I'm so confused and I want to lash out. I'm sick of this distance and that everyone pretends not to care. Everyone is so fake. Everyone is just pretending and it takes what seems a life time for them to finally look at themselves, or anyone else for that matter. Tired. I'm tired of wishing things were different, of not knowing how I would rather ( Read more... )

I get tired of thinking about talking about concerning about my soul mate. The loneliness is cool now, it no longer burns me alive. But I still want someone to taste and touch, to open myself to. I'm open with everyone but I feel something locked inside, with all my meditation I haven't been able to keep it open for more than a few minutes at a ( Read more... )