
“Sho! Please!”
The caster turned around with a surprised face. “What? You forgot something?”
“You can’t act as if nothing happened! I have fucked you!”
“Well, I think my butt can clearly remember it.”
“I’m serious! I don’t understand! I thought you hated me and you can’t stand gays but you just gave me your…” Aiba panted.
“Yes, I have never been taken by a man. I’m not gay too but what just happened, happened, I can’t change it.”
“Sho… I… Come with me…”
“Sorry but my girlfriend is waiting for me.”
“Please… I understand I’ll never have you but give me one night. Only one night. You can even top… I just need you for one night to move on and let you go…”
Sho stared at his friend for some seconds before taking his phone.
“Suzuka? Yes, it’s me. I’m sorry my dear but I have too much work and won’t come home tonight. I know I promised to have dinner with you but…” Sho bit his lip before smiling. “Thank you for understanding, you’re the best. See you tomorrow, love you.” Sho hang up before looking at Aiba. “One night, Masaki. And after that, you will have to stop. I’m not gay and you have to accept it. I know I have been rude with you and Jun, I feel very bad for that but you two have to stop trying to change my sexuality.”
“Thank you…” Aiba whispered, trying to refrain the tears wanting to leave his eyes.
“I’ll give you everything tonight, and tomorrow, everything will be like before, okay?” Sho stroked Aiba’s cheek with a soft smile before kissing him slowly.
“Okay…”
Both climbed in Aiba’s Lamborghini, the animal lover driving fast, impatient to have this night even if he knew it was a very stupid idea. Like Jun before, he would have Sho for one night but the next day, his precious friend would stop everything between them.
Once in Aiba’s apartment, both jumped on each other’s lips, their hands taking their clothes off quickly before they fell on the younger’s bed, stroking their hard members in a wonderful way.
“Masaki…”
“Take me, Sho… If it’s the last time I can have you, I want it to be like that… I want to be yours… Make me yours,
please…” Aiba hugged him tightly, happy to be in the darkness so Sho wouldn’t see the tears on his cheeks.
“I want you to be mine, Masaki…”
The caster prepared him slowly, pumping his member to erase the pain while their mouths kissed with passion, their lips glued together. Aiba shivered and moaned loudly when Sho took him slowly for the second time of his life. He would have never allowed another man to do that but for Sho, Aiba was ready to accept everything. The caster -who, for a novice, was acting as if he had done that all his life- started to move deeply, each thrust making Aiba gasp and moan in pleasure, his legs circling Sho’s waist to make him go farther inside him. Taking Sho’s cheeks with both hands, Aiba brought their lips together, screaming anytime the caster was hitting his prostate dead on. His body was shaking in pleasure while Sho was obviously trying not to take him fast. It was as if the act would never end, Sho taking his time to bring him to paradise without allowing him to reach it as if the caster didn’t want it to stop.
“S-ho… I can’t… Too much… Please… Faster…”
“Ok-ay…” Sho didn’t complain at all, wanting to find his release as much as the younger and started to take him hard and fast, linking their fingers and devouring Aiba’s neck without feeling the tears on his friend’s cheeks.
“Sho!!” Aiba gasped, his voice disappearing in a silent scream, finally coming hard between their stomachs.
“Masa…” Sho groaned, moving faster before following his friend in his orgasm. Both were out of breath and sweating a lot as if they had run a marathon, Sho falling next to Aiba with a pant. “I’m dead tired… I have never fucked as long as tonight…”
“Me too…” Aiba panted.
“Really????”
“Well, you have fucked me for one hour, I have to admit it’s not bad at all.” Aiba chuckled.
“So long???” Sho gasped, his eyes widening in shock. Never in his life he had made love so much, with his girlfriends, it only lasted some minutes, not more.
“Well, it wouldn’t be long if we had had foreplays but fucking one hour without any foreplays is very good.” Aiba smirked.
“Well, I won’t get hard anymore for today, let’s sleep.”
Aiba’s eyes widened when Sho hugged him from behind, kissing his nape. “Goodnight, Masaki.”
“Goo-dnight, Sho-chan…” Aiba gulped, shivering at the contact of their skins. The animal lover cried silently, hating himself for doing such a mistake. Jun would kill him for being so stupid but being in Sho’s arms felt like paradise, as if all he had ever wanted was coming true. When Aiba heard his friend’s soft snore, the animal lover turned around and kissed Sho softly before nuzzling his face in his neck. “Goodnight Sho, I love you…”
****
Sho opened his eyes with a moan, feeling something hard pocking his leg. A silent gasp left his throat at the view in front of him. Aiba was sleeping peacefully, his arms and legs gripping him like some kind of octopus. A smile spread the caster’s lips, his hand moving away a lock of hair falling on Aiba’s eyes. He looked so beautiful, so relax, like an angel.
“Mmmm…” Aiba mumbled, pressing their members and making Sho moan. “Sho…” The younger said in his sleep.
“Baka…” The caster blushed and with a shaking hand, started to stroke his member, biting his lip not to moan and wake his friend up. “Shit…” Sho sighed in pleasure, his hand moving faster before freezing when a pair of eyes opened and widened in shock. “I…”
“What a naughty boy, jerking while I sleep.” Aiba smirked.
“I’m not! I…” Sho blushed, wanting to disappear in a hole.
“I have to punish you, dirty boy.”
Sho gulped at the sight. Aiba’s eyes were dark, lust shining inside, the meaning “Dark Aiba” was back and was going to make his butt pay.
Aiba rolled him on his front like some kind of crepe, his member pressing against the caster’s hole without entering it.
“What should I do, dirty boy?” Aiba bit Sho’s earlobe, making him moan loudly, his already hard member stroking the caster’s hot entrance and driving him crazy in a record.
“Take me…”
“Are you sure?”
“Ye-s…” Sho screamed in both pain and pleasure when Aiba gripped his hips to take him without any preparation.
“You deserve it, naughty boy.” Aiba smirked and gasped. “Shit… Still so tight…”
Air left Sho’s lungs when Aiba started to take him hard and fast, hitting his prostate at each thrust while his hand was holding his tip to prevent him to come. They looked like two beasts, moaning and saying dirty things, sweat covering their bodies. Sho was going crazy, his body was in fire, pleasure hitting him everywhere, his brain almost disconnecting from reality. Sex with Aiba was already hot and wonderful, but feeling him so dominating, so possessive with his hands gripping his hips and his powerful thrusts was driving him crazy.
The caster gasped, feeling a hot liquid invading his butt. It was enough to make him come when Aiba released his cock, sending him to paradise.
“Shit…” Aiba panted, collapsing next to him.
“Ye-s…”
“God, sex with you is just…”
“I feel the same…”
“Sorry, I fucked you when you said you only gave me one night…” Aiba whispered, biting his lip to refrain a sob.
“I’m not angry.” Sho stroked his cheek before kissing him again. “We have the recording in two hours, I think we can say the night will end when we will leave.”
“Thank you.” Aiba smiled softly, kissing the caster before both started another round.
They did it several times before deciding to get ready for work. Both stayed silent in Aiba’s car, a heavy atmosphere filling the air. Aiba’s heart was clenching painfully, tears wanting to leave his eyes but the animal lover had sworn to himself he wouldn’t cry not to embarrass his friend. Sho had already given him more than he could ask and he didn’t have the right to become a burden.
“Ohayou!” Aiba said cheerfully to his band mates when they entered the green room.
“You are in a good mood today, Aibaka. Did you fuck a lot yesterday night?” Nino smirked.
“No but today is a good day.” Aiba smiled, not missing Jun shaking his head and Ohno looking at him without a word.
“Let’s start, then.”
They all left the room but Jun caught Aiba’s arm.
“Jun-kun?”
“Why? Why are you imposing this suffering to yourself?”
“What do you mean?”
“You can’t lie to me.” Jun hugged him. “You’ve spent the night with him, ne?”
“How do you know?” Aiba’s eyes widened.
“Well, it’s so obvious for me and I’m sure Riida has also seen it. First, Sho’s car was still in the parking this morning and he didn’t come with his manager but you arrived with him. Then, your neck is full of hickeys and Sho was walking weirdly.”
“You’re too attentive…”
“For the fucking sake, Masaki!!! What are you doing??!!! And you fucked him, are you crazy???!!!”
“I know I’m stupid but… Jun, you went through the same, you should understand…”
“I’m not judging you, I’m just mad because you are breaking your own heart!”
“But it was worth it… Jun, it was so wonderful… He… We did it so many times, he let me take him… I… I have never had such orgasms before… He held me in his arms the whole night, I felt in paradise…” Tears started to roll down Aiba’s cheeks.
“And now?”
“He only gave me one night… I have promised to let him go in exchange.”
“Masaki…” Jun hugged him tighter. “If I could, I would take all the pain in your heart… I’m so sorry…”
“It’s okay. I knew it would be painful… But it was worth it. I had him for one night, it’s better than nothing… Now, I can move on…”
“Come in my apartment, I don’t want you to be alone… Toma would agree…”
“No, it’s okay, I’m fine.” Aiba wiped his tears with a smile. “I’m ready to let him go, now.”
To be continued…
A/N: Well, I’m deeply sorry for the delay but when I was in Bahamas, my mother got sick and we had to go to hospital because it was a pneumonia and she couldn’t breathe by herself >< So, I worked as a translator between my mother with the doctors and insurance and I had to take care of my 3 years old sister, you can guess it was impossible for me to write ><
Now, everything is back to normal, my mother is fine and I have managed to write despite all the work I have with my studies (I love what I do but it’s so intense ><). This fic is over but I had 14.380 words for the chapter and I decided to cut it in two parts (Surprise, Medium-chan :P).
I hope some readers are still following this fic and I promise to post my new Ohmiya asap J See you soon and comments are still deeply <3
Author: Matsuaurore
Banner: My lovely Medium-chan, Antimiya88 <3
Pairing: Sakuraiba, Ohmiya, Junma
Genre: Drama, romance, lots of angst xD
Summary: Aiba is gay and loves Sho for a long time but never told him because the caster as a “special view” of gays, the result of his parents’ strict education. But one day, Sho discovers the truth and Aiba’s world falls apart.
Disclaimer: For my dear Medium-chan’s birthday, Antimiya88 <3 I hope you will like it <3
Based on Lily Allen’s song, Fuck you
Final part:
Sho woke up with a moan, his head aching like hell and the sun’s ray on his face giving him the will to die. He hated waking up with a hangover, mostly when he was naked with one of his band mates stuck to him and also as naked as a baby.
Wait.
Naked?
Band mate?
Stuck against him?
Sho’s eyes widened as his brain was starting to analyze the situation and the caster moved away roughly, pushing Aiba at the same time and waking him up.
“Mmmmm…” Aiba stroked his sleepy eyes. “Sho?”
“What the hell are you doing naked against me?!!!” Sho yelled, putting his tee shirt and pants quickly. The animal lover looked around him before realizing what the caster meant. A chuckle left his lips and it’s with a surprising calmness the younger said softly. “I think it’s pretty obvious, we have fucked unless all this cum comes from another world.”
“How can you be so calm and can talk like that???!!!”
“Acting like you do won’t change the fact we have fucked….” Aiba shrugged.
“Shit, you’ve forced me!!!” Sho screamed, clenching his fists angrily, his face as red as a tomato.
“Oi!!! It was YOUR penis inside my ass, you are the one who has raped me!!!”
“As if it would bother you! I bet you wanted me to fuck you and had planned everything, bitch!!!”
Aiba paled and grabbed Sho’s collar to stick him against the mattress, pressing a knee against his member and making him gasp.
“If I had planned everything, believe me, it would have been my member in your pretty ass, it would have been my big dick that would have dived in your tight hole. I would have never let you fuck me. Remember one thing, Sakurai, men don’t fuck me, I fuck men. Now, stop with your complains because next time, I’m going to lose my patience and shove it in your ass.” Aiba said calmly but with a voice as cold as Antarctica, his eyes throwing flashes. The animal lover stood up and left the bedroom, slamming the door before going in Jun’s bathroom to take a cold shower, crying silently. Jun was right from the beginning, he should have never tried to win Sho’s heart. This idiot was too blind to realize how unhappy he was and how much he was lying to himself about his sexuality. The night had been crazy, Aiba had let him take the lead and even if he didn’t like to be dominated, Sho was very good in bed, like Jun had told him. Maybe deep inside he had hoped the caster would accept him if he let him take the lead. But it seemed Sho had hated it and even hated him now. All he could do was to forget the older and find someone who would cherish him even if his broken heart was going to need a long time to heal and love someone else.
Wiping his eyes, Aiba took all his courage to leave the bathroom and confront his friends who were all in the living room, talking roughly.
"Calm down, Sho, it won't solve anything to yell." Nino sighed.
"You helped him to make me sleep with him!"
"First, they didn't help. Then, I hadn't planned anything, Sakurai. Be a man for once and confront the fact it happened because we both wanted it." Aiba said coldly.
"Maybe you but not me!"
"You seemed to like it a lot by the noise you made." Aiba smirked.
“I didn’t make any noise! I don’t even remember fucking you, it only means it was really bad!”
“Oh, really?” Aiba stared at him with sad eyes. “You see, I remember everything because I loved every second. At least, you can’t take me that.” The animal lover wiped his eyes and left the apartment before anyone could react.
“You are cruel, Sho.” Jun whispered.
“I am cruel? He forced me and planned everything to have me and I’m the one who is cruel?!”
“If you really think Aiba-chan is able to do something you would hate, you aren’t really his friend. Besides, you should wonder why you keep saying he forced you. You’re an adult, Sho and you perfectly know how to refuse something you don’t want, don’t play the victim and assume the fact you also wanted it.”
“I was drunk!”
“Being drunk doesn’t turn you gay, it reveals who you really are deep inside because you don’t control yourself anymore. I can understand your choice of not accepting who you are or even the fact you aren’t gay like you say, but I can’t accept you to make Aiba suffer and cry because of your nasty words. You’re my friend Sho, I really love you but what you said was cruel and I… I’m disappointed.” Jun stared at the caster in the eyes with sadness before looking away. Sho’s heart tightened at the words. Jun and him had already had fights because of their need to control everything but they always made up, they were too close to ignore each other for more than some minutes. Both had a deep respect for the other and knowing he had disappointed Jun made the caster’s heart ache. “I’m going after him, he needs someone, I know what it is to be rejected by you.”
“What do you mean?” Sho frowned.
“You…” Jun bit his lip and shook his head. “Do you remember the party I made ten years ago? It was the one I made when you were with Masami-chan and had a fight.”
“Ah yes, I drank a lot this night.”
“It seems alcohol turns you gay because you slept with me this night.”
“WHAT???!!!!” They all exclaimed with shock.
“You fucked me. I was in love with you since I was 13 and this night, you jumped on me. I was so happy, thinking you finally wanted me but the next morning you looked at me with so much disgust that I made you believe you had slept with Sakura-chan.”
“You lie.”
“Believe what you want, I have no reason to lie. It’s funny, Sho, because you are gay anytime you get drunk but if we listen to your excuses it’s only because you don’t know what you are doing. For once in your life, be honest with yourself and accept the fact you are gay.” Jun turned toward Toma who was staring at him with disbelief. “I’m so sorry for not telling you but you have always hated the fact I loved Sho, I thought you would stop trusting me if I told you I had slept with him before dating you.” Jun bit his lip before leaving the apartment.
“I was sure.” Toma clenched his jaw and walked toward Sho to give him a punch.
“Are you crazy?!” Sho yelled.
“That’s for making my man cry and suffer. You’re so egocentric, Sakurai, you have never realized how much he loved you and how much you made him suffer. It took me two years to finally make you leave his heart and now, you are making the same mistakes with Aiba-chan.” Toma stared at him with dark eyes. “Jun is totally mine now but I was dreaming for years to do that just because he shed a tear by your fault. I feel better now!” The younger exclaimed. “And this fucking diva is going to hear me when he will come back.” Toma muttered while going to the bathroom.
“That was weird.” Nino whistled. “You slept with J? I wonder who is the luckiest one between you two.” The gamer smirked before whining when Ohno slapped his head.
“Oi, I’m here.”
“Seriously, you should think about what J said. He can be harsh but he cares for us and he wants us to be happy.” Nino said softly. “C’mon babe, let’s fuck in our new Jacuzzi!”
“Pervert.” Ohno chuckled, following his lover outside.
****
Jun found Aiba crying silently in his sofa, hugging a pillow like some kind of child.
“Where is my favorite womanizer?” Jun sat next to him with a sad smile.
“He is far away dreaming to die.”
“Masa…” Jun hugged his friend tightly. “I know what it is.”
“What can I do to feel better?”
“It depends of you. But if you want an advice, make him regret.”
“What???”
“Be yourself, be our dark hot and sexy Aiba. Show him what he is missing because of his stubbornness.”
“Maybe he won’t regret anything. Maybe he really doesn’t care.”
“If it's the case, it will help you to move on anyway.”
“Why don’t you tell me you were right about all this story?”
“Because it would be nasty and because everything is different. I had no chance ten years ago but you, you have. I can’t promise you he will come back to you but maybe you have a small chance to make him change.”
“Thank you but no. I’ll move on, I won’t try anything to have him. I give up. Like you with Toma, I’ll try to find someone I’ll love and who will love me for what I am. I’m tired of this game.”
“It’s up to you. But I understand. Kousuke would love to see you again if you want.”
“Hum. You can go home, Jun, I’ll be okay.”
“Are you sure?”
“Yes, don’t worry.” Aiba forced a smile.
“Call me if you need anything.”
“Thank you. If you were free, I would date you.”
“Impossible, I am a top.” Jun laughed.
“For you, I would agree to switch.” Aiba winked.
“Baka, see you tomorrow.” Jun chuckled, blushing a bit. Aiba was very hot and even if his heart belonged to Toma, the younger would lie if he said he wasn’t attracted by his friend.
“Yup, tell Toma I’ll be there if he throws you away, you’re so sexy and your ass is great.” The older smirked, making Jun laugh before leaving.
At the second his friend left, a tear rolled down Aiba’s cheek. He played the fool one but deep inside, his heart was screaming in pain. Forgetting Sho will take a long time and lots of efforts but it was about time to turn the page of this story and to move on definitely. Grabbing his phone, the animal lover called Kousuke who agreed happily to come.
“I’ll erase you from my heart, Sho Sakurai.” Aiba whispered with determinate eyes.
****
Jun bit his lip when he entered his apartment. It was too calm. Revealing his biggest secret in front of his lover and best friends was very very stupid. Toma was going to make him pay for sure.
“Babe?” Jun called softly.
“In the kitchen!” Toma answered. The older joined him and hugged him from behind, his usual way to apologize when they fought. “Can you give me the salt, please?”
“Of course.” Jun held it out, blinking when his lover pecked his lips. “You’re not angry?”
“I am. I even punched Sho-kun.”
“Why don’t you yell at me, then?”
“Because it wouldn’t change anything. As long as you love me and don’t go to anyone else, I’ll be fine.”
“You’re the only one in my eyes, babe. Sho is my past and I don’t love him since the day you healed my heart.”
“Good to know.”
“Thank you for understanding.” Jun hugged him, laying kisses on his neck, his hands unbuttoning Toma’s jeans but the younger slapped his hand and moved away.
“That doesn’t mean I’m not angry. No sex for one month.”
“WHAT???!!!!”
“You’ve heard me.” Toma smirked.
“But babe…” Jun whined.
“Don’t even try to change my mind like the last time when you tied me to the bed. If you try to have more than a kiss, I’ll stay at my parents’ house for the month.”
“But babe, one month is impossible!!!!”
“Jun, my dear, you’ll just re-experiment the wonderful feeling of your hand making your junior cum.” Toma smirked.
“I hate you.” Jun groaned, knowing this time, Toma wouldn’t let him win.
His lover laughed a bit, kissing his lips before returning to his cooking.
****
“So, did you spend a good night?” Jun asked the next morning as Aiba and him were entering the Jimushou.
“A great night, Kou-chan is very wild in bed.” Aiba smirked, making Jun laugh.
“But I don’t know if I’ll be able to be with him. I mean, he is kind but I would like to try with other men, just to see. You know, I have never really had a girlfriend, I prefer one night stand…”
“I see…If it’s just by curiosity, you could sleep with another man without telling Kousuke.”
“But it’s horrible, it’s like cheating on him.”
“You two haven’t talked about your relationship?”
“No…”
“Then, you aren’t a couple so, you can do what you want and it includes sleeping with other men.”
“I see. Because I have seen some positions that I would like to try.”
“Already so pervert and horny.” Jun smirked, both laughing while entering the green room before they stopped, seeing Sho on the sofa reading a magazine.
“Ohayou.” The caster said shyly.
“Hi.” Jun muttered, sitting on a chair, Aiba clearly ignoring the older, not giving him a look. “So, tell me everything, is he that good?”
“Yes, but tonight, I’ll go out to have some fun.”
“I’ll come then, Ma-kun is angry at me, we won’t have sex for one month.”
“WHAT???!!! That’s so hard!
“Yes, but I don’t have the choice, he was very angry I lied to him. But I can understand his anger and I’ll wait with patience, because I love him.”
“So cute!!! You’re very lucky to have someone who loves you so much.”
“You will find this person too, don’t worry.” Jun smiled, throwing a quick look toward Sho who was pretending to read his newspaper but Jun could see his clenched jaw and smirked. “But for the moment, you are free to play, fuck as much as
you want!”
“You’re right, I wouldn’t say no for a threesome, I would get hard just thinking about two men sucking me off.” Aiba chuckled.
“Masa, you’re so pervert!” Jun exclaimed, laughing loudly.
“Not more than you. Ah, I forgot my new clothes, do you have something to lend me, Jun-kun?”
“Yup, come on.” Jun grabbed his bag to open it and after looking inside, held out some clothes to Aiba who grinned gratefully.
“You’re my savior!” The animal lover took his own clothes off to get changed.
Sho’s eyes raised toward his friend, biting his lip unconsciously under the sight of the firm butt wrapped in a red tight
boxer. Weird thoughts came in his mind, making him blush under Jun’s discreet smirk.
“This boxer is wonderful on you, it gives you a shakable butt.” Jun grabbed Aiba’s ass playfully, making him laugh.”
“Baka, don’t touch or Toma will kill you.” Aiba chuckled.
“Aiba-san, your turn for the make-up!” An assistant called.
“Coming!” Aiba answered. “Well, thank you for the clothes, Jun.”
Jun smiled and turned toward Sho after the start of his band mate.
“What?” Sho raised an eyebrow.
“You really want to lose him just because of your pride?”
“Dunno what you’re talking about.” Sho snapped.
“Well, the way you were eating him with your eyes when he was changing was more than enough to show your will to have him. You have good taste, his butt is great and his junior too. Who would say no to a man as sexy as him?” Jun smirked.
“Me. I’m not…”
“Gay, yeah, that’s what you keep saying but you act like a gay.”
“Listen, I’m sorry for what I told you and for making you suffer ten years ago. But you don’t have the right to get your revenge through Aiba.”
“I would never be so cruel and believe me, I would rather see Masaki with someone else than you. You’re not a man he can count on, you don’t face your family, you prefer to be unhappy instead of telling them to fuck off. Masaki deserves someone who will be proud to have him, who will treasure him and will make him feel like the most handsome man of the world.”
“You judge so easily.”
“Because you think it was easy for me? Jeez, we are Japanese, you think my family was open to the idea??? You think being an idol and being bi is easy??? No, but for Toma, I was ready to face everything, including the end of Arashi. Because our couple is more important than a job and than what people might think. Japanese are obsessed by honor but what does it bring you? You only parade in front of people who will spit on you behind your back right after. Where is the happiness in that? Just living for appearances and next to fake friends. Honestly, I don’t understand you.” Jun sighed, shaking his head before leaving the room.
The day felt too long for Sho who had to deal with Aiba’s indifference and Jun’s annoying looks. All his friend’s words were turning and turning in his head but the caster couldn’t agree with them. He wasn’t gay at all. It was just a little attraction toward his sexy friend. But despite all his attempts to deny Jun’s words, Sho’s eyes couldn’t stop staring at Aiba’s body and everything got worse when they started their training for the new choreography of the next single. A sweating Aiba was just the hottest and sexiest view of the world. Seeing his butt shaking and his hips undulating made Sho junior react for the biggest nightmare of the caster who tried to imagine the most disgusting things of the world to calm it down.
“It was intense!” Jun sighed as they were heading to the showers.
“Yes, Takamura-san was horrible today!”
“I’m dead tired.” Nino stretched his back, washing his body under Ohno’s dark eyes. “Ojii-chan, don’t stare at me like that or I’ll get hard in a record.” Nino purred like a kitten.
“Pervert, you’re going to traumatize Sho-kun!” Ohno slapped his lover’s butt.
“Mouuuu….” Nino pouted under Aiba and Jun’s laughs.
“I’m not traumatized.” Sho muttered, blushing and trying not to stare at Aiba’s naked body.
“Well, that was funny but I want to make the dinner for Toma, so, bye bye.” Jun grinned.
“Oh, so romantic, lucky Toma, see you tomorrow.” Aiba smiled.
“Yes, goodnight, Jun-kun.” Sho nodded.
“Goodnight, and stop staring at my butt, Sho-chan, you’re going to drool.” Jun stuck out his tongue before leaving with a laugh under Sho’s red face and Aiba’s surprised eyes. The animal lover turned toward the shower to wash his body in silence.
“Masaki…” Sho started shyly.
“Excuse me but I don’t want to talk to you.” Aiba snapped.
“Please! I really want to apologize, I told you horrible things that I didn’t mean and… I’m so sorry, I don’t want to lose you, you’re a precious friend for me.” Sho implored.
“Are you apologizing because you feel guilty or because you don’t like being ignored?”
“No, I apologize because I mean it, I don’t want you to hate me, I miss you…”
Aiba sighed and turned around.
“Look at me when you apologize.”
“Why? It’s not necessary…”
“Sakurai, look at me.”
Biting his lip, Sho turned around, trying not to look down at Aiba’s cock. The younger smirked and approached him with dark eyes, making the caster move back with a panicked face.
“Why are you so uncomfortable? Am I that ugly?”
“I… No! But…”
“You what?” Aiba asked, making Sho shiver when his hot breath touched his ear.
“You’re not… Ugly…”
“Am I beautiful?”
“Yes… and…”
“And?” Aiba’s teeth bit the caster’s earlobe slightly.
“Sexy…” Sho shivered. “And…”
“Yes?” Aiba’s hand traveled on his friend’s naked and wet torso, the tip of his fingers caressing the soft skin.
“And hot…”
“I am.” Aiba’s lips approached Sho’s, his teeth biting it slightly.
“You are.” Sho moaned and grabbed his nape to crush their mouths in a passionate kiss, pressing their bodies together.
“Shit…” Aiba groaned, attacking the caster and undulating until their members got hard in a record. The animal lover’s hands traveled on Sho’s back before gripping his butt to stroke it and palp it.
“Masaki… I can’t…” Sho sighed between their lips, trying to push him away.
“You know you want it as much as me. You’re so hard… I want you so much…”
“You’re so… sexy… I can’t… Shit… I want you too…” Sho finally gasped when Aiba grabbed his cock to pump it, his fingers teasing the tip and sending the caster in another world full of pleasure and lust.
“Suck me.”
“Wh-at?” Sho’s eyes widened. Was he serious???
“Suck me Sakurai or I leave you here right now!” Aiba ordered with dark eyes, his look defying Sho to refuse and making him understand how much he would pay if he dared to push him away.
“I have never…”
“Good, you’re going to learn, it’s not too late.” Aiba push on Sho’s head to make him kneel down, staring at him with a look the caster had never seen before. So, it was what Jun meant when he talked about the dark and dominating Aiba? Where was the kind clumsy and shy animal lover of the cameras? The man above him was someone else. A sexy and hot naked man with a big hard on who was ordering him to suck him off without caring about his agreement. It was the hottest scene Sho had ever seen, hottest than the hottest porno of the world. “What are you waiting for? Suck me and suck me well.” Aiba made him blink, bringing him back to the reality. Gulping, Sho opened his mouth slowly, wondering how such a thing would fit in his mouth, it looked impossible! “Don’t worry, your mouth can swallow it.”
“Okay…” Gulping, Sho took him in his mouth, praying not to throw up.
“Aaaahhh…” Aiba moaned in happiness, gripping Sho’s hair to push on his head, his hips moving to make his hard cock slide farther in the hot cavern. Sho tried not to cough but for his biggest surprise, the act didn’t disgust him at all. Okay, the sensation was weird but it was so hot to hold Aiba’s dick in his mouth, having the power to send him to paradise when he wanted. “Right here! Yes! Fuck, you’re good! Are you sure you’ve never sucked a dick before???” Aiba growled, moving his hips faster to fuck Sho’s mouth.
“Ye-s…” Sho moaned, sucking harder the hot flesh.
“Shit… You’re perfect… I want you so much… I want to fuck you hard…” Sho shivered at the words, fear and desire wining his body. He was losing control, him, the freak of Arashi who almost needed to make a calendar to go to pee and he liked it. Being used like that and receiving orders almost made his cock explode in excitation. “I’m coming.” Aiba gasped. “Swallow.” Sho didn’t have the time to react before feeling a bitter fluid in his throat, making him cough, some cum rolling down his chin. Aiba moaned at the view and raised his friend to kiss him with passion, pumping Sho. “Dirty boy, you’ve climaxed just because I’ve come in your mouth.”
“I…” Sho blushed deeply, realizing he indeed came just by sucking Aiba and feeling his cum in his mouth.
“I have to punish you, dirty boy.” Before Sho could react, Aiba turned him around, making him face the wall of the showers.
“What are you doing?” Sho shivered.
“I’m going to send you to paradise and this time, you’re going to remember.” Aiba’s hands traveled toward Sho’s butt, the caster’s mouth opening wide with a gasp when a finger entered his hole. “Shhh, relax, you’re going to love it. You’re a hidden M, Sho, it’s so obvious. Your butt is just the 8th wonder of the world.” Aiba pumped him harder while preparing him carefully, not wanting to hurt his friend. “I’m going to take you, you can refuse, I won’t force you don’t worry.”
“I….”
“You want or you don’t?” Aiba’s tongue licked his neck, sending shivers right in his spine while his hand was caressing him in a wonderful way.
“I… want…”
“Hum? I haven’t heard.” Aiba smirked, hitting Sho’s prostate with his fingers and making Sho gasp.
“I want!!! I want you inside me! Fuck me, Masaki!!!”
“You’re so hot, babe.” Aiba pulled out his fingers to enter his band mate slowly after using some soap as lube. “Don’t worry, you’re going to feel very good in some seconds.” The younger whispered when Sho froze a bit. “Shit, you’re tight, I’m going to come so hard inside you.” Aiba sucked Sho’s neck, moving his hips slowly before going faster when Sho started to moan in pleasure. Linking their fingers against the wall, his hips moved harder and hit the caster’s sweet spot quickly.
“Ahhh!!!!” A loud scream left Sho’s throat, making him blush deeply. Since when was he able to moan like that during sex? The pleasure was so intense that he had to think about disgusting things not to come too quickly and to end ashamed.
“Found it.” Aiba smirked, panting heavily and taking him harder but slower to drive him crazy. His hips were moving deeply, pulling his cock in and out Sho’s ass slowly, his mouth devouring the caster’s neck.
“Fa-ster… please…”
“Hum?”
“Please… Masaki… Fuck me faster… I’m becoming crazy…”
“Your wish is my command, dirty boy.” Aiba smirked but deep inside, only wanted to go faster and to finally find his release. Wrapping his waist with one arm, Masaki started to move hard and fast, their wet and hot skins slapping, their loud moans of pleasure filling the room. “Sho… Sho… so perfect…”
“So good… I’m coming… Fill me hard!!!!”
“Gosh, you’re so hot, Sho…” A hard thrust made the caster come, a loud moan leaving his mouth when he felt a hot liquid filling his hole, Aiba’s head falling on his shoulder. Both were panting heavily, sweat and water rolling down their skins. “It was so… Whoa…” Aiba pulled out slowly.
Sho turned around with a red face, his brain finally coming back to reality.
“Sho… I…”
“I have to go…” Sho grabbed a towel but Aiba caught his wrist to pull him against him, looking at him right in the eyes. The dominating tone had disappearing, leaving only fear and anxiety in the younger’s eyes.
“Say something… Please…”
“What do you want to hear?”
“I don’t know. Did you like… Do you hate me…? Is it going to end our friendship…? Say something please…”
“You were so confident some minutes ago…” Sho chuckled, shaking his head. “Don’t think I’ll let you dominate me again, even if it was wonderful.” Sho kissed him softly. “See you tomorrow.”
The caster left under Aiba’s shocked eyes. Despite his confident orders, the younger thought the caster would tell him to fuck off or would hit him but for his biggest surprise, Sho had agreed to fuck and had even let him top. Aiba couldn’t understand the situation anymore, Sho kept repeating his wasn’t gay but had let him take his first time. What was happening??? Taking his clothes quickly, Aiba ran after his friend, catching him before he could climb in his car.
“Sho! Please!”
The caster turned around with a surprised face. “What? You forgot something?”
“You can’t act as if nothing happened! I have fucked you!”
“Well, I think my butt can clearly remember it.”
“I’m serious! I don’t understand! I thought you hated me and you can’t stand gays but you just gave me your…” Aiba panted.
“Yes, I have never been taken by a man. I’m not gay too but what just happened, happened, I can’t change it.”
“Sho… I… Come with me…”
“Sorry but my girlfriend is waiting for me.”
“Please… I understand I’ll never have you but give me one night. Only one night. You can even top… I just need you for one night to move on and let you go…”
Sho stared at his friend for some seconds before taking his phone.
“Suzuka? Yes, it’s me. I’m sorry my dear but I have too much work and won’t come home tonight. I know I promised to have dinner with you but…” Sho bit his lip before smiling. “Thank you for understanding, you’re the best. See you tomorrow, love you.” Sho hang up before looking at Aiba. “One night, Masaki. And after that, you will have to stop. I’m not gay and you have to accept it. I know I have been rude with you and Jun, I feel very bad for that but you two have to stop trying to change my sexuality.”
“Thank you…” Aiba whispered, trying to refrain the tears wanting to leave his eyes.
“I’ll give you everything tonight, and tomorrow, everything will be like before, okay?” Sho stroked Aiba’s cheek with a soft smile before kissing him slowly.
“Okay…”
Both climbed in Aiba’s Lamborghini, the animal lover driving fast, impatient to have this night even if he knew it was a very stupid idea. Like Jun before, he would have Sho for one night but the next day, his precious friend would stop everything between them.
Once in Aiba’s apartment, both jumped on each other’s lips, their hands taking their clothes off quickly before they fell on the younger’s bed, stroking their hard members in a wonderful way.
“Masaki…”
“Take me, Sho… If it’s the last time I can have you, I want it to be like that… I want to be yours… Make me yours,
please…” Aiba hugged him tightly, happy to be in the darkness so Sho wouldn’t see the tears on his cheeks.
“I want you to be mine, Masaki…”
The caster prepared him slowly, pumping his member to erase the pain while their mouths kissed with passion, their lips glued together. Aiba shivered and moaned loudly when Sho took him slowly for the second time of his life. He would have never allowed another man to do that but for Sho, Aiba was ready to accept everything. The caster -who, for a novice, was acting as if he had done that all his life- started to move deeply, each thrust making Aiba gasp and moan in pleasure, his legs circling Sho’s waist to make him go farther inside him. Taking Sho’s cheeks with both hands, Aiba brought their lips together, screaming anytime the caster was hitting his prostate dead on. His body was shaking in pleasure while Sho was obviously trying not to take him fast. It was as if the act would never end, Sho taking his time to bring him to paradise without allowing him to reach it as if the caster didn’t want it to stop.
“S-ho… I can’t… Too much… Please… Faster…”
“Ok-ay…” Sho didn’t complain at all, wanting to find his release as much as the younger and started to take him hard and fast, linking their fingers and devouring Aiba’s neck without feeling the tears on his friend’s cheeks.
“Sho!!” Aiba gasped, his voice disappearing in a silent scream, finally coming hard between their stomachs.
“Masa…” Sho groaned, moving faster before following his friend in his orgasm. Both were out of breath and sweating a lot as if they had run a marathon, Sho falling next to Aiba with a pant. “I’m dead tired… I have never fucked as long as tonight…”
“Me too…” Aiba panted.
“Really????”
“Well, you have fucked me for one hour, I have to admit it’s not bad at all.” Aiba chuckled.
“So long???” Sho gasped, his eyes widening in shock. Never in his life he had made love so much, with his girlfriends, it only lasted some minutes, not more.
“Well, it wouldn’t be long if we had had foreplays but fucking one hour without any foreplays is very good.” Aiba smirked.
“Well, I won’t get hard anymore for today, let’s sleep.”
Aiba’s eyes widened when Sho hugged him from behind, kissing his nape. “Goodnight, Masaki.”
“Goo-dnight, Sho-chan…” Aiba gulped, shivering at the contact of their skins. The animal lover cried silently, hating himself for doing such a mistake. Jun would kill him for being so stupid but being in Sho’s arms felt like paradise, as if all he had ever wanted was coming true. When Aiba heard his friend’s soft snore, the animal lover turned around and kissed Sho softly before nuzzling his face in his neck. “Goodnight Sho, I love you…”
****
Sho opened his eyes with a moan, feeling something hard pocking his leg. A silent gasp left his throat at the view in front of him. Aiba was sleeping peacefully, his arms and legs gripping him like some kind of octopus. A smile spread the caster’s lips, his hand moving away a lock of hair falling on Aiba’s eyes. He looked so beautiful, so relax, like an angel.
“Mmmm…” Aiba mumbled, pressing their members and making Sho moan. “Sho…” The younger said in his sleep.
“Baka…” The caster blushed and with a shaking hand, started to stroke his member, biting his lip not to moan and wake his friend up. “Shit…” Sho sighed in pleasure, his hand moving faster before freezing when a pair of eyes opened and widened in shock. “I…”
“What a naughty boy, jerking while I sleep.” Aiba smirked.
“I’m not! I…” Sho blushed, wanting to disappear in a hole.
“I have to punish you, dirty boy.”
Sho gulped at the sight. Aiba’s eyes were dark, lust shining inside, the meaning “Dark Aiba” was back and was going to make his butt pay.
Aiba rolled him on his front like some kind of crepe, his member pressing against the caster’s hole without entering it.
“What should I do, dirty boy?” Aiba bit Sho’s earlobe, making him moan loudly, his already hard member stroking the caster’s hot entrance and driving him crazy in a record.
“Take me…”
“Are you sure?”
“Ye-s…” Sho screamed in both pain and pleasure when Aiba gripped his hips to take him without any preparation.
“You deserve it, naughty boy.” Aiba smirked and gasped. “Shit… Still so tight…”
Air left Sho’s lungs when Aiba started to take him hard and fast, hitting his prostate at each thrust while his hand was holding his tip to prevent him to come. They looked like two beasts, moaning and saying dirty things, sweat covering their bodies. Sho was going crazy, his body was in fire, pleasure hitting him everywhere, his brain almost disconnecting from reality. Sex with Aiba was already hot and wonderful, but feeling him so dominating, so possessive with his hands gripping his hips and his powerful thrusts was driving him crazy.
The caster gasped, feeling a hot liquid invading his butt. It was enough to make him come when Aiba released his cock, sending him to paradise.
“Shit…” Aiba panted, collapsing next to him.
“Ye-s…”
“God, sex with you is just…”
“I feel the same…”
“Sorry, I fucked you when you said you only gave me one night…” Aiba whispered, biting his lip to refrain a sob.
“I’m not angry.” Sho stroked his cheek before kissing him again. “We have the recording in two hours, I think we can say the night will end when we will leave.”
“Thank you.” Aiba smiled softly, kissing the caster before both started another round.
They did it several times before deciding to get ready for work. Both stayed silent in Aiba’s car, a heavy atmosphere filling the air. Aiba’s heart was clenching painfully, tears wanting to leave his eyes but the animal lover had sworn to himself he wouldn’t cry not to embarrass his friend. Sho had already given him more than he could ask and he didn’t have the right to become a burden.
“Ohayou!” Aiba said cheerfully to his band mates when they entered the green room.
“You are in a good mood today, Aibaka. Did you fuck a lot yesterday night?” Nino smirked.
“No but today is a good day.” Aiba smiled, not missing Jun shaking his head and Ohno looking at him without a word.
“Let’s start, then.”
They all left the room but Jun caught Aiba’s arm.
“Jun-kun?”
“Why? Why are you imposing this suffering to yourself?”
“What do you mean?”
“You can’t lie to me.” Jun hugged him. “You’ve spent the night with him, ne?”
“How do you know?” Aiba’s eyes widened.
“Well, it’s so obvious for me and I’m sure Riida has also seen it. First, Sho’s car was still in the parking this morning and he didn’t come with his manager but you arrived with him. Then, your neck is full of hickeys and Sho was walking weirdly.”
“You’re too attentive…”
“For the fucking sake, Masaki!!! What are you doing??!!! And you fucked him, are you crazy???!!!”
“I know I’m stupid but… Jun, you went through the same, you should understand…”
“I’m not judging you, I’m just mad because you are breaking your own heart!”
“But it was worth it… Jun, it was so wonderful… He… We did it so many times, he let me take him… I… I have never had such orgasms before… He held me in his arms the whole night, I felt in paradise…” Tears started to roll down Aiba’s cheeks.
“And now?”
“He only gave me one night… I have promised to let him go in exchange.”
“Masaki…” Jun hugged him tighter. “If I could, I would take all the pain in your heart… I’m so sorry…”
“It’s okay. I knew it would be painful… But it was worth it. I had him for one night, it’s better than nothing… Now, I can move on…”
“Come in my apartment, I don’t want you to be alone… Toma would agree…”
“No, it’s okay, I’m fine.” Aiba wiped his tears with a smile. “I’m ready to let him go, now.”
To be continued…
A/N: Well, I’m deeply sorry for the delay but when I was in Bahamas, my mother got sick and we had to go to hospital because it was a pneumonia and she couldn’t breathe by herself >< So, I worked as a translator between my mother with the doctors and insurance and I had to take care of my 3 years old sister, you can guess it was impossible for me to write ><
Now, everything is back to normal, my mother is fine and I have managed to write despite all the work I have with my studies (I love what I do but it’s so intense ><). This fic is over but I had 14.380 words for the chapter and I decided to cut it in two parts (Surprise, Medium-chan :P).
I hope some readers are still following this fic and I promise to post my new Ohmiya asap J See you soon and comments are still deeply <3