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Ok, nightmares suck, they suck big time. I have been having them a few days now and I'm not sure exactly what I'm dreaming about but I woke up screaming once and in the closet another time.
I've started staying up all night again, too scared to sleep and hating feeling like that in this house. This was always the place I went to be safe and be able to sleep. I fell asleep in class today, Amber's gonna kill me if I fail senior year, so will Nick so I need to get some sleep soon.
Although Nick had a bad dream last night too, I know because I was already up and heard it. Hell I think half the block did. He may have me beat in the shouting in your sleep department.
Damn this isn't really the way I wanted to be feeling when I went to talk to Amber, but hell I spent most of my life a sleep deprived person on the edge of a nervous breakdown, I can seem fairly normal if the need arises. And it's not like Amber hasn't seen me in breakdown mode before and I'll feel a lot better with her than sitting around on my own wondering if I'm gonna pass out and wake up in the closet again.
Great.
I've started staying up all night again, too scared to sleep and hating feeling like that in this house. This was always the place I went to be safe and be able to sleep. I fell asleep in class today, Amber's gonna kill me if I fail senior year, so will Nick so I need to get some sleep soon.
Although Nick had a bad dream last night too, I know because I was already up and heard it. Hell I think half the block did. He may have me beat in the shouting in your sleep department.
Damn this isn't really the way I wanted to be feeling when I went to talk to Amber, but hell I spent most of my life a sleep deprived person on the edge of a nervous breakdown, I can seem fairly normal if the need arises. And it's not like Amber hasn't seen me in breakdown mode before and I'll feel a lot better with her than sitting around on my own wondering if I'm gonna pass out and wake up in the closet again.
Great.