When will you notice me? (1/3)
Title: When will you notice me?
Author: MatsuAurore
Pairing: Sakumoto, Ohmiya (slight)
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Drama, romance, angst, fluff
Disclaimer: I own the Sakumoto! In my heart xD
Summary: The first time I met him, I immediately fell in love with him. The first time I saw him, I understood he would become the most important part of my life. But what I didn't expect was his strong and free personality. When will you stop this game and will notice my deep feelings for you?
Part 1:
Jun's pov:
I rolled my eyes with despair. Why does everything always ended like that? Why does my sister had to send them my case? Now, I had to meet this weird director to start in this homo's agency. Because for me, this agency was just hiring homosexuals. They all had long hair, make-up, flashy clothes and were talking like silly divas. I hadn't any hate against homosexuals but I didn't want to work with them and that everybody thinks I was gay. Luckily, I knew Kazu and Masaki were going to work here too, so, I felt better knowing I wouldn't be the only one straight guy in Johnny's entertainement. I heard that we would start like juniors, the last place in the hierarchie of the Jimushou. I was hoping I wouldn't have to bring coffee the whole day like some silly assistant. I was only 13 years old...
"Come in." The secretary said suddenly, cutting my thoughts off. I bowed slightly and entered the scaring office. Behind a beautiful and old desk, was sitting an old man. He looked 100 years old but I guessed it couldn't be possible.
"Ah, Matsumoto, sit down please." I bowed once again and sat in front of him. "I read your case and to be honest, I asked you to come today to give you your contract."
"Eh?!" I gasped.
"Yes. No need any audition, you're perfect, I want you like junior and if you impress me, later, you'll pass major in a group." Johnny smiled.
"I... I..." I looked at him stupidly with mouth wide opens. "Why?"
"Because I like your face. You're special, I can feel it, you'll become someone very interesting."
I nodded. If he said so...
"Well, you can leave, your first lesson will be in an hour, be ready." I stood up, understanding it was the end of the meeting. I found the changing room easily and changed my clothes. I entered the big room for our practice, thinking I was the first but I froze when I saw someone else.
"Hello." The boy bowed.
At this moment, my heart stopped...
He seemed older than me but I couldn't guess his age. He had slight long black hair, two visible teeth and big cheeks making him look like a chipmunk. But he was cute, very cute. A special aura was shining around him and without even knowing him, I knew I would have a deep respect for him.
"Hi... I'm... Matsumoto Jun." I stammered, blushing like an idiot. Why does his guy was making me blush like a school girl?
"Sakurai Sho." The boy finally smiled. I took his hand, praying for him not to notice I was trembling.
"So... Kitagawa-san hired you too?" I asked stupidly. Sakurai raised his eyebrows, looking at me as if I was the most stupid boy of the world. Sometimes, I wanted to cut my own tongue!
"Yes, it's why we are here." Sakurai chuckled. I just wanted to disappear in a hole.
"Of-of course." I blushed deeply.
After a while, the other arrived and we started the training. It was exhausting yet, so funny and amusing. I didn't know I loved to dance so much. Sakurai was very cool even though he wasn't supple at all. At the end of the lesson, I stayed a bit, talking with my "classmates" and especially with Sakurai or mostly listening his conversation with another junior while I was staring at the ground as if it was the most interesting thing of the world.
I met Kazu and Masaki the next day and learned with happiness we would be in the same group, MAIN. I felt relieved to know I would be with my two best friends.
Time passed quickly and I improved my dance very well even if I wasn't as talented as Ohno was. Ohno Satoshi, 16 years old. Despite his sleepy look, this boy was just incredible. He could dance and sing like anyone else and I had a deep admiration for his gift.
Even though I loved what I did, I felt as if I would never pass major. We didn't have many success and I thought maybe I would stay a junior for the rest of my life. I had more success with girls despite my shy character but never fell in love. I always had Sakurai's face in my mind when I was kissing one of my girlfriends. We were close with Sho but I didn't understand why I always thought about him like that.
But one day, everything changed...
The 15th September 1999, Johnny announced us we were passing major and will form a group with Kazu, Masa, Ohchan and Sakurai. Arashi... I was so exciting to be in the same group than Sho. But I still didn't know how to talk to him without blushing deeply or stammering like an idiot. He had a weird effect on me that I didn't understand.
"Ahhh I'm so tired!" Nino collapsed on his bed, stretching his body happily.
"Me too." Ohno smiled sleepily.
"You're always tired baby." Nino opened his legs to allow Ohno to sit down against him.
"Mouu." Ohno pouted.
"You're so cute when you pout." Nino chuckled, stroking Ohno's cheek before bringing their lips together.
"Nino, you're not alone!" Sho protested.
"I can't help it if this cute chubby man is tantalizing me since this morning. Ne, babe?" Nino smirked, catching Ohno's lips with tenderness. They were cute together and it didn't bother me to see their little making out in front of us. My look crossed Sakurai's who was staring at me strangely. I blushed, lowering my eyes.
"Be careful at least." Sho sighed. He really acted like a mother with us.
"Yes mama Sho!" Nino smirked.
"You should sleep Jun-kun, we have a tough day tomorrow, don't be too tired." Was I dreaming or Sho was trying to make me leave?
"Hey, he isn't 10 years old but 17, he can do what he wants." Nino snapped.
"It's okay Kazu. I understand, I don't want to bother you. Good night." I left the bedroom without looking at them. I heard Nino yelling at Sho but ignored it. Why does Sakurai seemed to hate me? I hadn't done anything to him yet! I fell asleep quickly, too exhausted to even read a manga.
"Jun-kun?" Sho asked me the next day.
"Yes?"
"Sorry for yesterday, I just wanted you not to be tired because you looked exhausted."
"Thank you Sakurai-san." I bowed and left quickly, my cheeks burning. He really cared for me! Happiness invaded my heart. We repeated our choregraphy together, laughing but working seriously. Sho was so cool! I was admiring how he could deal with Arashi and his studies at Keio university.
"Jun-kun, do you want to drink tonight?"
"Eh?"
"Not alcohol of course but it would be good to spend some time together."
"H-ai." I blushed.
"Perfect! Come to my bedroom in two hours." Sho smiled before leaving.
Fucking God! I had a date with Sakurai Sho! I couldn't believe in it! Well, it wasn't really a date but I was going to spend time with him in his bedroom! I was the luckiest guy of the world!
I spent more than an hour in my bathroom, styling my hair, putting my new perfume and my best clothes. I was so nervous!!!
"Come in!" I heard Sho screaming when I knocked.
"Sorry for disturbing." I exclaimed but froze, my smile disappearing when I saw my other band mates on the ground.
"Wouahhhh, Jun is so beautiful tonight, do you have a date with a girl?!" Nino smirked, making my friends laugh, even Sho.
"Shut up Kazu!" I blushed deeply, understanding the meaning of "together" from Sho. I felt ridiculous. "I have to go!" I mumbled, tears of shame filling my eyes. But a hand grabbed my arm.
"Stay Jun-kun. I'm sorry for laughing, in fact you are very cute like that." Sho apologized.
"Okay." I lowered my head but sat on the ground.
After two hours and some beers (well, we weren't some kind of angels and despite our ages, liked to drink other things than coca cola), the atmosphere turned more comfortable. We were giggling stupidly, Nino and Ohno devouring each other's lips hungrily.
"Hey, JunJun, have you ever kissed a man?!" Aiba exclaimed.
"No." I laughed.
"We could try together!"
"Well, I..."
"NO!" We both jumped when Sho yelled.
"Why?!" Aiba pouted.
"Because you are drunk and Jun is in a worse state." Sho replied.
"But he wants to try!" Aiba protested.
"It's just a kiss, Sakurai-san, it doesn't mean anything." I smiled.
"Are you some kind of whore?!" I blinked at Sho's hurting words.
"I..." I lowered my head, ashamed.
"Don't talk to Jun like that, Sho, you're unfair!" Aiba exclaimed and before I could react, grabbed my neck to pull me in a kiss. I didn't react at the beginning but soon, kissed him back hungrily, alcohol turning my reason at the state of a snail's brain. A strong hand pushed me away and I saw Sho with killing eyes staring at us or mostly, at me.
Without a word, I left the bedroom. What was this reaction? Why does Sho was so angry at me kissing Aiba?
I didn't sleep well this night, dreaming about Sakurai and the way he yelled at me. I didn't want to lose my friend and hoped he would forgive us the next day.
But the day after, Sho acted as if nothing had happened. Smiling and teasing us. I didn't understand anything but maybe he was too drunk the previous night.
We left our hotel to spend some time outside and take some pictures for our shop photos. Our lovely Ohmiya pair played their usual little game, touching each other and kissing.
"JunJun there is a swing!" Aiba exclaimed.
"Oh I love it!" I ran toward it without seeing Sho following me and almost pushing Aiba out of the way to climb behind me.
"Yeahhhh!!!!" I screamed in happiness, laughing and moving faster, Sho behind me on the swing.
"Yeahhhh!" I heard Sho laughing and smiled with delight. I loved his laugh.
When he moved down, we were both laughing like two children.
"It was fun!" I beamed.
"Yes!" Sho nodded happily.
"Sakurai, Matsumoto, a picture!" Before I could react, Sho had wrapped my waist and was pressing our cheeks together. My heart stopped but I hugged him back and he did the most incredible thing. Sho kissed my cheek.
"You're cute when you laugh!" I blushed deeply at his compliment.
"I like your laugh."
"Thank you." Sho grinned.
We spent an amazing day together, acting like children, laughing and eating ice cream. I was in another world and started to discover another Sakurai Sho. He was very different than when we were working. Now, he looked happy, free, acting like a real teenager without any pressure. Sho was someone very kind and sensitive when you knew him well. He always thought about us before himself and behaved like a mother. I would love to have him like that every day.
And it happened again! One day, we were on a beach and Sho acted again like a 10 years old boy.
"Jun-kun, let's make a castle!"
"Hai!!" I ran toward him and we played with the sand, teasing each other. And as every time we were together, the staff took pictures of us.
I really loved these moments together! Anytime we had to take pictures, Sho and I were together, hugging, kissing each other's cheek and playing together. He became someone very important to me. He became a precious friend that I couldn't lose.
****
"Jun?"
"Hun?" I raised my eyebrows toward Nino.
"When will you confess to Sho?" I almost gagged myself with my own saliva.
"WHAT?!" I gasped.
"Well, it's obvious you love him." Nino chuckled.
"I'm not in love with Sakurai, I admire him that's all, I'm not gay." I frowned. What was that? Why does Kazu was thinking that?!
"Jun, you always stare at him with adorating eyes as if he was your God, you always talked about him and blush and stammer as if you were a school girl." Nino rolled his eyes with despair.
"I..." I stopped. Was it true? Was I really acting like that? But it was impossible, I wasn't gay. I thought about my ex-girlfriend and how I broke up with her because when we kissed I always... I always had Sho in my mind. Fuck, Kazu was right, I was in love with my band mate, a man.
"See, I'm right." Nino smirked.
"I'm not gay nor in love with Sho!" I stood up angrily and left the room, ignoring Nino's calls.
I bumped into someone and fell on my butt.
"Daijoubu, Jun?" I raised my eyes to see Sho looking at me with worried eyes. Kazu's words came back and ignoring my best friend, I ran away.
The next two weeks became horrible for me. I barely slept, dark shadows growing under my eyes, I was in a bad mood and worst, was avoiding Sho who didn't understand anything and seemed sad. I couldn't accept Kazu's words. No. Impossible. It was impossible! I had to change that. And I knew what to do.
"Are you sure?" She asked me.
"Yes."
"Even if I'm a prostitute?"
"Hun." I kissed her softly but when she started to touch me, I froze, panicked.
"Relax, I know what to do."
"Okay." I calmed down and took her clothes off slowly. When I slipped inside her, I smiled happily, seeing a girl was able to make me hard. Kazu was false. I didn't love men nor Sakurai.
"Jun-kun!" She cried out in pleasure as I was making love to her roughly, angry at the world.
I had lost my virginity and was happy. But I didn't know it would turn that bad...
"What?! You spent the night with Her?!" Nino gasped.
"It proves I'm not gay and I've lost my virginity now." I exclaimed proudly.
"It just proves you are bi, Jun, that's all." Nino replied.
"No, I..."
"Sleeping with a whore just to prove yourself you don't love men and to lose your viginity was pathetic, Jun." Nino snapped. A noise made us jump and turning our head we saw Sho staring at us with shocked eyes.
"Sho-chan? What are you doing here?" I stammered nervously. Sho walked toward me and slapped my face.
"You should be ashamed of your behavior!" Sho snapped, leaving the room quickly.
"You're in a big shit, Jun." Nino whispered, as shocked as me.
"Sho!" I yelled in the corridor.
"Leave me alone!" Sho pushed my hand away.
"Why are you so angry at me?" I protested.
"Nino is right, what you did was pathetic! I can't look at you anymore!" Sho said coldly.
"But Sho..."
"It's Sakurai for you and don't approach me!"
Tears started to roll down my cheeks. It was over. I had lost the most precious person of my life...
To be continued...
A/N: I don't know if many readers will read this OS as Sakumoto isn't one of the favorite pairings even if it's a shame because they are so sex and cute together xDDD This idea came between my friend Biditoche and me because we have too many fantasmes about our lovely Sakumoto xD so, we talked about it because of the pictures of them when they were chibi and I wrote it xD So, sorry if you think this os is just silly or annoying but I needed to write it xDDD there is lots of fluff (more than in anyone stories I have ever written and I hope you don't mind) in this long os because when Jun was chibi, he really was different than the DoS we know now, he was more a DoM that was admiring his senpai so much but changed a lot xDDD There will be three or four parts, I don't know yet xD
Capucine, j'espère que tu auras aimé cette 1ere partie <3
Author: MatsuAurore
Pairing: Sakumoto, Ohmiya (slight)
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Drama, romance, angst, fluff
Disclaimer: I own the Sakumoto! In my heart xD
Summary: The first time I met him, I immediately fell in love with him. The first time I saw him, I understood he would become the most important part of my life. But what I didn't expect was his strong and free personality. When will you stop this game and will notice my deep feelings for you?
Part 1:
Jun's pov:
I rolled my eyes with despair. Why does everything always ended like that? Why does my sister had to send them my case? Now, I had to meet this weird director to start in this homo's agency. Because for me, this agency was just hiring homosexuals. They all had long hair, make-up, flashy clothes and were talking like silly divas. I hadn't any hate against homosexuals but I didn't want to work with them and that everybody thinks I was gay. Luckily, I knew Kazu and Masaki were going to work here too, so, I felt better knowing I wouldn't be the only one straight guy in Johnny's entertainement. I heard that we would start like juniors, the last place in the hierarchie of the Jimushou. I was hoping I wouldn't have to bring coffee the whole day like some silly assistant. I was only 13 years old...
"Come in." The secretary said suddenly, cutting my thoughts off. I bowed slightly and entered the scaring office. Behind a beautiful and old desk, was sitting an old man. He looked 100 years old but I guessed it couldn't be possible.
"Ah, Matsumoto, sit down please." I bowed once again and sat in front of him. "I read your case and to be honest, I asked you to come today to give you your contract."
"Eh?!" I gasped.
"Yes. No need any audition, you're perfect, I want you like junior and if you impress me, later, you'll pass major in a group." Johnny smiled.
"I... I..." I looked at him stupidly with mouth wide opens. "Why?"
"Because I like your face. You're special, I can feel it, you'll become someone very interesting."
I nodded. If he said so...
"Well, you can leave, your first lesson will be in an hour, be ready." I stood up, understanding it was the end of the meeting. I found the changing room easily and changed my clothes. I entered the big room for our practice, thinking I was the first but I froze when I saw someone else.
"Hello." The boy bowed.
At this moment, my heart stopped...
He seemed older than me but I couldn't guess his age. He had slight long black hair, two visible teeth and big cheeks making him look like a chipmunk. But he was cute, very cute. A special aura was shining around him and without even knowing him, I knew I would have a deep respect for him.
"Hi... I'm... Matsumoto Jun." I stammered, blushing like an idiot. Why does his guy was making me blush like a school girl?
"Sakurai Sho." The boy finally smiled. I took his hand, praying for him not to notice I was trembling.
"So... Kitagawa-san hired you too?" I asked stupidly. Sakurai raised his eyebrows, looking at me as if I was the most stupid boy of the world. Sometimes, I wanted to cut my own tongue!
"Yes, it's why we are here." Sakurai chuckled. I just wanted to disappear in a hole.
"Of-of course." I blushed deeply.
After a while, the other arrived and we started the training. It was exhausting yet, so funny and amusing. I didn't know I loved to dance so much. Sakurai was very cool even though he wasn't supple at all. At the end of the lesson, I stayed a bit, talking with my "classmates" and especially with Sakurai or mostly listening his conversation with another junior while I was staring at the ground as if it was the most interesting thing of the world.
I met Kazu and Masaki the next day and learned with happiness we would be in the same group, MAIN. I felt relieved to know I would be with my two best friends.
Time passed quickly and I improved my dance very well even if I wasn't as talented as Ohno was. Ohno Satoshi, 16 years old. Despite his sleepy look, this boy was just incredible. He could dance and sing like anyone else and I had a deep admiration for his gift.
Even though I loved what I did, I felt as if I would never pass major. We didn't have many success and I thought maybe I would stay a junior for the rest of my life. I had more success with girls despite my shy character but never fell in love. I always had Sakurai's face in my mind when I was kissing one of my girlfriends. We were close with Sho but I didn't understand why I always thought about him like that.
But one day, everything changed...
The 15th September 1999, Johnny announced us we were passing major and will form a group with Kazu, Masa, Ohchan and Sakurai. Arashi... I was so exciting to be in the same group than Sho. But I still didn't know how to talk to him without blushing deeply or stammering like an idiot. He had a weird effect on me that I didn't understand.
"Ahhh I'm so tired!" Nino collapsed on his bed, stretching his body happily.
"Me too." Ohno smiled sleepily.
"You're always tired baby." Nino opened his legs to allow Ohno to sit down against him.
"Mouu." Ohno pouted.
"You're so cute when you pout." Nino chuckled, stroking Ohno's cheek before bringing their lips together.
"Nino, you're not alone!" Sho protested.
"I can't help it if this cute chubby man is tantalizing me since this morning. Ne, babe?" Nino smirked, catching Ohno's lips with tenderness. They were cute together and it didn't bother me to see their little making out in front of us. My look crossed Sakurai's who was staring at me strangely. I blushed, lowering my eyes.
"Be careful at least." Sho sighed. He really acted like a mother with us.
"Yes mama Sho!" Nino smirked.
"You should sleep Jun-kun, we have a tough day tomorrow, don't be too tired." Was I dreaming or Sho was trying to make me leave?
"Hey, he isn't 10 years old but 17, he can do what he wants." Nino snapped.
"It's okay Kazu. I understand, I don't want to bother you. Good night." I left the bedroom without looking at them. I heard Nino yelling at Sho but ignored it. Why does Sakurai seemed to hate me? I hadn't done anything to him yet! I fell asleep quickly, too exhausted to even read a manga.
"Jun-kun?" Sho asked me the next day.
"Yes?"
"Sorry for yesterday, I just wanted you not to be tired because you looked exhausted."
"Thank you Sakurai-san." I bowed and left quickly, my cheeks burning. He really cared for me! Happiness invaded my heart. We repeated our choregraphy together, laughing but working seriously. Sho was so cool! I was admiring how he could deal with Arashi and his studies at Keio university.
"Jun-kun, do you want to drink tonight?"
"Eh?"
"Not alcohol of course but it would be good to spend some time together."
"H-ai." I blushed.
"Perfect! Come to my bedroom in two hours." Sho smiled before leaving.
Fucking God! I had a date with Sakurai Sho! I couldn't believe in it! Well, it wasn't really a date but I was going to spend time with him in his bedroom! I was the luckiest guy of the world!
I spent more than an hour in my bathroom, styling my hair, putting my new perfume and my best clothes. I was so nervous!!!
"Come in!" I heard Sho screaming when I knocked.
"Sorry for disturbing." I exclaimed but froze, my smile disappearing when I saw my other band mates on the ground.
"Wouahhhh, Jun is so beautiful tonight, do you have a date with a girl?!" Nino smirked, making my friends laugh, even Sho.
"Shut up Kazu!" I blushed deeply, understanding the meaning of "together" from Sho. I felt ridiculous. "I have to go!" I mumbled, tears of shame filling my eyes. But a hand grabbed my arm.
"Stay Jun-kun. I'm sorry for laughing, in fact you are very cute like that." Sho apologized.
"Okay." I lowered my head but sat on the ground.
After two hours and some beers (well, we weren't some kind of angels and despite our ages, liked to drink other things than coca cola), the atmosphere turned more comfortable. We were giggling stupidly, Nino and Ohno devouring each other's lips hungrily.
"Hey, JunJun, have you ever kissed a man?!" Aiba exclaimed.
"No." I laughed.
"We could try together!"
"Well, I..."
"NO!" We both jumped when Sho yelled.
"Why?!" Aiba pouted.
"Because you are drunk and Jun is in a worse state." Sho replied.
"But he wants to try!" Aiba protested.
"It's just a kiss, Sakurai-san, it doesn't mean anything." I smiled.
"Are you some kind of whore?!" I blinked at Sho's hurting words.
"I..." I lowered my head, ashamed.
"Don't talk to Jun like that, Sho, you're unfair!" Aiba exclaimed and before I could react, grabbed my neck to pull me in a kiss. I didn't react at the beginning but soon, kissed him back hungrily, alcohol turning my reason at the state of a snail's brain. A strong hand pushed me away and I saw Sho with killing eyes staring at us or mostly, at me.
Without a word, I left the bedroom. What was this reaction? Why does Sho was so angry at me kissing Aiba?
I didn't sleep well this night, dreaming about Sakurai and the way he yelled at me. I didn't want to lose my friend and hoped he would forgive us the next day.
But the day after, Sho acted as if nothing had happened. Smiling and teasing us. I didn't understand anything but maybe he was too drunk the previous night.
We left our hotel to spend some time outside and take some pictures for our shop photos. Our lovely Ohmiya pair played their usual little game, touching each other and kissing.
"JunJun there is a swing!" Aiba exclaimed.
"Oh I love it!" I ran toward it without seeing Sho following me and almost pushing Aiba out of the way to climb behind me.
"Yeahhhh!!!!" I screamed in happiness, laughing and moving faster, Sho behind me on the swing.
"Yeahhhh!" I heard Sho laughing and smiled with delight. I loved his laugh.
When he moved down, we were both laughing like two children.
"It was fun!" I beamed.
"Yes!" Sho nodded happily.
"Sakurai, Matsumoto, a picture!" Before I could react, Sho had wrapped my waist and was pressing our cheeks together. My heart stopped but I hugged him back and he did the most incredible thing. Sho kissed my cheek.
"You're cute when you laugh!" I blushed deeply at his compliment.
"I like your laugh."
"Thank you." Sho grinned.
We spent an amazing day together, acting like children, laughing and eating ice cream. I was in another world and started to discover another Sakurai Sho. He was very different than when we were working. Now, he looked happy, free, acting like a real teenager without any pressure. Sho was someone very kind and sensitive when you knew him well. He always thought about us before himself and behaved like a mother. I would love to have him like that every day.
And it happened again! One day, we were on a beach and Sho acted again like a 10 years old boy.
"Jun-kun, let's make a castle!"
"Hai!!" I ran toward him and we played with the sand, teasing each other. And as every time we were together, the staff took pictures of us.
I really loved these moments together! Anytime we had to take pictures, Sho and I were together, hugging, kissing each other's cheek and playing together. He became someone very important to me. He became a precious friend that I couldn't lose.
****
"Jun?"
"Hun?" I raised my eyebrows toward Nino.
"When will you confess to Sho?" I almost gagged myself with my own saliva.
"WHAT?!" I gasped.
"Well, it's obvious you love him." Nino chuckled.
"I'm not in love with Sakurai, I admire him that's all, I'm not gay." I frowned. What was that? Why does Kazu was thinking that?!
"Jun, you always stare at him with adorating eyes as if he was your God, you always talked about him and blush and stammer as if you were a school girl." Nino rolled his eyes with despair.
"I..." I stopped. Was it true? Was I really acting like that? But it was impossible, I wasn't gay. I thought about my ex-girlfriend and how I broke up with her because when we kissed I always... I always had Sho in my mind. Fuck, Kazu was right, I was in love with my band mate, a man.
"See, I'm right." Nino smirked.
"I'm not gay nor in love with Sho!" I stood up angrily and left the room, ignoring Nino's calls.
I bumped into someone and fell on my butt.
"Daijoubu, Jun?" I raised my eyes to see Sho looking at me with worried eyes. Kazu's words came back and ignoring my best friend, I ran away.
The next two weeks became horrible for me. I barely slept, dark shadows growing under my eyes, I was in a bad mood and worst, was avoiding Sho who didn't understand anything and seemed sad. I couldn't accept Kazu's words. No. Impossible. It was impossible! I had to change that. And I knew what to do.
"Are you sure?" She asked me.
"Yes."
"Even if I'm a prostitute?"
"Hun." I kissed her softly but when she started to touch me, I froze, panicked.
"Relax, I know what to do."
"Okay." I calmed down and took her clothes off slowly. When I slipped inside her, I smiled happily, seeing a girl was able to make me hard. Kazu was false. I didn't love men nor Sakurai.
"Jun-kun!" She cried out in pleasure as I was making love to her roughly, angry at the world.
I had lost my virginity and was happy. But I didn't know it would turn that bad...
"What?! You spent the night with Her?!" Nino gasped.
"It proves I'm not gay and I've lost my virginity now." I exclaimed proudly.
"It just proves you are bi, Jun, that's all." Nino replied.
"No, I..."
"Sleeping with a whore just to prove yourself you don't love men and to lose your viginity was pathetic, Jun." Nino snapped. A noise made us jump and turning our head we saw Sho staring at us with shocked eyes.
"Sho-chan? What are you doing here?" I stammered nervously. Sho walked toward me and slapped my face.
"You should be ashamed of your behavior!" Sho snapped, leaving the room quickly.
"You're in a big shit, Jun." Nino whispered, as shocked as me.
"Sho!" I yelled in the corridor.
"Leave me alone!" Sho pushed my hand away.
"Why are you so angry at me?" I protested.
"Nino is right, what you did was pathetic! I can't look at you anymore!" Sho said coldly.
"But Sho..."
"It's Sakurai for you and don't approach me!"
Tears started to roll down my cheeks. It was over. I had lost the most precious person of my life...
To be continued...
A/N: I don't know if many readers will read this OS as Sakumoto isn't one of the favorite pairings even if it's a shame because they are so sex and cute together xDDD This idea came between my friend Biditoche and me because we have too many fantasmes about our lovely Sakumoto xD so, we talked about it because of the pictures of them when they were chibi and I wrote it xD So, sorry if you think this os is just silly or annoying but I needed to write it xDDD there is lots of fluff (more than in anyone stories I have ever written and I hope you don't mind) in this long os because when Jun was chibi, he really was different than the DoS we know now, he was more a DoM that was admiring his senpai so much but changed a lot xDDD There will be three or four parts, I don't know yet xD
Capucine, j'espère que tu auras aimé cette 1ere partie <3