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Things are things. Felt crappy the past couple of days about my weight and such.
I haven't gained any (i don't think), I just want to lose more. There are things I want fitting differently, moods I want to be heightened, and times I want to care less. I don't know if I'm going to set any goals because those tend to stress me out. If I stick to my exercise routine and eat right, I should shed some more. I'm doing a 'mainly salad' diet for a while until I feel I can stop. No pop, no sweets and no carbs again. Is this going to be like this all my life? I'm tired of complaining about it because I do something about, it just consumes my thoughts sometimes. It makes me feel unattractive and it shouldn't.
I confronted myself today about certain issues and well, in a way, I'm better for it.
I miss my home and I miss my Mom. I talk to her everyday, sometimes up to three times a day, but it's not the same. It's been great being here so far, and I'm fine, I just want a taste of home real quick. Hm.
Rach's party is on Friday...cannot wait until this gets pulled off!! It's going to be sooo much fun, it will be ridiculous!
Peace.
I haven't gained any (i don't think), I just want to lose more. There are things I want fitting differently, moods I want to be heightened, and times I want to care less. I don't know if I'm going to set any goals because those tend to stress me out. If I stick to my exercise routine and eat right, I should shed some more. I'm doing a 'mainly salad' diet for a while until I feel I can stop. No pop, no sweets and no carbs again. Is this going to be like this all my life? I'm tired of complaining about it because I do something about, it just consumes my thoughts sometimes. It makes me feel unattractive and it shouldn't.
I confronted myself today about certain issues and well, in a way, I'm better for it.
I miss my home and I miss my Mom. I talk to her everyday, sometimes up to three times a day, but it's not the same. It's been great being here so far, and I'm fine, I just want a taste of home real quick. Hm.
Rach's party is on Friday...cannot wait until this gets pulled off!! It's going to be sooo much fun, it will be ridiculous!
Peace.