aw man
aw man, yeah ive taken to sayin that alot recently :/ duno if i like it or not yet
wow i cant actually believe how long its been since i was on here, i found a whole loada pics of me from when i was like 16/17 on here, scary times considerin im nearly 20 :S
im havin serious issues with leavin my teen years behind lol, i suddenly feel mean for takin the piss outta my friends when they turned 20, *YOUR HALF WAY TO 40 NOW LOVE!!* bad roisin :P
aw man, so dealio is, i hated computer science after a while, it just wasnt what i wanted to do and it made me sad, so i left after 1st year, now im back doin my 4th and 5th alevels and a C&G in autoCAD and goin for my architecture again :D better get in this time, tho im makin sure i do lol
ammm, im single as usual LOLOLOL OMG guess what too, mind how like every single entry in here has somthing about how madly in love wi damon i was? well im over that now, have been for a while he completely cut me off in august last year and its the only good thing he ever did for me!
it was the only way i was goin to get over him and it worked, im sorta datin a guy now and hes klass :D
but then i found out a few weeks ago that my EX best friend and the EX guy of my dreams (EUGH) were makin out behind my back !!! lmao, yeah so bet her bf will love that when he finds out
seein as damon is liams best friend
damon was makin out wi tina
tina was my best friend
liam and tina were/are goin steady ...
lol and now i know the whole dealio and none of them know i know...
hmm its madness :D
theres a whole back story too, like
why would i care nemore, shes not me bestie nemore and he means nothin?
the answer you see is that i was a bitch
tina and liam broke up for a few months back in june/july/august 08
i went wi liam, yeah i know, my bad, you DONT go wth your best friends ex no matter how long theyve been broken up!! well that resulted in tina dn liam gettin back 2gether and then tina totally excommunicating me from the group of friends id been round for years!
yeah she went mad, from landin at my flat at 3am to shout the face of me, to tellin my friends *includin my flatmate* to choose between me and her cause noone could be friends with both of us after what id done
and i beat myself up about it, proper cried when i was durnk n the works, said sorry a thousand times
then the relented and said she thought we could work things out but i still blamed myself and said i deserved all the things shed put me thru
then a few weeks ago durin a drunken cry about how id fucked up, i found out about her n damon and well that changed everything
shes gone wi him b4 her and liam had broken up
before id done anything wrong
so all that tme shed been goin mad at me, shed done worse, shed not only been a bitch to me but shed dogged her bf aswell
id only gone wi a single guy (who tbh id gone wi first but i dont like bringin that up, seems churlish)
so i just cut ties with her, she has an idea that i know but doesnt kno for sure
im not goin to make a song and dance outta it like she did but im just not goin to be around someone who lies so efficiently
aaaaaanyways so thats the gossips lol
its ash's 20th 2night so im goin to a gay bar to boogie on down ooooh yeah :P
and my fingers are kinda numb cause i typed that all while fast ^^
the subject kinda gets on my last nerve lol
okies thats all laters!
xx
wow i cant actually believe how long its been since i was on here, i found a whole loada pics of me from when i was like 16/17 on here, scary times considerin im nearly 20 :S
im havin serious issues with leavin my teen years behind lol, i suddenly feel mean for takin the piss outta my friends when they turned 20, *YOUR HALF WAY TO 40 NOW LOVE!!* bad roisin :P
aw man, so dealio is, i hated computer science after a while, it just wasnt what i wanted to do and it made me sad, so i left after 1st year, now im back doin my 4th and 5th alevels and a C&G in autoCAD and goin for my architecture again :D better get in this time, tho im makin sure i do lol
ammm, im single as usual LOLOLOL OMG guess what too, mind how like every single entry in here has somthing about how madly in love wi damon i was? well im over that now, have been for a while he completely cut me off in august last year and its the only good thing he ever did for me!
it was the only way i was goin to get over him and it worked, im sorta datin a guy now and hes klass :D
but then i found out a few weeks ago that my EX best friend and the EX guy of my dreams (EUGH) were makin out behind my back !!! lmao, yeah so bet her bf will love that when he finds out
seein as damon is liams best friend
damon was makin out wi tina
tina was my best friend
liam and tina were/are goin steady ...
lol and now i know the whole dealio and none of them know i know...
hmm its madness :D
theres a whole back story too, like
why would i care nemore, shes not me bestie nemore and he means nothin?
the answer you see is that i was a bitch
tina and liam broke up for a few months back in june/july/august 08
i went wi liam, yeah i know, my bad, you DONT go wth your best friends ex no matter how long theyve been broken up!! well that resulted in tina dn liam gettin back 2gether and then tina totally excommunicating me from the group of friends id been round for years!
yeah she went mad, from landin at my flat at 3am to shout the face of me, to tellin my friends *includin my flatmate* to choose between me and her cause noone could be friends with both of us after what id done
and i beat myself up about it, proper cried when i was durnk n the works, said sorry a thousand times
then the relented and said she thought we could work things out but i still blamed myself and said i deserved all the things shed put me thru
then a few weeks ago durin a drunken cry about how id fucked up, i found out about her n damon and well that changed everything
shes gone wi him b4 her and liam had broken up
before id done anything wrong
so all that tme shed been goin mad at me, shed done worse, shed not only been a bitch to me but shed dogged her bf aswell
id only gone wi a single guy (who tbh id gone wi first but i dont like bringin that up, seems churlish)
so i just cut ties with her, she has an idea that i know but doesnt kno for sure
im not goin to make a song and dance outta it like she did but im just not goin to be around someone who lies so efficiently
aaaaaanyways so thats the gossips lol
its ash's 20th 2night so im goin to a gay bar to boogie on down ooooh yeah :P
and my fingers are kinda numb cause i typed that all while fast ^^
the subject kinda gets on my last nerve lol
okies thats all laters!
xx