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There is an irrational fear and suspense building in my stomach.
its time in the morning barely a new day and i don't know what to do.
my eyes are tired but my mind is awake
and today is one of those days when I look in the mirror and see someone else. -
just fuck.
I've spent these past couple months , mostly the whole school year, looking at my pencil in class and thinking of how to kill myself ( Read more... ) -
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I don't know what I'm doing here anymore ( Read more... ) -
JUST FUCK
God just fuck this shit ( Read more... ) -
Beaux mots doux
Il y a tant de choses passant par ma tête mais en même temps rien. Je me sens comme I' ; m tombant encore. Vers le bas et vers le bas et vers le bas tandis qu'I' ; effacement de moi ( Read more... ) -
to you
I'm not who you think I am. -
Don't want to think it over
I've been trapped behind these metal bars and the soft cushion on the walls. Just let me count the seconds till it ends. A roaring thunder that echoes in the darkest of nights. I don't know who i am or what I've become, and I don't know what seperates me from you. Because these lines are blurring a hazy black and blue. You've got me cornered. ( Read more... ) -
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It burns in the back of my eyes. You always manage to make me feel at my highest but then crash me down all at the same time. How long does wanting you to want me last ( Read more... ) -
undone
I type but i'm not sure what I write. My words fumble and fall into my lap. Fall and break just like everything else. It was my choice my own fault. Even when we chose to do nothing it is still a choice. Still a choice that you made regardless if you did something or not. but that has nothing to do with you.
because i know i don't want to take this ( Read more... ) -
Lost time
There is a time in your life were the words just don't seem right.
How empty the space is but you really never noticed before.
You don't notice the small dent in the wall until now.
but its all too late and you wish you could've known sooner.
but you didn't. and it breaks you down inside because you know
you can't make up for lost time.