"Something is wrong,
With the sum of us,
That I can't seem to erase,
How can I be,
The only one,
Without a smile on my face.
Well now, You're laughing out loud,
At just the thought of being alive,
And I was wondering,
Could I just be you tonight?
You show your pain,
Like it really hurts,
And I can't even,
Start to feel mine.
I'm standing in place,
With my head first,
And I shake, I shake,
I see your progress stretched out for miles,
And miles.
You're laughing out loud,
At just the thought of being alive,
And I was wondering,
Could I just be you tonight?
This is the sound that I make,
These are the words I chose,
Some how the right thing to say,
Just won't come out,
Just won't come out.
And you're laughing out loud,
At just the thought of being alive,
And I was wondering,
Could I just be you tonight?
..."
-Matchbox 20, Could I Be You
I keep getting told to update... but every time I pull this page up I really find I have nothing to say. Sure I could go on about how cool hanging out with everyone and some such was, but half the people reading this were there. The rest of the readers? Well I probably either wish they were there or would scuttle away from their comments on such affairs. The past few days atleast are kinda a blur of way too much City of Heroes, pain medication, and sleep. I haven't had my cell in a while since Morgan's been taking it to work, hopefully when he gets on his feet there I'll get it back. He has the phone though so he could call to say when he isn't coming home... like last night I could have had a warning. No I'll probably just get an appology when he gets home. As usual. No real point in getting upset over it however, the way things are going I wonder if he gives a damn at all.
I'm having trouble keeping my thoughts in check... I've been drowning myself away in videogames to avoid thinking really. It helps from time to time, then I let myself slip into the music I listen to and it just kinda brings about those thoughts again. This is one of those times I wish I had invested in building up a good chick friend to confide in. Whee... I'm rambling... bleck... I'll make a more coherent post sometime soon along with catching up on the quizzes that I am so far behind on.
Juli, Patrick, Tony... I love and miss you guys. You too Kels, though I know we dun talk often... it's nice to see your posts and stuff.
That I can't seem to erase,
How can I be,
The only one,
Without a smile on my face.
Well now, You're laughing out loud,
At just the thought of being alive,
And I was wondering,
Could I just be you tonight?
You show your pain,
Like it really hurts,
And I can't even,
Start to feel mine.
I'm standing in place,
With my head first,
And I shake, I shake,
I see your progress stretched out for miles,
And miles.
You're laughing out loud,
At just the thought of being alive,
And I was wondering,
Could I just be you tonight?
This is the sound that I make,
These are the words I chose,
Some how the right thing to say,
Just won't come out,
Just won't come out.
And you're laughing out loud,
At just the thought of being alive,
And I was wondering,
Could I just be you tonight?
..."
-Matchbox 20, Could I Be You
I keep getting told to update... but every time I pull this page up I really find I have nothing to say. Sure I could go on about how cool hanging out with everyone and some such was, but half the people reading this were there. The rest of the readers? Well I probably either wish they were there or would scuttle away from their comments on such affairs. The past few days atleast are kinda a blur of way too much City of Heroes, pain medication, and sleep. I haven't had my cell in a while since Morgan's been taking it to work, hopefully when he gets on his feet there I'll get it back. He has the phone though so he could call to say when he isn't coming home... like last night I could have had a warning. No I'll probably just get an appology when he gets home. As usual. No real point in getting upset over it however, the way things are going I wonder if he gives a damn at all.
I'm having trouble keeping my thoughts in check... I've been drowning myself away in videogames to avoid thinking really. It helps from time to time, then I let myself slip into the music I listen to and it just kinda brings about those thoughts again. This is one of those times I wish I had invested in building up a good chick friend to confide in. Whee... I'm rambling... bleck... I'll make a more coherent post sometime soon along with catching up on the quizzes that I am so far behind on.
Juli, Patrick, Tony... I love and miss you guys. You too Kels, though I know we dun talk often... it's nice to see your posts and stuff.