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So, there's this guy.
He absolutely infuriates me, about half the time, and the other half, I am completely crazy about him.
He is on the other side of the world.
He inspires me to change my lazy slovenly undisciplined ways.
I feel an aura of indifference from him sometimes.
It makes me want to work harder.
Along with everything else, this guy is one of the influences that's stressing me out beyond belief at the moment. I can NEVER TELL what he is thinking. Enigmatic. Undefinable.
All I want is for him to see me as the best I can be. Not that there's any merit in living one's life or striving to reach one's goals for anyone else's benefit, naturally, but...
Goddammit, I am a fool for him.
/end emo venting
He absolutely infuriates me, about half the time, and the other half, I am completely crazy about him.
He is on the other side of the world.
He inspires me to change my lazy slovenly undisciplined ways.
I feel an aura of indifference from him sometimes.
It makes me want to work harder.
Along with everything else, this guy is one of the influences that's stressing me out beyond belief at the moment. I can NEVER TELL what he is thinking. Enigmatic. Undefinable.
All I want is for him to see me as the best I can be. Not that there's any merit in living one's life or striving to reach one's goals for anyone else's benefit, naturally, but...
Goddammit, I am a fool for him.
/end emo venting