School Sucks!!!

[marspeach]

I knew I would end up neglecting this journal eventually. I always do things like that. Anywho, school absolutely sucks. Only Japanese class is decent. And I don't like this class as much as last semester. There are three fat hillbilly girls who are really annoying. I want to be moving at a quicker pace too. I guess that's my own damn fault for not continuing to study on my own. Humanities class is stupid. The teacher talks too fast. I guess it isn't the worst, though. Italian Conversations has had some really bad days where we did statistics and crap and we had to compare them to stuff in Michigan. Like, how can I compare with something I don't know?? If I don't know what to say in English, I sure as hell can't say it in Italian. But Communications will definitely be the worst. Not just giving speeches, we have to write papers and outlines and crap to go with them. And my first one is on Thursday. And I also have a Humanities test that day. I knew this would be my worst semester so far! Except my first one. But I didn't have as many classes then so it wasn't as bad. Fuck fuck fuck.

I'm working tonight and I really don't want to. I think I'm working with Nathaniel, who I really don't like. Only because he doesn't like me and doesn't even pretend to. He just ignores me.

Earlier this week I started to really crack from my diet. I had some really bad binges and a couple days where I didn't exercise. I seem to have gained some weight back. Fuck fuck fuck. Today I have been good so far. I really fucking hate this.