Sep 14, 2005 01:07
Certain events in my life...a few of them...have been making me think, am I really that bad? I'm not...time is a healer and yet causes most of the pain if you are waiting or expecting. Forgiving is definitely not the same as forgetting and well, I don't think I'll ever forget. Chances are meant to be taken, second chances are there for when you realize that you didn't think fast enough the first time and now, know that it's right. Sometimes second chances aren't meant to be. I have to understand that. As much as I would have wanted something, it can't be. It won't be. Yes, it drives me nuts, but that's how I will cope. I will get frustrated, and then it will get easier. Time, the healer, again.
My little Buddha sits here all happy, staring at me. He knows that things will adjust themselves and I will find it once again.
Peace.