I'm so confused and I want to lash out. I'm sick of this distance and that everyone pretends not to care. Everyone is so fake. Everyone is just pretending and it takes what seems a life time for them to finally look at themselves, or anyone else for that matter. Tired. I'm tired of wishing things were different, of not knowing how I would rather ( Read more... )

This is me wishing to lend you a helping hand. Wearing the key to your heart around my neck makes honesty the only reason to speak. While it's easier to forget why I came here, I'd much rather feel this whole heartedly. Knowing that I was born to serve others and to serve as a lubricator between worlds makes existing much more bearable. Often, it's ( Read more... )

Recent events in Andrea's Life ( Read more... )

I'm exhausted. After two weeks of busing myself around, staying up late to accomidate Justin's sleeping patterns and working, I want to sleep all day. Dreams have been comming full force. Reading about chakras; Color energy. Tomorrow is Alex's metal show at the underground. Who would like to join Justin and I? Derek, you are officially invited, we ( Read more... )

Justin got fired so I picked up most of his shifts. I'm supporting us both. He may apply at Chapters, the one that Natalie works at. Perhaps they can befriend each other. It's hotter at Good Earth than it is outside, our air conditioning breaks down repeatedly. I get used to it real fast but I notice how my face is constantly dripping with sweat. ( Read more... )

Recent adventures include
.watching the northern lights in fishcreek at midnight while on a trip with Justini
.not getting hired at Planet Organic
.visiting China town with boy
.having my debit card taken by an ATM
.applying at Chapters
.buying the most beautiful set of faerie tarot cards

We touched souls underneath the stars and the trees, in a bed we'd made out of drift wood. Our hands told stories, our words danced around the truth. I fumbled with myself, doing my best to express the love I was feeling. Intimacy is combo of infinites. This isn't the only life in which we've loved each other. Ready for the rest of my life ( Read more... )

New in close proximity to Andrea ( Read more... )