Tears of blood (chapter 11)
Title: Tears of blood
Author: MatsuAurore
Pairings: Juntoshi, Sakuraiba, Jun/Gackt, Gackt/Hyde
Genre: Au, romance, drama, angst, vampire
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: Arashi owns each other's bodies
Summary: When his boyfriend breaks with him with just a message, all the world around him collapses for Ohno. He loses his reason to live and just wishes one thing: dying. But Ohno meets Jun, a mysterious and beautiful man. Ohno falls in love with him at first sight but he doesn't know Jun hides a terrible secret that could kill him...
Chapter 11: Revelations
Jun woke up with a hiss, his back aching like hell. A smile spread his lips when he saw his brother stroking his hair with a tenderly smile.
"Sorry, I woke you up." Gackt whispered.
"Hmmm." Jun only hummed and buried his face against the older's chest.
"I love you more than anything, Jun, you know that?"
"Yes. I love Ani too." The younger nodded, kissing the skin under his lips.
"Will you let me mark you?"
"Eh?"
"To be completly mine, I have to mark you but as you have Ohno's tattoo, you have to let me erase it."
At the name "Ohno", something rang in Jun's head. Ohno. Satoshi. His boyfriend. His lover. His Half. The person he couldn't live without.
"Toshi..." Jun whispered.
"No, Jun. Don't remember him. You are mine, forget this little shit." Gackt snapped.
"Ha-i." Jun stammered, scared but decided not to let his brother trap him again. Satoshi was his and he was Satoshi's. His beloved Half.
"Perfect. Prepare yourself, I'll present you as my mate and will claim you." Gackt grabbed Jun's nape and pulled him in a deep and rough kiss. "You're mine." He added before leaving.
Jun frowned and taking his clothes, disappeared of the bedroom.
The vampire smiled softly when he saw his baby boyfriend sleeping deeply in his bed, a pillow in his arms. Jun kissed his cheek, slipping under the sheets to hug him possessivly.
"Jun?" Ohno yawned but soon blinked.
"I'm here." Jun grinned.
"Jun!!!" Ohno jumped on top of his lover, hugging him tightly.
"I missed you, Toshi."
"Me too." Ohno cried in his neck. The vampire hugged him tightly, happy to find this so familiar scent again. Jun started to kiss the soft skin, his hands traveling on every part of Ohno's body who moaned in pleasure. Smirking, the younger took their clothes off before kissing the tip of Ohno's hard member, stealing him a gasp. A warm tongue came to play, licking the whole length, biting slightly the dick, making the human scream and beg with despair.
"Jun..." Ohno stammered, tears of pleasure and pain for the slow torture rolling down his cheeks. The human cupped Jun's face, his thumb brushing the beautiful moles of his lover's mouth. Matsu kissed the long and thin fingers, closing his eyes with happiness as Ohno's caresses were continuing, bringing shivers in his spine.
"Beg me." Jun smirked.
"Take me!" Ohno implored.
"Naughty horny boy." Jun chuckled, catching the full pouty lips hungrily, his member brushing Ohno's hole playfully.
"Jun!" Ohno groaned, trying to push on Jun's back with his legs but the vampire didn't even make a move.
"Yes?" Jun whispered huskily, his hot breath tickling Ohno's ear.
"Make love to me..." Ohno whined.
"Your wish is my command, cutie." Jun smiled, pushing inside of the older who closed his eyes tightly, trying to relax.
"You can mo-ve." Ohno gasped. Jun licked the little tears on the corner of his lover's eyes before moving slowly and then, roughly, hitting the human's sweet spot dead on.
"Sato-shi..." Jun moaned, lifting one of Ohno's leg on his shoulder to trust deeper and harder.
"Go-sh... Yes, right here! Don't stop!" Ohno screamed, moving his hips to meet Jun's trusts. Jun smiled and smacked their mouths, moans dying in their throats.
"You're so beautiful, so per-fect, Satoshi..."
"Bite me." Ohno implored.
"N-o."
"Bite me Jun!!" The older yelled, making Jun blink in front of Ohno's tone, his beloved wasn't the dominating type of man but Jun agreed happily. The vampire nodded and licking the white skin softly, sank his teeth in Ohno's vein. The short man gasped in pain but soon, literally screamed in pleasure, yelling pervert things and begging again and again. Jun smacked his bleeding mouth against his lover's, thrusting in a crazy rhythm as if there was no tomorrow. His mouth traveled again on Ohno's neck before biting another vein hungrily and drinking the amazing blood with happiness, his heart almost exploding in joy.
"Come for me, Satoshi!" Jun whispered. The older stroked the vampire's white cheek tenderly before bringing their lips in a deep kiss, his back arching as he was releasing in Jun's hand with a loud scream. After some thrusts, Jun came inside of his lover and collapsed next to him, panting heavily.
"Woah..." Ohno chuckled.
"Best orgasm of my whole life." Jun smirked.
"I take it as a compliment." Ohno pouted.
"It is. Nobody has ever made me feel like that." Jun whispered.
"I love you." Ohno smiled, putting his cheek on Jun's naked chest.
"Love you too." Jun grinned, closing his arms around the thin body. They stayed like that, as if the world or the time had stopped just for them.
"I wish I could stay like that forever, in your arms." Ohno whispered shyly, blushing cutely.
"Me too. Keeping you against me, preventing everybody to hurt or touch you." The vampire sighed.
"If you don't hurt me, I don't care of being hurt by the other."
"Don't say that. You still have your friends. Nino and Aiba, you would hate it if they hurt you."
"I think so. But it would kill me deep inside if it was you." Ohno raised his face to look at the beautiful purple eyes seriously.
"I swear I will never hurt you, Satoshi. Never."
"Is it a promise?" Ohno asked softly.
"No, it's a pledge." Jun whispered.
"Thank you." Ohno buried his face in his lover's neck, sighing happily.
"Toshi?"
"Hun?"
"I'm sorry." Jun smiled sadly.
"What for?"
"For changing you and spoiling your life."
"You didn't. I... Jun, I have something to tell you."
"Hun?"
"I..."
"Jun!!!" The two lovers jumped, seeing Sho storming in the bedroom.
"Sho!" Jun stood up, still naked and jumped in Sho's arms, licking the big vein of his neck.
"Jun, don't bite..." But Jun's fangs sank into the soft skin. The young vampire screamed in pain and collapsed on the ground.
"Jun!" Ohno screamed.
"He is all right. I wasn't fast enough to tell him he couldn't bite me anymore." Sho stroked Jun's cheek, making the younger moan.
"Sho?"
"Junny, you can't drink my blood anymore, dear."
"Why?"
"It's a long story. Jun... I'm sorry, I never told you the truth but it was to protect you... I... Please, forgive me." Sho implored.
"Hun?"
"Take some clothes and let me tell you your story." Sho sat down next to his friend.
****
"Gackt-sama, Jun-sama has disappeared!" Jin stormed in the office with panicked eyes.
"What?!"
"He escaped... We can't find him in the castle."
"What the fuck?! I'm really leading fucking stupid vampires!!! Find him if you want to keep your balls safe!!!" Gackt yelled.
"Hai, Gackt-sama." Jin bowed and disappeared.
"It's this Ohno's fault! I'm going to kill him, this little shit!" Gackt shouted, breaking the big mirror with his fist.
****
"Wh-at?" Jun stammered in disbelief.
"I... I'm so sorry Jun, I... I couldn't tell you the truth, I had to protect you..." Sho lowered his eyes.
"How did you dare?!" Jun yelled.
"Junny..." Ohno protested.
"Shut up! How did you dare lying to me?! You, Sho. My brother, the person I was trusting more than anyone else! How did you dare?!" Jun shouted.
"I'm so sorry, Jun."
"My parents?"
"I... I don't know. I just found you in the forest and raised you, I didn't know who you were, it's Yamapi who told me the truth some years later but I didn't know Gackt was your brother, Pi told me everything two days ago." Sho explained softly.
"I..." Jun turned on his heel and left the apartment, slamming the door behind him.
"Jun!"
"He needs time." Ohno patted Sho's shoulder who nodded sadly. "I'm going after him."
The short man found his lover on the roof, his head in his knees.
"Junny?"
"Leave me alone!" Jun snapped.
"You really are as stubborn as Sho! You piss me off with your selfish attitude!!!" Ohno suddenly shouted, making Jun blink in surprise.
"Satoshi..."
"I just want to help you, Jun! You are my Half, we belong to each other and I want to support you but you always reject me!" Ohno snapped, tears filling his eyes.
"I'm sorry babe..." Jun grabbed Ohno's arm to hug him tightly.
"Stop rejecting me anytime you feel bad." Ohno sobbed.
"I'm sorry." Jun repeated, cupping the chubby cheeks to catch his favorite pouty lips with despair.
"I have something to tell you Jun."
"Eh?"
"Hyde came yesterday and showed me the truth about me."
"What?!"
"I... Sit down." Jun sat down on the ground, Ohno in front of him, linking their fingers.
"So?"
"I'm not human, Jun..." Ohno whispered, making Jun blank.
****
Sho collapsed on his sofa with a sigh. Why does all this shit was happening?! Why couldn't they live in peace and harmony with their lovers and families. A loud scream made the vampire jump and Sho ran in Aiba's bedroom.
"Masaki!!!" Sho screamed in fear when his saw his lover on the ground.
"Don't come, Sho." His lover snapped with a weird voice.
"Babe!"
"It's dangerous, don't approach me." Aiba yelled. The tall man screamed in pain again, grabbing his head with despair.
"What's happening?!" Sho shouted.
"I... It's time for me..." Aiba hissed in pain.
"What?!" Sho ran toward his lover but when he touched his shoulder, collapsed on the ground.
****
"Did you find him?" Gackt asked Jin.
"Not yet, Gackt-sama."
"Hurry up, you have five hours not more."
"Hai." Jin bowed and left.
Gackt sighed, passing his hand through his black hair. Why does everything was always so complicated? Why couldn't he lead Redemption peacefully with his little brother next to him?
You don't love me, you just love the idea of being the most stronger of Redemption! Jun's words were turning and turning in his mind.
"I really love you, idiot!" Gackt yelled, hitting the wall next to him.
"But he betrayed you." A voice said.
"Shut up, Hyde!" Gackt snapped.
"I'm just telling the truth. I'm trying to make you realize he doesn't love you."
"He loves me. We are meant to be together."
"It was before these guys killed him. Gackt, you allowed him to live without you and... he built his own life." Hyde said softly.
"But we are bonded, he can't ignore me!"
"But he loves Ohno."
"Shut up! You know nothing about my Jun! You know nothing about our link!" Gackt shouted.
"I can make you forget him, Gackt. I can give you what he can't give you."
"What do you mean?" Gackt frowned.
"I... I love you." Hyde grabbed Gackt's nape to bring their lips in a deep kiss.
"Are you crazy?!" Gackt yelled, punching Hyde's face.
"Gackt-sama..."
"Shut up! You're disgusting! Get out!" Gackt yelled.
"I... I really love you since the day I joined you." Hyde whispered sadly before disappearing.
Gackt kicked the desk in front of him angrily.
****
"I'm not human, Jun." Ohno said softly.
"What?!"
"I..." But a noise cut Ohno off, making the lovers raise their heads.
"Sho!!! What happened?!" Jun screamed when he saw Sho collapsing on the ground, his body covered with blood.
"Mas-aki..." Sho stammered.
"Eh?"
"Ma-saki... He...is in danger..." Sho coughed before everything became dark.
Your blood was my redemption...
To be continued...
A/N: I wasn’t sure if I would be able to post it tomorrow, so, I prefer to post it now xD
Please, don't kill me T.T xD I know the chapter and this cut are maybe the worst of this fic (I guess xD) I know I'm bringing again lots of questions and none answers but...but...but... Okay, I have none excuses xD I'm the worst writer of LJ xD Well, what can I say not to give you the will to kill me? Ano... Some answers in the next chapter? I'm always saying that but as it will be soon the end of this fic, it's true xD So, in the next chapter, you will have answers about Ohno and Masaki's real natures or maybe not xDDD *run away quickly* Before you kill me, just, thank you for following this annoying story and for commenting <3 *Now, I can really run away xD*
Author: MatsuAurore
Pairings: Juntoshi, Sakuraiba, Jun/Gackt, Gackt/Hyde
Genre: Au, romance, drama, angst, vampire
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: Arashi owns each other's bodies
Summary: When his boyfriend breaks with him with just a message, all the world around him collapses for Ohno. He loses his reason to live and just wishes one thing: dying. But Ohno meets Jun, a mysterious and beautiful man. Ohno falls in love with him at first sight but he doesn't know Jun hides a terrible secret that could kill him...
Chapter 11: Revelations
Jun woke up with a hiss, his back aching like hell. A smile spread his lips when he saw his brother stroking his hair with a tenderly smile.
"Sorry, I woke you up." Gackt whispered.
"Hmmm." Jun only hummed and buried his face against the older's chest.
"I love you more than anything, Jun, you know that?"
"Yes. I love Ani too." The younger nodded, kissing the skin under his lips.
"Will you let me mark you?"
"Eh?"
"To be completly mine, I have to mark you but as you have Ohno's tattoo, you have to let me erase it."
At the name "Ohno", something rang in Jun's head. Ohno. Satoshi. His boyfriend. His lover. His Half. The person he couldn't live without.
"Toshi..." Jun whispered.
"No, Jun. Don't remember him. You are mine, forget this little shit." Gackt snapped.
"Ha-i." Jun stammered, scared but decided not to let his brother trap him again. Satoshi was his and he was Satoshi's. His beloved Half.
"Perfect. Prepare yourself, I'll present you as my mate and will claim you." Gackt grabbed Jun's nape and pulled him in a deep and rough kiss. "You're mine." He added before leaving.
Jun frowned and taking his clothes, disappeared of the bedroom.
The vampire smiled softly when he saw his baby boyfriend sleeping deeply in his bed, a pillow in his arms. Jun kissed his cheek, slipping under the sheets to hug him possessivly.
"Jun?" Ohno yawned but soon blinked.
"I'm here." Jun grinned.
"Jun!!!" Ohno jumped on top of his lover, hugging him tightly.
"I missed you, Toshi."
"Me too." Ohno cried in his neck. The vampire hugged him tightly, happy to find this so familiar scent again. Jun started to kiss the soft skin, his hands traveling on every part of Ohno's body who moaned in pleasure. Smirking, the younger took their clothes off before kissing the tip of Ohno's hard member, stealing him a gasp. A warm tongue came to play, licking the whole length, biting slightly the dick, making the human scream and beg with despair.
"Jun..." Ohno stammered, tears of pleasure and pain for the slow torture rolling down his cheeks. The human cupped Jun's face, his thumb brushing the beautiful moles of his lover's mouth. Matsu kissed the long and thin fingers, closing his eyes with happiness as Ohno's caresses were continuing, bringing shivers in his spine.
"Beg me." Jun smirked.
"Take me!" Ohno implored.
"Naughty horny boy." Jun chuckled, catching the full pouty lips hungrily, his member brushing Ohno's hole playfully.
"Jun!" Ohno groaned, trying to push on Jun's back with his legs but the vampire didn't even make a move.
"Yes?" Jun whispered huskily, his hot breath tickling Ohno's ear.
"Make love to me..." Ohno whined.
"Your wish is my command, cutie." Jun smiled, pushing inside of the older who closed his eyes tightly, trying to relax.
"You can mo-ve." Ohno gasped. Jun licked the little tears on the corner of his lover's eyes before moving slowly and then, roughly, hitting the human's sweet spot dead on.
"Sato-shi..." Jun moaned, lifting one of Ohno's leg on his shoulder to trust deeper and harder.
"Go-sh... Yes, right here! Don't stop!" Ohno screamed, moving his hips to meet Jun's trusts. Jun smiled and smacked their mouths, moans dying in their throats.
"You're so beautiful, so per-fect, Satoshi..."
"Bite me." Ohno implored.
"N-o."
"Bite me Jun!!" The older yelled, making Jun blink in front of Ohno's tone, his beloved wasn't the dominating type of man but Jun agreed happily. The vampire nodded and licking the white skin softly, sank his teeth in Ohno's vein. The short man gasped in pain but soon, literally screamed in pleasure, yelling pervert things and begging again and again. Jun smacked his bleeding mouth against his lover's, thrusting in a crazy rhythm as if there was no tomorrow. His mouth traveled again on Ohno's neck before biting another vein hungrily and drinking the amazing blood with happiness, his heart almost exploding in joy.
"Come for me, Satoshi!" Jun whispered. The older stroked the vampire's white cheek tenderly before bringing their lips in a deep kiss, his back arching as he was releasing in Jun's hand with a loud scream. After some thrusts, Jun came inside of his lover and collapsed next to him, panting heavily.
"Woah..." Ohno chuckled.
"Best orgasm of my whole life." Jun smirked.
"I take it as a compliment." Ohno pouted.
"It is. Nobody has ever made me feel like that." Jun whispered.
"I love you." Ohno smiled, putting his cheek on Jun's naked chest.
"Love you too." Jun grinned, closing his arms around the thin body. They stayed like that, as if the world or the time had stopped just for them.
"I wish I could stay like that forever, in your arms." Ohno whispered shyly, blushing cutely.
"Me too. Keeping you against me, preventing everybody to hurt or touch you." The vampire sighed.
"If you don't hurt me, I don't care of being hurt by the other."
"Don't say that. You still have your friends. Nino and Aiba, you would hate it if they hurt you."
"I think so. But it would kill me deep inside if it was you." Ohno raised his face to look at the beautiful purple eyes seriously.
"I swear I will never hurt you, Satoshi. Never."
"Is it a promise?" Ohno asked softly.
"No, it's a pledge." Jun whispered.
"Thank you." Ohno buried his face in his lover's neck, sighing happily.
"Toshi?"
"Hun?"
"I'm sorry." Jun smiled sadly.
"What for?"
"For changing you and spoiling your life."
"You didn't. I... Jun, I have something to tell you."
"Hun?"
"I..."
"Jun!!!" The two lovers jumped, seeing Sho storming in the bedroom.
"Sho!" Jun stood up, still naked and jumped in Sho's arms, licking the big vein of his neck.
"Jun, don't bite..." But Jun's fangs sank into the soft skin. The young vampire screamed in pain and collapsed on the ground.
"Jun!" Ohno screamed.
"He is all right. I wasn't fast enough to tell him he couldn't bite me anymore." Sho stroked Jun's cheek, making the younger moan.
"Sho?"
"Junny, you can't drink my blood anymore, dear."
"Why?"
"It's a long story. Jun... I'm sorry, I never told you the truth but it was to protect you... I... Please, forgive me." Sho implored.
"Hun?"
"Take some clothes and let me tell you your story." Sho sat down next to his friend.
****
"Gackt-sama, Jun-sama has disappeared!" Jin stormed in the office with panicked eyes.
"What?!"
"He escaped... We can't find him in the castle."
"What the fuck?! I'm really leading fucking stupid vampires!!! Find him if you want to keep your balls safe!!!" Gackt yelled.
"Hai, Gackt-sama." Jin bowed and disappeared.
"It's this Ohno's fault! I'm going to kill him, this little shit!" Gackt shouted, breaking the big mirror with his fist.
****
"Wh-at?" Jun stammered in disbelief.
"I... I'm so sorry Jun, I... I couldn't tell you the truth, I had to protect you..." Sho lowered his eyes.
"How did you dare?!" Jun yelled.
"Junny..." Ohno protested.
"Shut up! How did you dare lying to me?! You, Sho. My brother, the person I was trusting more than anyone else! How did you dare?!" Jun shouted.
"I'm so sorry, Jun."
"My parents?"
"I... I don't know. I just found you in the forest and raised you, I didn't know who you were, it's Yamapi who told me the truth some years later but I didn't know Gackt was your brother, Pi told me everything two days ago." Sho explained softly.
"I..." Jun turned on his heel and left the apartment, slamming the door behind him.
"Jun!"
"He needs time." Ohno patted Sho's shoulder who nodded sadly. "I'm going after him."
The short man found his lover on the roof, his head in his knees.
"Junny?"
"Leave me alone!" Jun snapped.
"You really are as stubborn as Sho! You piss me off with your selfish attitude!!!" Ohno suddenly shouted, making Jun blink in surprise.
"Satoshi..."
"I just want to help you, Jun! You are my Half, we belong to each other and I want to support you but you always reject me!" Ohno snapped, tears filling his eyes.
"I'm sorry babe..." Jun grabbed Ohno's arm to hug him tightly.
"Stop rejecting me anytime you feel bad." Ohno sobbed.
"I'm sorry." Jun repeated, cupping the chubby cheeks to catch his favorite pouty lips with despair.
"I have something to tell you Jun."
"Eh?"
"Hyde came yesterday and showed me the truth about me."
"What?!"
"I... Sit down." Jun sat down on the ground, Ohno in front of him, linking their fingers.
"So?"
"I'm not human, Jun..." Ohno whispered, making Jun blank.
****
Sho collapsed on his sofa with a sigh. Why does all this shit was happening?! Why couldn't they live in peace and harmony with their lovers and families. A loud scream made the vampire jump and Sho ran in Aiba's bedroom.
"Masaki!!!" Sho screamed in fear when his saw his lover on the ground.
"Don't come, Sho." His lover snapped with a weird voice.
"Babe!"
"It's dangerous, don't approach me." Aiba yelled. The tall man screamed in pain again, grabbing his head with despair.
"What's happening?!" Sho shouted.
"I... It's time for me..." Aiba hissed in pain.
"What?!" Sho ran toward his lover but when he touched his shoulder, collapsed on the ground.
****
"Did you find him?" Gackt asked Jin.
"Not yet, Gackt-sama."
"Hurry up, you have five hours not more."
"Hai." Jin bowed and left.
Gackt sighed, passing his hand through his black hair. Why does everything was always so complicated? Why couldn't he lead Redemption peacefully with his little brother next to him?
You don't love me, you just love the idea of being the most stronger of Redemption! Jun's words were turning and turning in his mind.
"I really love you, idiot!" Gackt yelled, hitting the wall next to him.
"But he betrayed you." A voice said.
"Shut up, Hyde!" Gackt snapped.
"I'm just telling the truth. I'm trying to make you realize he doesn't love you."
"He loves me. We are meant to be together."
"It was before these guys killed him. Gackt, you allowed him to live without you and... he built his own life." Hyde said softly.
"But we are bonded, he can't ignore me!"
"But he loves Ohno."
"Shut up! You know nothing about my Jun! You know nothing about our link!" Gackt shouted.
"I can make you forget him, Gackt. I can give you what he can't give you."
"What do you mean?" Gackt frowned.
"I... I love you." Hyde grabbed Gackt's nape to bring their lips in a deep kiss.
"Are you crazy?!" Gackt yelled, punching Hyde's face.
"Gackt-sama..."
"Shut up! You're disgusting! Get out!" Gackt yelled.
"I... I really love you since the day I joined you." Hyde whispered sadly before disappearing.
Gackt kicked the desk in front of him angrily.
****
"I'm not human, Jun." Ohno said softly.
"What?!"
"I..." But a noise cut Ohno off, making the lovers raise their heads.
"Sho!!! What happened?!" Jun screamed when he saw Sho collapsing on the ground, his body covered with blood.
"Mas-aki..." Sho stammered.
"Eh?"
"Ma-saki... He...is in danger..." Sho coughed before everything became dark.
Your blood was my redemption...
To be continued...
A/N: I wasn’t sure if I would be able to post it tomorrow, so, I prefer to post it now xD
Please, don't kill me T.T xD I know the chapter and this cut are maybe the worst of this fic (I guess xD) I know I'm bringing again lots of questions and none answers but...but...but... Okay, I have none excuses xD I'm the worst writer of LJ xD Well, what can I say not to give you the will to kill me? Ano... Some answers in the next chapter? I'm always saying that but as it will be soon the end of this fic, it's true xD So, in the next chapter, you will have answers about Ohno and Masaki's real natures or maybe not xDDD *run away quickly* Before you kill me, just, thank you for following this annoying story and for commenting <3 *Now, I can really run away xD*