she said i cant take the place im leavin it behind
hey there, so so so i applied thru ucas and everythin is goin grand :)
ive decided im goin to england to uni, yeah how random. i got an offer for architecture in anglia ruskin, thats in essex so i shall be attendin there in september, its a conditional offer but the condition is to send away copies of my exam results (the a levels i already have haha!)
everyone is makin me feel so bad about leavin n livin over there, but like i cant stay here all my life and i dont wanna go to queens nemore, its a glorified derry up in belfast now. its all the same people and bleh.
and the troubles are flairin up again too which is another reason it wud be good to get the feck outta the north! im gona miss my friends tho :( they better come see me :(:(
so im a diet where i only eat 500 calories a day, 700 is the max and thats only if i have a bad day. its so that when i move away im back to my size 6 days, well tbh im still a size 6 in some parts of my body, my boobs and hips have just gotten massive!! i swear i put on a stone and my boobs went from 32B to 34DD... yeah joyous. no clothes fit me, my waist is still like 22 inches but sacked if i can show it!! they dont make clothes for people like me :(
ah well.
oh im exercising too like, not just cuttin down the food, and im still healthy like! so tis all good.
umm, oh i have like nooo guys in my life nemore! that amazin guy id been datin turned out to be seriously wayyy too emotional (oh roisin you never spend any time with me, your always with your friends!!) seriously, dude, im 20 not 35, i dont wanna feckin settle down!!!!
oh so aswell im goin on holiday in like 3 weeks hehehe :D im goin to corfu! to kavos, its just me n ned goin like but it shall be klass craic!!!
then in october im goin to a little town just outside milan for a wedding!
i might also be goin to new york in late august, depends when i have to go away to uni really. either way i reckon ill be well travelled this year hehe :D
my hair is nearly back to brown again now!! theres still blonde at the bottom but like the brown is around my face n all, the blonde is pretty much nearly gone, i cant cut it out just yet tho, it wud make the hair too short for my holiday, so ill cut it around july :D
ill be preoperly brunette for the first tie in yearssss and then like within a week ill probs be blonde again ha!
me and clare have a plan its awesome.
i need to quit eatin oxo cubes. its so bad for me. umm.... okay thats all for now
xx
ive decided im goin to england to uni, yeah how random. i got an offer for architecture in anglia ruskin, thats in essex so i shall be attendin there in september, its a conditional offer but the condition is to send away copies of my exam results (the a levels i already have haha!)
everyone is makin me feel so bad about leavin n livin over there, but like i cant stay here all my life and i dont wanna go to queens nemore, its a glorified derry up in belfast now. its all the same people and bleh.
and the troubles are flairin up again too which is another reason it wud be good to get the feck outta the north! im gona miss my friends tho :( they better come see me :(:(
so im a diet where i only eat 500 calories a day, 700 is the max and thats only if i have a bad day. its so that when i move away im back to my size 6 days, well tbh im still a size 6 in some parts of my body, my boobs and hips have just gotten massive!! i swear i put on a stone and my boobs went from 32B to 34DD... yeah joyous. no clothes fit me, my waist is still like 22 inches but sacked if i can show it!! they dont make clothes for people like me :(
ah well.
oh im exercising too like, not just cuttin down the food, and im still healthy like! so tis all good.
umm, oh i have like nooo guys in my life nemore! that amazin guy id been datin turned out to be seriously wayyy too emotional (oh roisin you never spend any time with me, your always with your friends!!) seriously, dude, im 20 not 35, i dont wanna feckin settle down!!!!
oh so aswell im goin on holiday in like 3 weeks hehehe :D im goin to corfu! to kavos, its just me n ned goin like but it shall be klass craic!!!
then in october im goin to a little town just outside milan for a wedding!
i might also be goin to new york in late august, depends when i have to go away to uni really. either way i reckon ill be well travelled this year hehe :D
my hair is nearly back to brown again now!! theres still blonde at the bottom but like the brown is around my face n all, the blonde is pretty much nearly gone, i cant cut it out just yet tho, it wud make the hair too short for my holiday, so ill cut it around july :D
ill be preoperly brunette for the first tie in yearssss and then like within a week ill probs be blonde again ha!
me and clare have a plan its awesome.
i need to quit eatin oxo cubes. its so bad for me. umm.... okay thats all for now
xx