I won't
Title : I won't
Author : marnidoo
Rating : pg
Pairing : Kikwang/ Dongwoon
Summary : Dongwoon is tired to be treated like a child, but everyone changes their mind...
Notes : I felt like writing a fluffy Kiwoon after I watched videos of them again and again yesterday night :D
I WON’T
As BEAST maknae, Dongwoon was used to others taking care of him. That helped him feeling home with them. Like he belonged with them.
But as time passed by, their affection decreased. Not that they didn’t love the youngest anymore but they found themselves new hobbies.
Doojoon wasn’t tousling his hair anymore. Not because he didn’t feel like it but simply because he liked tousling Yoseob’ s hair more. And Yoseob couldn’t do anything but cuddling with their leader on the couch, the idea of spending some time with Dongwoon not occurring to him neither.
Junhyung wasn’t playing video games with him all day long anymore. He was way too busy locking himself with Hyunseung in their bedroom doing only they know what. Not that Dongwoon didn’t have an idea but he’d rather not think about it.
What Dongwoon didn’t realize was how much the last member cared for him. Sure, Kikwang was busy, more than the rest of them together but he still took time for Dongwoon. However the younger just noticed how annoying his new boyfriend could be. Every time Kikwang was there, he made Dongwoon feel like a child.
One day, they were all sitting in the living room, eating some soup Doojoon made to please Yoseob. Kikwang tasted it and immediately cringed a little biting on his lip. When he saw Dongwoon was about to put the spoon into his mouth he suddenly reached for it and the spoon fell back on the bowl. Dongwoon’ s eyes widened.
‘Hyung! What’s the matter?’ he asked upset.
‘I’m sorry Woonie but it burnt my tongue’ he pouted ‘I didn’t want you to burn yours’
I won’t let you being hurt
The maknae rolled his eyes. He knew that Kikwang being the caring boyfriend he was, did this for him but it still made him feel like a baby.
As they were on stage during rehearsals for a show Dongwoon’ s foot slipped and the poor boy fell. Cursing under his breath and Kikwang ran to him, kneeling besides him.
‘Woonie! Are you hurt?’ he shrieked.
‘No, no. I’m fine’ Dongwoon tried to smile at him, massaging his injured ankle.
Kikwang looked at him with worried eyes and he held him a hand. They both got up on their feet. They returned backstage hand in hand. All of them sat on the couch waiting for their turn to perform, listening to music, Doojoon and Junhyung playing video games, and Kikwang still holding Dongwoon’ s hand. Dongwoon didn’t try to tell Kikwang to let go of his hand, he knew the other won’t listen anyway but as they arrived on stage he looked at his boyfriend a note of exasperation in his eyes.
‘Hyung, you need to let go during the performance’ he said.
Kikwang frowned and shook his head.
‘I don’t want you to fall’
This time Doojoon rolled his eyes.
‘Kikwang’ he didn’t need to say more for Kikwang to understand that he wanted him to obey. He pouted and squeezed Dongwoon’ s hand before letting it go with a sad look as if he were a child forced to let go of his favorite toy.
Still, I won’t let you fall
For their new song’s promotion, Dongwoon had his hair dyed and was now sporting bleached blond hair. He returned home not very comfortable about this, he’d never been blond before and it felt weird when he looked at the mirror after the evil noona let him go. He stepped into the dorm and tip-toed towards the bedroom trying to be unnoticed. He failed, Hyunseung and Junhyung turned their heads from the TV to him, they couldn’t repress a laughter.
‘Dongwoonie! What happened to you?’ Hyunseung asked trying to calm down, which was a real struggle considering Junhyung was nearly crying holding onto his rib cage.
‘I- I dyed my hair’ he stuttered and Junhyung burst into laughter again.
Then Yoseob and Doojoon left the kitchen for the living room wondering why Junhyung was laughing. Doojoon stopped in his track when he saw Dongwoon which caused Yoseob to bump on his back.
‘Doojoonie, why you-’ the little one whimpered but he eyes widened as they caught Dongwoon.
‘Yah! Yong Junhyung, stop laughing!’ Doojoon ordered being the nice leader he was.
But Yoseob knew better. He knew Doojoon was struggling with his own laughter and when he saw a smile on his lover’s face Yoseob giggled. Doojoon looked down at him, they shared a look and all Doojoon’ s will vanished as they burst into laughter simultaneously.
Kikwang was in the bedroom trying to sleep since he’s been very busy these days, but his curiosity won over his tiredness when he heard his fellow members laughing. He stepped out of the room and headed to the living room. He spotted Hyunseung on the couch, he was trying to focus on the TV set but judging by the spasms of his chest he had some difficulties calming down. Junhyung’ s head rested on his lap, the man had closed eyes and Hyunseung’ s hand was covering his mouth. Kikwang frowned. What was that funny? Then he stepped forward and was standing behind Doojoon. Behind Yoseob actually, who was hiding behind Doojoon’ s back. Kikwang eyed him suspiciously before focusing on the leader who was biting hard on his lower lip. He followed Doojoon’ s gaze and his eyes fell on... Dongwoon? He took a step further.
‘Woonie? Your hair...’ he said. The younger blushed.
‘I know’ he mumbled.
‘Wait’ Kikwang turned and he was now facing the other members ‘Is that why you’re laughing?’ he asked frowning and one by one they stopped. ‘You mean people!’ Kikwang shouted at them before rushing to Dongwoon. ‘Woonie’ he said with the huge smile of his. His hand was running through his boyfriend’s hair. ‘Baby I love it’.
What happened next was unexpected for everyone. Dongwoon glared at Kikwang.
‘Hyung, seriously! I’m not a child anymore! Just leave me alone for love’s sake!’ he shouted. Kikwang’ s hand fell to his side and Dongwoon glared at the others. ‘And you’re...’ he just sighed and rushed to the bedroom slamming the door shut behind him.
Doojoon led Yoseob to the couch and they both sat straight next to Hyunseung and Junhyung who were now looking as serious as they could. None of them dared to speak as Kikwang stood there, dumbfounded.
But, I can’t let people bring you down. And I won’t
A couple of hours later, Kikwang gathered his courage and slowly opened the bedroom door. He hesitantly walked in and waited for Dongwoon to yell at him to get out. As he didn’t Kikwang thought it was safe enough to close the door behind him and he made his way through the dark room to Dongwoon’ s bed. He could barely see his face and stepped closer.
‘Woonie...’ he whispered ‘I’m sorry’
A hand tugged at his sleeve and pulled him forward until he was sat on the bed next to Dongwoon.
‘Don’t be’ the other said softly.
‘I didn’t mean to treat you like a baby’
‘I behaved like one though’ Dongwoon answered and Kikwang chuckled.
‘I just...’ he moved closer to his lover ‘I just love taking care of you’ and Dongwoon cuddled with him instantly. They remained silent for a while, Kikwang’ s fingers were running in the blond curtain again but this time Dongwoon didn’t protest. Suddenly, Dongwoon’ s body left Kikwang’ s side.
‘Kiki’ he called and Kikwang realized he was now facing him.
‘Hm?’
‘Will you sway me like you did when I once had a bad dream?’ he asked and sounded like a child. Kikwang’ s eyes widened but Dongwoon couldn’t see it.
‘Are you sure..? You mean... Like a-’
‘A child, yes’ Dongwoon agreed as he settled between his lover’ s legs. Kikwang didn’t ask more, he was too happy that Dongwoon wasn’t mad at him anymore. He pulled the younger on his chest and wrapped his arms around him. He was smiling as he started to sway his baby lover like the sea, his chin rested on Dongwoon’ s head. Dongwoon closed his eyes and simply enjoyed the moment. He was feeling bad for earlier when he yelled at his sweet Kikwang. He suddenly looked up at him.
‘Kiki’
‘Yes Woonie?’ the other asked softly and his breath tickled the other’ s nose.
‘About what I said earlier...’ Kikwang twisted his neck trying to face his lover. ‘Don’t leave me alone’
The biggest smile in Kikwang’ s life was now settling on his lips.
‘I won’t’ he said and he tightened his grip around the younger. Dongwoon wiggled in his arms and his hand gripped on Kikwang’ s chin before he crashed their lips together in a soft yet passionate kiss.
Because no matter what, you’ll never be alone. I’ll be there for as long as I’m living.