First of all, I am feeling loads better today than I was yesterday, and it's tough to say why, really...I knew it as soon as I woke up. Even through the inordinate exhaustion that I also can't really explain. I think my dreams are very draining sometimes. Not really restful ( Read more... )

Feeling very overwhelmed lately by personal issues ( Read more... )

He will be back here in no more than two weeks. Possibly less than one. I can seriously barely contain myself. I am really in that "follow you to the ends of the earth" phase right now - and I know it never lasts, and I know circumstances are not the least bit conducive to any kind of relationship. But right now...goddamn, it feels good ( Read more... )

I am kind of miserable at my job, not with the specific job but just what it represents, namely our spending most of our lives doing completely irrelevant tasks just to keep food on the table, when we all have other things we could be doing with our lives that would have so much more meaning ( Read more... )

I am so deliriously in love.

That is all.

I am so perplexed by so many things. When am I not? Why can't I understand my own motivations half the time ( Read more... )

Ah, another year almost over. 2008, what a long, strange trip you've been.

I really believe that 2009 is going to be the best year ever.

I don't actually have much to say.

Good night.

I always get to the end of the year and see all kinds of people saying "This year blew!" Buuuut...I actually rocked the shit out of my 2008. So, here's to the same for 2009 ( Read more... )

So, there's this guy ( Read more... )

It's so warm out tonight, and windy, the weather is just so odd for December ( Read more... )