How Do You Walk Away From That?
So, to start off with, I'm still in a moderate state of depression. The tiredness comes and goes. The anger is readily at the hilt. But there have been more sunny and mildly warm days lately so I've gotten by. Of course the next 2-3 days, it's supposed to rain, just like it did today. And I finished week one of my Acc't I class. Got a 94-95 on the first real assignment. I introduced myself to the Business Ethics class but didn't do the other two assignments.
Dmitri and I are doing just swimmingly. Yes, I finally said, "Dmitri and I." With that that implies and entails. So there... put that in your pipe and smoke it.
I had an insubstantial dream that had John in it. Not the full on feeling-like-I'm-awake dream, but just a passing one. I woke up with a tear on my pillow. But I wasn't more sad that my depression-normal. And my dreams have been unfriendly as of late. I'm not sure why. They're just... well, someone will tell me they're going to do something and then they do the total opposite. Or they invite me out to see them and then treat me like dirt or turn on me. Very unfriendly dreams. I don't have them with I'm sleeping next to Dmitri but the two nights preceding Friday and every night after Friday I've had them. All night long. So I'm not happy about that.
Dmitri and I are doing just swimmingly. Yes, I finally said, "Dmitri and I." With that that implies and entails. So there... put that in your pipe and smoke it.
I had an insubstantial dream that had John in it. Not the full on feeling-like-I'm-awake dream, but just a passing one. I woke up with a tear on my pillow. But I wasn't more sad that my depression-normal. And my dreams have been unfriendly as of late. I'm not sure why. They're just... well, someone will tell me they're going to do something and then they do the total opposite. Or they invite me out to see them and then treat me like dirt or turn on me. Very unfriendly dreams. I don't have them with I'm sleeping next to Dmitri but the two nights preceding Friday and every night after Friday I've had them. All night long. So I'm not happy about that.