Oct 12, 2006 11:08
Okay, so I'm on set right now and Jake let me borrow his laptop to check my email, and I figured I'd update as well since he's off getting his makeup freshened or something.
K, first off, Liberty, can you help me with this stupid chemistry review I have? My tutor's been teaching it to me the best he can but I'm really having trouble understanding this crap and I really, really don't want to fail.
Anyway, I got a wonderful surprise when Craig came home the other day. I dunno, it was weird. Plus, he didn't even call me, he just showed up at what he thought was Sean and Ellie's. He looks...really different. I dunno. Tired, maybe. He gets a break from touring and lucky me has a pretty lenient shooting schedule this week. There are so many things I want to ask him but I don't know how. I don't know what it's like for him being out on the road and I want so badly to give him the benefit of the doubt, but I can't help still feeling a little resentful that he just comes back and acts like he didn't really do anything wrong. Plus, I feel guilty with myself for doing what I did with Sully and not telling him about it. And at first I was thinking this wasn't the same Craig that left, but after spending the night with him at Joey's, now I'm not sure what to think. I just know that laying there with him felt so right, but at the same time there was something different. I guess I just should be glad he's back. I love him. So much. And I really did miss him like crazy. So hopefully I'll get my Craig fill before he has to go back out on the road.
Okay, well Jake's back from makeup so I guess I should give him his computer back. We have to shoot for about another 5 hours, and then I get to go home! Everyone have a wonderful day.