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Well, apparently the demise of my relationship has been exploited on television, so I guess I don't really need to get into it here. I still can't believe it. Cheating on me with all those girls... and the drugs...and just, ugh. I hate him. I hate him for this. I hate him for going off and making me fall back in love with him again, for THIS. It was, like, our last chance to rekindle everything and it's over. And for the life of me I really just cannot stop feeling so angry about it. Maybe it helps to not hurt as much, I don't know. I just feel fucking miserable. Whatever, I'm over it.
On a lighter note, I got my halloween costume.
We're having a halloween party with the cast and the crew, and Jake's going to go as an inmate in the orange jumpsuit and everything, so it'll be really, really cute!
I went and hung out with Jess for awhile, too. Scarfed down ice cream and vented about Craig. Just talked about life. I love that girl. Somehow, I find her easier to talk to than Emma. It's just nice having a good friend at a time like this. I gotta say Jess, being pregnant really suits you! You are too cute! ;)
Anyway, I'm going for a late night run to clear my head and then I'm going to bed. I don't have to be at the shoot until early afternoon tomorrow. Night.
On a lighter note, I got my halloween costume.
We're having a halloween party with the cast and the crew, and Jake's going to go as an inmate in the orange jumpsuit and everything, so it'll be really, really cute!
I went and hung out with Jess for awhile, too. Scarfed down ice cream and vented about Craig. Just talked about life. I love that girl. Somehow, I find her easier to talk to than Emma. It's just nice having a good friend at a time like this. I gotta say Jess, being pregnant really suits you! You are too cute! ;)
Anyway, I'm going for a late night run to clear my head and then I'm going to bed. I don't have to be at the shoot until early afternoon tomorrow. Night.